Na Na Nanana~~

Hmmm... Just before i went for tennis training today, I was actually thinking of quitting the school team. Because I feel as if i'm the one pulling the girls team down. I mean, i don't have the standard or credential lor. Other girls like Rita, is in STA, seeded 6th, i think. Kerri was formerly from Cedar school team, Sylvia was from Tanjong Katong Girls school team, although Wei Lin is a normal tennis player, but she's Yr 2. Me? Nothing. Nothing at all to be proud of. = (

But, well, since it may be my last training, i gave my best shot at everthing today. Thennnnnn, the most depressing thing happened. Stan wanted me to play against Sylvia, giving me 30 - 0 for each game. Wah~~...damn sad. Then, mentally, i prepared myself not to lose, give my everything to that set.

*Phew* I won. 6 - 2 up. YAY!~ 3 cheers for me man. So since we had time, we played a 2nd match, this time with no 30 - 0 to me. So it's 0 - 0 for both me and Sylvia. Cool~, i was up 5 - 4, 0 - 40 up when Stan wanted us to stop. Damn~! I swear i could have won that point.

But, now, i'm as confused as ever, whether or not to stay in the team. *ArGh*

Just like what Robyn said, I must have CONFIDENCE!! Come on, EiLeen~!!! You can do it! See? You did it today~!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo