Damn!~

Haiyoh~!! It's RAINING at East Coast! WHY?! Why of all days?! I need to practise for my only BIG day tomorrow.

I. Doubt. That. I Would. Be. Able. To. Play. Another. Tournament. Again. For. Ngee Ann. After. Tomorrow.
I know that i would be making a big fool out of myself. I better apologize first. Sorry to Coach Stan and my team.

*Sad* = (

Lucky it didn't rain yesterday. Hope yesterday's game was enough. But i don't think so. Haiz~.

Which reminded me of something, Nicholas always call me at the wrong time. Either too early in the morning, cuz he'll say ' why nv on ur phone?' Or when i'm having tennis, 'Why i call u, u always nv pick up? Avoiding me again issit?' Haiyohz~! Not my fault that the phone is in my bag and u can't possibly ask me to go answer a phone call in the middle of my training or game right?! Irritating leh. 99% will be during tennis training and 1% would be in the morning. Haiyoh~!

Mentioning Nic reminded me of another thing. Went out wif him last week during my hols. He was acting weirdly. It was juz a NORMAL outing to Esplanade, where we sat by the river, eating Mac. Haha~. He was probably surprised at my big appetite. I ate a Fillet O Fish, half a cheeseburger (he took the other half), 2 large fries, 1 coke float and 1 med coke. He took a Chicken burger, 1 large fries and 1 coke float. Ok. I probably didn't just surprise him, I probably SCARED him. Haha~! Oh. I gobbled up another 4 chicken mcnuggets. Haha~!!!! *Blushes* Now, I think I'm scaring myself. Well , it was a cheap deal, with the coupon we use, it's $15++ for 3 extra value meals and 6pcs of nuggets.

So, we were just tokking abt stuffs, when he started acting weird~. As in, REALLY WEIRD, it's scaring me. He asked me about my boyfriend status. At first, I didn't really think abt anything. Then he started proding in, like did he have a chance, how many guys wanting to ask me out. I was taken aback. Woah~. Wait a sec. He's my kor! Hmm.. Then i started to mumble why during the term break, a few guys started to ask me the SAME EXACT QUESTIONS! What's going on?! I probably didn't mumble cuz Nic started screaming at me, 'HOW MANY?!' WOAH!~..Relax! I started counting, and realised, wah~...5 leh, including Nic. ?_? Then he said the next sentense which SCARED ME. He said this ' Wah~. That means i got only 20% chance ar?' I heard it soOoOo clearly. Damn~! Then i remembered he once kept saying that kors and meis relationships are relationships that never worked out. If you get what i mean. I objected straight away, cuz there's nothing going on between Nic and me right? Right? It was purely a KOR and MEI thing. Nothing hidden right? I mean, there's nothing going on between Alfian and me, nothing going between Zhan Hong and me. Then the atmosphere started getting weird. I started asking ' What 20%?' That shut him up. We didn't approach on that subject again at the esplanade.

It was getting late. Nic wanted to send me home, but I rejected. Then Nic said to me, 'Why aren't you attached yet?' Huh~? Do i look as if i need a bf now? Then i replied ' Relationships are real straining for me. Tired, actually, to maintain it.' Hmm...He's satisfied with it anyway. Then he said, ' I would like to get to know you better. We should go out more often.' I couldn't have time to react, cuz he walked off, mumbling that his bus was here. Huh?! What's Going On?!

Hmmm...That juz started me thinking. Do i need a bf now? Even with my tennis and school schedule, i barely have time for myself and my friends. Let alone a bf. Well, i feel free now, compared to my past relationships. I believe that love will come at the most unexpected moment. Juz let time do its thing lar.

Watching US Open now, Venus Williams is playing. ARGH~! Can't stand the sight of her keep pulling the dress up. For heaven's sake, you don't have the figure and face to pull off that outfit lor. Since it's making you so uncomfortable, DON'T WEAR IT. Irritating larz.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo