I'm going bonkers this time!!

Argh....I hate ITP and ITP probably hates me too. I'm frustrated with Visual Basic. Visual Basic is probably frustrated with me too. Argh! This sux big time! I need to scream!!!!!!!!!

*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

Argh. Not feeling better though.

I need to finish this damn project by sat. Gonna do project with Pam tomorrow while waiting for Robyn i guess. I think tomorrow there's gonna be noisy because of all my groanings and frustrations. Lol.

Went to school today for WAA. Don't know go for what also. Didn't get my test paper back because the teacher said that a few students still haven't take the test. wth. But when i went out with Alicia today, she said she got back hers. ?!?!?! So who's faking who? So i went to school for 2 hours and do nothing. Waste my time.

Went to watch Dodgeball today. Funny show. Ate pasta mania. WooHoo..At least something good happened today. It's moi first outing with Alicia. Lol. Sorry, trying to be sentimental here. Not really first outing lar. Went to Queensway with her the other time to buy her yellow water bottle. Ate marshmallows and banana chocolate pizza during the movie. So cool man. Wah...Really enjoyed the afternoon. Thanx Alicia. Found the plastic bag that held the marshmallows quite cute. Cut the rabbit out. Lol.

Haiz. Mentally shagged. Didn't go for tennis training. It rained. Sianz.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*Feeling cold and tired*

It's raining. Feeling cold and tired. Luckily not hungry. Otherwise, i could be a beggar. = P It's been a long time since i've felt so tired at night. Gonna turn in early today. WAH~! Miracle. Robyn would be shocked to hear that. Lol. He's sick today. Think got fever. He's having a test and exam tomorrow. Poor boy. Lucky he's not going training tomorrow. Don't know how he's gonna take it. But it's gonna feel weird without him there though. = P Lucky Kerrie's going tomorrow. Otherwise i'll be sOoOo lonely.....

Feeling shagged today, although there's no test or whatever today. Probably due to the 'tuition' i had just now with Nicholas. He's kinda impatient with me ever since he confessed. But...i dunno lar. Probably it's just me.

K. The bed's calling me. The weather's seducing me. Gonna succumb to nature's call. Lol.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Nahaha~~

Just came back from Mount Faber. Saw the moon..Damn bright and round. But it was covered by the clouds a few times. My parents saw their long lost friend, Ah Fok. Lol. Heard from them that they havent seen him for almost 24 years already. I'm just thinking about myself, what if i see my long lost friends like what...30+ years later...Wow...Cool....

Back to Mount Faber... Had mooncake, tea there. Feels weird though. Lol. But apparantly, alot of Singaporeans had the same crazy idea as my father. It was quite crowded there. Surprisingly. = P

Had training just now. Was quite fun, cause many people did not turn up. Stan went back to Jarkarta. *Screams for joy* = P Zester did not go, cause he got test. Kerri did not turn up too. In the end, me, Robyn, David, Rudy and Basil came only. So, me, i get to train with Donnyyyyyy. Played 3 sets with him. I'm suppose to keep the balls in. But after losing the 1st 2 sets. I DON'T CARE already! I tried to hit winners. Lol~. And i did it! So the scoreboard was 2 - 6, 2 - 6, 7 - 5. Thought it was actually a 'daiko' shot. It hit the net and dropped. Haha~...So, the guys had matches. The loser doubles pair had to stand, butt facing the opponents and let them serve, hopefully, the ball will hit their butts. This is the first time i've heard of this forfeit. Lol. Was laughing quite hard when Robyn and David had to do the forfeit though. I'm evil. Lol~.

Guess Robyn was kinda frustrated when he had to pair up with David. He hurt his hand. Again. Scarred. Again. For life. Lol..like so serious. Nah~. I kinda felt weird when i saw he hurt his hand again, especially after he hurt his hand before at NTU. Hmm............But think about it, Donny probably paired him and David cause he was the best player out of the 4? Yea...that sounds more sensical to me. = P

Hmmm....damn shagged today. Finally all my tests are OVER!!! Haha...i gave up on ITP. Left the program hanging there, without completing it. Who cares lar. The program is shitz man. Don't know what the hell i'm doing also. It's over and done with. So, now it's the time to anticipate the moment when the test results are returned to us. Haha...think i'm gonna do like shitz. OBC only scored 23/30. Quite jialat..so many careless mistakes. Dang~! Hope i'll score better for other tests. Lalala~...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*Stuck*

Just ate lunch. B4 lunch, had cell bio test. Damn tired. Mrs Tang suggested carrying on with lessons first then have the test. By the time she gave out the test paper, i'm struggling to keep awake. And like almost what i studied yesterday night was left in LalaLand. Haiz~, wonder how i will do in those past quizzes.

Dang~! I'm gonna have my ITP test in a 1/2 an hours time. I think i'm just gonna copy and paste everything inside from the solutions he gave. I'm sure like 90% of the students will also be doing that. But who cares, i don't really give a damn to ITP. Since i've already got a A in the previous test, hope it will help pull me up. Lol. I really don't know why i'm studying this programming shit. My bro even asked me to teach him Visual Basic lor. FOR WHAT?! Siao Ta Bor. Ask Andy lar. He study IT what......

Haiz...Sianz...Tired...

I'm going Mount Faber later....To do what? Celebrate Mooncake festival. Lame right?! Sorry that i got u, my bro into this shit. Lol.But hey, it's been a long time since we've celebrated Mooncake Festival. Ever since we've moved Toa Payoh from Macpherson, i kinda miss going to the park with popo and just look at the round moon and talk. *Sniffs* But now, everything's changed.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Ahhh~!!!

GeeZzz...Why are all the tests, exams, quizzes, practical exams and project presentations all squeezed in ONE pathetic week?! Do you know how stress that is?! Imagine having to study for 2 tests on average each day. And have to prepare for presentation too!. Gawd~, what kind of arrangements or schedule has NP laid out for me? I guess sec school is all planned out quite nicely, but polys gave the lecturers the power to choose when they want to have tests, quizzes, except exams. Haiz. I'm not stressed, just tired. Mentally tired.

But who cares, after thurs, i'm going out with Alicia to go destress. Lol. Looking forward to it though. Lalala~...

Back to reality, i have ITP and Cell bio test tomorrow. Gotta get back to mugging....

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Sand feels cool at night~~

Just came home about an hour ago. 12 plus. Must have caught the last bus home. Again. Hmm...i've been such a naughty girl lately, taking either last bus or last trains home. Which = come home late at night. = P

Went to East Coast just now. Parents fetched me there. Had 1/4 dinner with them at East Coast Lagoon. Then went to meet Robyn and had 3/4 dinner back at Lagoon again. Saw Aaron, my Apache GL. He was having BBQ, surprised that he recognised me. Haha...Then went to sit by the sea for a while. Admired the seaview. And i realised the sand feels cool at night. So interesting~. Robyn said something sweet. *Blushes* Before we had dinner, we met Alan, Robyn and Zester's friend. Robyn kind of 'pang seh' him cuz of me and kinda pissed off. Sorry, i didn't know Alan supposed to go blading with him??? Robyn didn't tell me too?? Sorry. Hope all goes well... and hope Robyn made it up to him. = P

Couldn't play tennis today though. There was a tournament going on. Watched them played awhile. Standard was not there. Papa was so sure that he could beat all of them and was so enthusiatic about joining next year with my brother. He says he's gonna pyscho my bro till he agrees. Haha... Cute~. Too bad there's no Women's singles or mixed doubles. Haiz.

Well, i'm definitely going Phuket during November with my parents, Aunty Claries and Uncle Charles's family. We're gonna stay at a penthouse, proudly sponsored by BMW. Yay~! I hope to do lots of water activities there...like wakeboarding, banana boat? And of cuz, suntan myself till i become brown. Lol. At least i'll look healthier. Not like now. So yellow. Gross~. But after exams, i heard my class would be going Sentosa (AGAIN!!) *Groans* for class outing. But at least i get to tan again. Lol.

Going Malaysia next Saturday for my aunty's wedding. She's like only 21 and her husband-to-be is also 21. Income stable meh??? Hmm...the guy must be from a rich family. My brother says he looks like Edison Chen from the wedding photo. We'll see about that next week. Gonna go shopping after the wedding. I hope i'll be able to get my pink skorts. *Prays*

Wah. I look busy for next week man. I have practical and HPS test on Mon. I have CBO test and tennis training on Tues. I have tuition with Nicholas on Wed. I have no test *Thank god* but got tennis training on Thurs. I have to go early to school, 8am on Fri for make up Prac. I have to go Malaysia on Sat. Wah. Damn packed. Poly looks more busy than secondary school life man. But at least i'm enjoying it twice, or even thrice as much as i did in sec school. *Grins*

K. I'm tired. Peace Out.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Blue RawkS~

Woohoo~! Blue Rawks man~! Went to their concert just now, proudly sponsored by my aunty. Haha.. They were so cool! So in tune, their voices blended so nicely. Ryan's cute! *Gushes* Sadly, the stadium was like only 70% filled. The crowd was like 30% ang mohs and the rest Singaporeans. Really enjoyed the show. Thanx Aunt Claries! Love ya~. = )

And KC just told me he went to the concert also. Haiyoh. But didn't get to spot him in the crowd though. The ang moh girls behind me were screaming their lungs out man. During all the songs, they kept screaming and screaming and screaming. I don't know for what. After the concert ended, my ears felt as if it has been stuffed with cotton balls, couldn't hear properly.

Something serious happened today though. Nicholas 'kinda confessed' what was actually happening. I should have guessed. But i always thought we were purely kor and mei. Hmm...rejected him lor. What to do? He's not the one. = P

Had ivp yesterday against NYP at SP. Weird right? We, NP, playing against NYP at SP. Lol. We won 4 - 1, but i didn't get to play again. Finished around 11 plus and almost got lost in SP. Robyn and i almost wanted to call Daniel but managed to find our way around. At least the school is not as scary as NP. Eww...i can't imagine walking around NP late at night, even at 7 plus. *Shudders*

Went for dinner at PS with Robz. I think i caught the last train home. *Phew* Came home, bathed. Had to prepare for practical for today. Slept around 2 plus. Damn tired during prac today, fell asleep on the table without myself knowing. Until i realised in my 'dream', how come the prac lab became so 'dark' - Cause i was closing my eyes. Then i jerked awake. = P

Luckily, today's a short day at school. Managed to catch a nap when i came home before going for Blue's concert. K. My brother's bugging me to watch the last episode of CSI.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Blue~

Blue (Ryan)... He's cute~...

YeaH~!

When i stepped home juz now, my mother was looking cheerful. Hmm...Weird. But guess what, she struck lottery. 4D, to be precise. 1st prize, to be exact. And we're going shopping tomorrow. She's gonna treat me lunch too. Cool huh? Must be my grandmother's gift to her.

Today's my grandmother's death anniversary. I miss her sOooOOo much. *I miss you, Popo* =' ( You are the only one who don't have a typical biased view of sons and daughters. Other than Aunt Claries. Haiz.~ I MISS YOU~!!!!!

Went to NUS today, watched the semi finals of the girls and guys. Went with Robyn and Sylvia. Didn't stay long though. Just watched the doubles and a little bit of the singles. I'm impressed with the girl from TP. Her name's Angel, i think. Wah...She CAN RUN sia. And she almost spoilt the fence when she banged on it. I thought the fence almost fell. Lol~. I'm so evil.

There's ivp tomorrow. Hope i get to play. But i doubt so. Anyway, just go for fun, i guess.

*Tired* *YawnZ*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I'm going nuts~!

Argh~! Yes! I'm really going nuts! I declare that OBC and ITP can drive people nuts! Argh~. The mention of these subjects just makes me puke. At least these 2 subjects have some things in common.

1. Both teachers don't know how to teach the subjects. Thus, making us, the students confused and frustrated at the same time.
2. I doubt anyone in my class fully understand the lessons/lectures after they leave the class each time.
3. Both subjects can drive students nuts.

Take Alicia for example. After many trials ans errors on the stupid programming thingy, she was like messing up her hair (like a mad scientist) and hmm...she looks like a student going nuts. Haha..= P

Didn't go for training today. Was raining heavily in NP and it kinda dampened the mood to go all the way to kallang. Zester called in the middle of itp class to say he was not going. So, it kind of confirmed at that moment that i'm not going for training. Somemore today wore shorts. Gawd~, i was freezing in the lecture theatre, tutorial class, bus, practically everywhere. Well, it was hot in the morning~! Yan Xia was nice enough to let me 'have' her jacket for the whole day, while she froze during tutorial class. Poor girl. But i guessed i looked worse, with all the goosebumps and shivering. Lol. Thanx girl~!

I forgot today's Yaofeng's birthday. Happy birthday, Yaofeng~! Until i saw the Apache people at atrium and realised they were going for dinner. = P. I simply forgot, blame it on itp class. That class is stressing me out man. And damn, i got smacked on the head by Shyam. Again. Everytime i see him, i get smacked in the head. The most recorded time i got smacked was on Monday. Got smacked by Shyam, Timon and Jason. Don't know whether they got planned this before hand. Damn~. I must react faster next time. I must be too slow.

Hmm...going to sleep soon. There's ivp on thursday for both guys and the girl. So coincedence that we are both 'fighting' for the 5th or 6th place. Like it mattered at all. Both teams also playing against NYP. Hmm...weird. What a coincedence.

*YawnZ*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Victory~!

Yaryar, i know. "Victory" is really exaggerating about what happened yesterday. Lol. But to me, it's like a chance to finally get to play in the ivp. Although we played 'for fun' cause we have already lost to SMU and TP, we still have to play on Thursday to fight for a 5th place with NYP. Hope i get to play again! Pray for me, yar? Haha.~

So, we won SP 3 - 2, i think. Have to check with Rita today with the results. Will update more later tonight.

Haiz, here i am, stuck at blk 56 with Mr William Hung. Didn't want to stay until 5pm. Wanted to go home and catch up with my sleep. But it rained heavily, so lazy to walk out of school anyway. Somemore today wore shorts, freezing like S*** now. Took cat naps all around the school today. In lecture 38, blk 56...haiyohz...i can really sleep. Alicia mentioned that i jerked when i slept. She said it was because my body don't dare to sleep but my mind is tired. Wah~. Ok. True. I'm not gonna deny it. No choice lar, slept late last night, studied for OBC test which happened this morning. I think i screwed up. So many careless choices. But haiz, it's easier than the last quiz anyway.

Kk, gonna blog more later tonight. Cuz can sleep late. There's no morning class tomorrow. Yay~!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*YawnZ*

I'm tired. It's all Robyn's fault. I'm going to continue sleeping in the afternoon. I'm not gonna try his 'formula' again.

Now, I can't concentrate on my OBC notes. So distracted. Trying my best though. Got no choice. There's ivp tomorrow. Wonder what time will i get home again.

*Haiz*

No tennis today. Raining.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Yo Yo~!

It's been a long time since i woke up at 8.30am in the morning on a SATURDAY. Haha~...But no choice, i need Nic's help for my studies. Met him at Mac at 9+, was late again. Haha~, had breakfast and 'studied' at the same time. Was like a zombie the whole time, kept yawning and stoning. Lol. Don't know whether the things he said got go inside my head anot. Finally after 2 hrs, i coudn't take it and requested to go home and sleep. Haha...Poor Nic. But too bad lar, slept late last night, had a long day yesterday mah. So exhausted.

Slept till lunch time, when my papa came home and had lunch together. After lunch, slept again till 5. Then went for gym and tennis at NSRCC at Changi. The gym was packed today. Some woman brought like 4 guy friends to the gym and in turn, 1 guy brought his twin brother i think. The woman was like introducing the equipments to her 'plump' guy friends and demostrating how to use them. So funny sia, the way i see them 1st time use the machines. Damn cute. Then there's this guy who was sprinting on the treadmill. Think he raised the speed to the maximum. But he was on it for abt 2mins and stopped, guess he couldn't take it. Then don't show off lar. Lol~. When he came down, he was like walking wobbly, lol~.

Hmmm..My father commented that i play like Srichapan!? Wow. I didn't know i could hit like him. No lar, he say my strokes are too hard for a girl. Hmm...ok...I'll try to hit softer? He say when i rally soft balls, i play better. Ok...so i'll try that on tomorrow's game then. He commented that my volleys improved, Yay~! = P

Haiz, gotta start on my ITA project soon. Must hand up on Wed! So fast! Tues got OBC quiz! Haiyohz. Hope i'll scrap it through. = P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Sher Lin 'My Nu Er' & Me~

Smooth day~

Got home around 11 plus. Went for dinner with Robyn at PS. Talked alot with him. Cool guy. = )

Before dinner, went to play tennis with KC. He 'supposedly' booked the court at NP. Was quite surprised yesterday when he said he managed to book. HOWEVER, i came to school today and saw a few people carrying tennis rackets and realised that there's tennis club today. So i messaged KC and *surprise surprise*, he managed to book a court, but booked wrong day. He booked the court for thursday instead of friday. WTH?! I wanted to smash his head when i received his message during lecture. Wah piang. But thank god, he managed to find a place to play. At Fairfield Country Club. Issit fairfield???? I knew it sounded something like Fair blahblahblah. It's near Lakeside MRT anyway, didn't know that this club existed. I realised that KC's mom is quite 'proud' of Yuan Ching Sec sch. Don't know why. She also likes to go Toa Payoh Central. She likes the guo tie there. Haha..Cool~.

Felt better today, although i still feel as if i'm freezing on the way to school today in the bus. I think because i walked in the rain yesterday. Went to Queensway yesterday with Alicia to buy her yellow water bottle. Then it started pouring outside. So decided to shop around queensway. Saw a nike shirt. Damn cute. It says 'Single' on the front and '& Available. See you at centre court. Tennis.' at the back. So cute man. Got it for $28. Quite cheap for a nike shirt. Hehe~.

Changed 3 buses just to go home without getting wet. But to get to the 1st bus stop, must walk in the rain, that's probably how i got my fever. Saw Sher Lin in bus 235. So proud she's my 'daughter'. And also happy for her cuz she got A1 for her maths in Prelims. Good job, girl~! Keep it up! = )

Still feeling guilty abt skipping tennis training yesterday. But i really felt feverish when i woke up from my nap. Haiz. But i know nobody will understand. Tomorrow's gonna be a sianz day. Gonna study with Nicholas. I need his help for my studies lar. No choice.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Yay~!!

Lalala~...Juz received Mirza's message...Woohoo~!! Mrs Cate Tan is on MC!! Yay~! No CBO prac tomorrow!! Woo hoo~! Thanx for the good news, my trustee and sweetie pie CBO rep. Haha~. So tomorrow's gonna be a short day, only 2hrs OBC lecture. CAN SLEEP LATE!! It starts at 1pm. Lalala~

Gonna play tennis tomorrow with KC tomorrow in school. It's weird, ya know? I skipped training today but i'm going to play with KC tomorrow for leisure. Haha~, i dunno, probably i kinda dread going for training? DUNNO LAR~! WHATEVER~! But i look forward to tomorrow. Damn that S & W! Make me wait for 2hrs before i get to use the courts. But never mind, i'm gonna study with KC tomorrow.

Just realised that exams are approaching. In the middle of October. Wah~...Time passes by fast man. Haiz~! But holidays are coming too~! Haha~....Sorry, it's just my way to 'an1 wei4' myself. = P

Alicia and me had decided not to join the LSCT GL family. Haha~. There are quite a number of reasons why i don't wanna join. But the main one would be because of time. Class end early on wed, i don't think i wanna spend 3 hrs waiting for the GL meeting to start, i can do more productive stuffs in 3 hrs. What's more, they cannot confirm what time every meeting ends, what if it ends at 10?! Wah piang. I rather not be lor. But i think i'm gonna join the SU GL. It seems more fun though. Haha...I'm really contradicting myself today. Sick today, skipped training but playing tennis tomorrow, quit LSCT GL but wanna join SU GL. I must be crazy.

*Laughs*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Xia Lan~

Lol~. Xia lan. What a great title for today's blog. Haha...

Went for the first meeting for Orientation GL. Oh man, it sux BIG time. We were like wasting time lor. That girl, i'm not gonna name who, started reading off a list of names to mark attendance. Wah, her face damn fierce and kept shouting the names, i felt as if i was in Boot Camp. Lol. And everybody must only shout 'PRESENT!', if not she'll keep shouting your name until you shout present. There's this guy trying to be funny, so at first he SAID 'Present', then she shouted again, he replied 'Here!'. Again, she shouted, he shouted 'PREEESSSEEENNTT!!' in response. Lol. I'm amused by the girl, not the guy. Damn~! Why can't accept the first answer? This guy was like 2 feet away from her lor. Siao CharBor~

Then, there's another girl with 'piercing eyes'. I probably can't blame her for her eyes, but at least she could juz tone down the 'piercingness' of her eyes? So that we don't feel as if we are being 'diao' (stared at or kan bu shuang) by her. Really, when the girl who called out my name, she didn't look as if she was paying attention to other people's name. But when the girl called my name, Wah~, she turned around so quickly and stared at me with her piercing eyes. I don't know why, but i have a bad feeling. Did i do anything wrong?

But, i don't really care. Becuz i'm not gonna turn up for the next meeting. I can't imagine staying till 6.15pm everyday to wait for the meeting to start and who knows what time we'll stay until. And every wednesday is the only day i get to go home early. So, too bad man. Hahaha~...

K, i'm really tired, need to sleep! Thank god tomorrow is IS class which starts at 8am and ends at 12 noon. I'm so damn tired, think i'm gonna sleep for the whole afternoon. Lalala~

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Inferior~

Today's training was not horrible, but it was still bad. It rained at Kallang, so sat there until like 7+ then did physical instead. According to Robyn, he was quite shagged after the touch the wall thing at the squash court. But i was feeling ok. Nothing much.

We did the fast microsteps where we did it to one end of the squash court 10x. Next was the fast microsteps on the spot, then follow Stan's direction and run to ur forehand or backhand. Wah, that was shiok man! I love that. Then, we proceeded to climb the steps, about 50 steps up high and did it 10x. Wah, that was like shagged already. Then, i made a mistake. I needed to go toilet urgently, so i asked for excuse, then i proceeded. By the time i came back, the guys (btw, i was the only girl there today, SUAY!) were almost done jumping up the steps. You know? The steps are like the grandstand high. Then Stan told me to rest, i think he thought that i was tired already and couldn't continue. Damn, i'll show u next time man!! Argh, he gives me the sttitude like he's pushing me aside. Damn.

But whatever, i think i'll continue to train with the team, but i have limited patience.

Saw this at one website, seems quite true to me. Haha, but i wonder who controls my mind right now?

You consider love as the most beautiful thing and you love to fall in love, but a number of your group members think that the person they love is not sincere with them. You love to be with your friends and you are always found to be a dutiful friend. You can hardly control your patients, which is a very big drawback of your nature.The Person who is ruling your mind & heart these days is perfect for you.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

ARGH~!

Oh man, i don't know what has gone over me. But after talking to Robyn, i felt much better? It's like finally somebody knew my problem? I mean, it's not like as if i want everybody to know, i guess i just needed someone to understand my problem. Then, when i was getting ready for bed, i was just thinking about what i should do about me being in the tennis team. Damn, i seriously don't know what to feel man, it's so complicated. Then i just started breaking down and cried myself to sleep. ARGH~!!! Freak man, hate myself for breaking down just by this 'small' setback. Hmm...Thanx Robyn, though it's really hard to tell at first, u know? I almost cried in the mrt!! ARgh~. Hate myself for being so emotional, but i can't help it!

So, went to NUS yesterday for ivp. I didn't get to play again. Damn disappointed. Don't know with myself, with Rita or with Stan? Haiz, if only those 4 girls get to play, why the hell do u need me there?! Likewise for David and Zester. I don't know how they can tahan knowing that they go NUS 'for fun'. My brother messaged me to ask me will i be playing. When i smsed back, he replied with this, 'Quit the team lar, come back home and eat dinner.' Wah~, suddenly i felt like just taking my things and walking away from the court. But, i dunno what held me there. Pride, i guess. Lucky there was a free court yesterday at NUS, so i get to rally with Zester and Robyn for awhile. But what the hell, i didn't go to NUS specially to rally WITH Zester and Robyn lor!! But anyway, the guys thrashed SP 5 - 0. Cool. But the girls lost again, 2 - 3.

Went for dinner with Robyn and Rudy at Mac at Clementi. Rudy took a cab back, his father offered to pay the taxi fare. Damn lucky. We 2 had to take the poor man's way, the MRT. Haha. So sorry that Robyn has to miss the last train and take a cab. = P. Haha....Sorry~!!!! But it was sweet of you. Oh yar, thanx for lugging my rackets back and to kallang. Haha~! I'm so evil. = P

Going for training le, wonder what's gonna happen today. Don't know what kind of 'insults' must i endure again. =' ( Hope that i would be able to hide my expressions well.....All the best to me!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Hmmm...~~

HEY! I became an aunt to my nephew, Isaac 1 month ago, and i didn't even know until like 2 weeks ago? Why?? Complicated story. But as you can see the pic, he's damn cute right? So fragil looking. Everybody! Let's say 'AWWWW~~~~!'

Yupz. He was born on 12 Aug 2004, same as my bro, Ed Mund. Coincedence huh? Well, cause this cousin, Kel Vin is my mother's nephew. My mother's eldest brother's son. His parents are divorced and it's kind of weird. No communication already. So, until this 1st month anniversary, they decided to bring the baby and the cake down. Oh man, it's so weird. I myself don't even know i became an aunty. Wah...Feeling so old. = (

I'm quite happy today though, played doubles today with my aunt. We won 6 - 1. Haha..

But.......I hope i get to play tomorrow. *Prays Hard*

Gonna watch US Open Men's Singles finals later at 1am. Haha~.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Little Nephew, Isaac

*Shivers*

Gawd~, Nicholas is REALLY scaring the wits out of me. In those recent Smses he sent me, it started with 'Dear, when u wanna meet up to catch up on cell bio?' OMG! Really freaked the shit out of me man. Come on lar, you are suppose to be my kor!

Finally, i worked up the courage to reply his msg yesterday. I went straight to the point and typed, 'KOR, why are you calling me dear? I'm only known to you as Ei Leen, or Mei or Bro.' Then he replied,' Oh, am i crossing the line again?' Haiyohz, I myself can't believe we have to discuss about how to address each other. This kinda of thing also needs discussing!?

I dunno what the hell is going on man.
I dunno how to face him the next time we meet up. *Shivers*

Then he started msging weird stuffs which i don't understand like you must walk along some paths in order to feel the journey? HUH?! What the hell was that?? I was like, 'Can you go straight to the point????' He didn't reply me. Yet.

*Shrugs*

Damn~, there's US open finals today at 1am Federer against Henman. How to watch?! There's ivp tomorrow and class starts at 8am tomorrow~. HOW?!?!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I did it~!

Haha~! I'm so happy today~!

Why?

Cuz i beat my bro and mother today in doubles! 2 against 1. HAHA~! *Grins*

Though it's juz 1 point, i'm damn happy. Nah~. What happened was that my father had diarrhoea today, but he continued playing, till the 5 - 2 up. Then he was like bending over and his face was turning green. So, we shooed him away to go toilet immediately. I continued playing with them, and i made history~! Haha~. I sealed the last point myself!~ 6 - 3. Come on people! Be happy for me! *Laughs*

Another thing that lifted my spirits. My father said i improved today. My volley and backhand. Wah~. Double joy. But my forehand still as weak. Have to improve, girl! Come on!

Don't know why, but i play better in the day, without light and with no spectators. Juz like what Zester said when i played at Yio Chu Kang the other day. I can't play properly at Kallang for heaven's sake. I dunno why. The lighting sux, the coach looks down on me. I think. Argh~.

*Irritated*

But never mind. I know i can play well can liao. I must believe in myself. Right?

But even if u, or whoever don't think so, it's ok. I'm happy enough today. It will last for another 24 hours.

*Grins*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Impressed~

Wah~, I'm damn impressed today, with both NP and NTU tennis team. They have both done a great job, although NTU trashed us 5 - 0. It was exciting lar. Although i know the players have done their best, it was quite disappointing though.

As usual, those people from S&W came to watch again. Oh, did i mention that it was only the guys who played? Girls' team is on Mon, not sure whether i'm allowed to play anot. = (

The guys were quite disappointed with their results, but they know they've done their best. Probably, Rudy and Robyn didn't take it so well. Rudy left straight away, i think, after he lost doubles. Robyn still had to continue for his Singles match with the highest seed in NTU, Kelvin. Hmm...I wouldn't say Kelvin was that superb, but he was playing with his brains. Robyn needs to improve on his backhand, like i need to improve on my forehand. I realised tt these pros have strong serves and strong forehands, but no backhands at all. WHY? It's probably due to their kind of training they received. Train their attacking force instead of defensive force. Like the difference between how Coria and Srichapan play. Understand?

Weird~. The coaches should have realised these a long time ago. Duh~. It's not like as if i'm a pro, i'm juz expressing my opinion. Take it anyway you like.

So, for myself, i hope i get to expose to more of these matches. Get to play better players, play more tournaments to learn more, improve faster. But, will Stan give me the chance to? Will i be able to prove myself to everybody? Will i be good enough?

*Shrugs*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Na Na Nanana~~

Hmmm... Just before i went for tennis training today, I was actually thinking of quitting the school team. Because I feel as if i'm the one pulling the girls team down. I mean, i don't have the standard or credential lor. Other girls like Rita, is in STA, seeded 6th, i think. Kerri was formerly from Cedar school team, Sylvia was from Tanjong Katong Girls school team, although Wei Lin is a normal tennis player, but she's Yr 2. Me? Nothing. Nothing at all to be proud of. = (

But, well, since it may be my last training, i gave my best shot at everthing today. Thennnnnn, the most depressing thing happened. Stan wanted me to play against Sylvia, giving me 30 - 0 for each game. Wah~~...damn sad. Then, mentally, i prepared myself not to lose, give my everything to that set.

*Phew* I won. 6 - 2 up. YAY!~ 3 cheers for me man. So since we had time, we played a 2nd match, this time with no 30 - 0 to me. So it's 0 - 0 for both me and Sylvia. Cool~, i was up 5 - 4, 0 - 40 up when Stan wanted us to stop. Damn~! I swear i could have won that point.

But, now, i'm as confused as ever, whether or not to stay in the team. *ArGh*

Just like what Robyn said, I must have CONFIDENCE!! Come on, EiLeen~!!! You can do it! See? You did it today~!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Haiyohz~

I'm not the only one who got sick. Apparantly it was something we ate on Mon at Adam's road hawker centre. We got food poisoning! Argh~! David, Robyn and me got poisoned.

*Cursing and swearing at the aunty who sold the Bak Chor Mee*

I swear i'm nv gonna eat that stall again. All because tt day, the nasi lemak stall nv open. Damn~. Apparantly, i'm not as serious as David and Robyn. David got fever, and lucky he flushed it all out yesterday. Robyn vomited 2x this morning. Me? Nothing. Juz fever and muscle aches around the body. Including stomachaches.

*Haiz.*

Worst thing was, there's a test this morning. Haiyoh. Struggle like siao. Robyn also had test. We are so suay~!!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

= (

I'm sick.
Stomachache.
Fever.
Sad.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

WooHoo~~...!

Here am I now, sitting in the NP library, gonna update my blog. I know there's gonna be more 'virtual busybodies' to come after today. I can CONFIRM it. You know who you are. Haha~.. No worries though, you are always 'welcomed' here. = P

So...why am I feeling so happy yesterday and today? Cuz finally, I feel as if i'm part of the NP Tennis Team. Geez, juz thinking abt how we the freshies used to feel around the seniors, god~...it's damn weird. Like we were intruding their family. I admit that I used to think they are very dao (unfriendly). But now, i guess i've changed my mind. = P

Why?

Cuz yesterday was the first IVP match. I was not in the line up. Quite sad and disappointed. And we lost too. 3 - 2 down. Quite a pity. But no, I think it was a blessing in disguise. Hehe~. I muz be crazy, but REALLY!!! Maybe it's only for me lar. It's truly a blessing in disguise for me. So happy~.

So, since I didn't get to play, Zester and David didn't get to play too. There are simply too many guys already. But dun worry, Zester and David, you'll get ur chance one day. = ) So, we went to watch OTHER people play instead. Doubles were first. The guys were playing against ITE. The girls were playing against TP. Wah piang, there's this guy who played in the doubles trying to act like Andy Roddick. GAWD~! He looks like a ugly fat duck trying to serve (you know? with the protruding butt? It's damn obscene!) At least Roddick does it with style, but he?! Wah~, freaking ugly and disguisting. We 4, including Shan were laughing our heads off. Haha!~. Then, Mr Gopi brought the Tennis Sports & Wellness classes to watch the team play. Wah~. Damn stressful, I think about 80 students came. Their assignment were apparently, ~~~~, record the results! Damn pathetic. They stayed till like 8 plus even before the matches were done. Weird~.

So, Rudy and Robyn were playing doubles too. They won, 9 - 0 up. Cool. Suresh and Mitchell too. 9 - 1 Up. Double cool~. Well, at least the guys were doing better. The doubles for girls were 9 - 4 up. Way to go, Rita and Wei Lin. And 9 - 4 down for Sylvia and Kerrie~..Jia You!~ Singles for guys i think was quite ok. Think the guys won overalls with ITE. 4 - 1 Up. Yeah!~ Girls were not too good. 3 - 2 down.

So, Robyn has finished his match and was sitting next to me on the railing, watching other people play. Wah~, the railing's a damn cool place to watch all the matches, like we were on top of the world~~~~!! Weeee~~~~~......haha~...crazy me. So, we were just talking abt tennis and other stuffs when we started talking about ourselves. WAH~..his chinese sux man. The worst i've ever seen. Haha~. He can't speak chinese for heaven's sake. Even Shan, a half pakanistan and half chinese sounds better than him. Sorry Robyn, but i love to suan u cuz you are frm ACS I! Haha~. Too bad~. But kinda connected with this guy lar. Nice to talk to. When he found out i was cold, he handed me his jacket, cuz i was too lazy to climb down and take mine. So sweet. Haha~. So, i've found out that almost everyone on the team has some credentials (did i spell correctly?) on tennis. Well, Rudy and Robyn are from the National junior team, but i think they left the team already. Mitchell is still in the Elites team i think. Robyn went for the davis open trials before. Double wow~. Aiyoh. Compared to me, this lowly girl who nv trains competively before is like a real shock for me! No wonder i'm like the worst out of the worst. Haha~. Wah...Damn impressed with them man. And Robyn and Rudy is only yr one students! Damn~.... Rich lar, got money to spent on trainings. Haiz~. So we talked through the night until the matches were finally done. Zester ar...still as anti social, don't wanna join us talk. Found out quite alot of things I nv knew from Robyn.

In case no one noticed, Robyn is actually a GUY. I thought it should've been Robin not Robyn. Cuz my cousin, who's a girl is called Robyn. Weird....Haha~...But i had a fun time suaning him abt his name. Lalalala~....

Well, after the matches, the freshies kinda clicked with the seniors. Finally. Like what, after 4 months? Hope later when we go training, the atmostphere would be the cheerful one like yesterday.....= ) *Prays hard*

Well, didn't sleep enough yesterday. Or today, for that matter. Came back at 12 exactly. Shan sent me home. Thanx for the dinner yar? = ) Before he dropped me off, he commented, ' Wah~, like Cinderalla going home.' Haha~. Funny guy. Slept at 1.30, woke up at 4.30. From 4.30 to 6.15, i was doing what? MY TUTORIALS. Haha~. A surprise yar? But during in between lectures today, i think i slept the most ever since i entered poly. What to do, probably ate too much and too happy to sleep? Who knows?

At least, I enjoyed my day after so many shitty days.

*Grins*

Hope there will be more happier times to come~...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

HAHA~!

I'm so happy but kind of disappointed today. but it's like 90% happy...bot 10% disappointed. Update later in the day.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Damn!~

Haiyoh~!! It's RAINING at East Coast! WHY?! Why of all days?! I need to practise for my only BIG day tomorrow.

I. Doubt. That. I Would. Be. Able. To. Play. Another. Tournament. Again. For. Ngee Ann. After. Tomorrow.
I know that i would be making a big fool out of myself. I better apologize first. Sorry to Coach Stan and my team.

*Sad* = (

Lucky it didn't rain yesterday. Hope yesterday's game was enough. But i don't think so. Haiz~.

Which reminded me of something, Nicholas always call me at the wrong time. Either too early in the morning, cuz he'll say ' why nv on ur phone?' Or when i'm having tennis, 'Why i call u, u always nv pick up? Avoiding me again issit?' Haiyohz~! Not my fault that the phone is in my bag and u can't possibly ask me to go answer a phone call in the middle of my training or game right?! Irritating leh. 99% will be during tennis training and 1% would be in the morning. Haiyoh~!

Mentioning Nic reminded me of another thing. Went out wif him last week during my hols. He was acting weirdly. It was juz a NORMAL outing to Esplanade, where we sat by the river, eating Mac. Haha~. He was probably surprised at my big appetite. I ate a Fillet O Fish, half a cheeseburger (he took the other half), 2 large fries, 1 coke float and 1 med coke. He took a Chicken burger, 1 large fries and 1 coke float. Ok. I probably didn't just surprise him, I probably SCARED him. Haha~! Oh. I gobbled up another 4 chicken mcnuggets. Haha~!!!! *Blushes* Now, I think I'm scaring myself. Well , it was a cheap deal, with the coupon we use, it's $15++ for 3 extra value meals and 6pcs of nuggets.

So, we were just tokking abt stuffs, when he started acting weird~. As in, REALLY WEIRD, it's scaring me. He asked me about my boyfriend status. At first, I didn't really think abt anything. Then he started proding in, like did he have a chance, how many guys wanting to ask me out. I was taken aback. Woah~. Wait a sec. He's my kor! Hmm.. Then i started to mumble why during the term break, a few guys started to ask me the SAME EXACT QUESTIONS! What's going on?! I probably didn't mumble cuz Nic started screaming at me, 'HOW MANY?!' WOAH!~..Relax! I started counting, and realised, wah~...5 leh, including Nic. ?_? Then he said the next sentense which SCARED ME. He said this ' Wah~. That means i got only 20% chance ar?' I heard it soOoOo clearly. Damn~! Then i remembered he once kept saying that kors and meis relationships are relationships that never worked out. If you get what i mean. I objected straight away, cuz there's nothing going on between Nic and me right? Right? It was purely a KOR and MEI thing. Nothing hidden right? I mean, there's nothing going on between Alfian and me, nothing going between Zhan Hong and me. Then the atmosphere started getting weird. I started asking ' What 20%?' That shut him up. We didn't approach on that subject again at the esplanade.

It was getting late. Nic wanted to send me home, but I rejected. Then Nic said to me, 'Why aren't you attached yet?' Huh~? Do i look as if i need a bf now? Then i replied ' Relationships are real straining for me. Tired, actually, to maintain it.' Hmm...He's satisfied with it anyway. Then he said, ' I would like to get to know you better. We should go out more often.' I couldn't have time to react, cuz he walked off, mumbling that his bus was here. Huh?! What's Going On?!

Hmmm...That juz started me thinking. Do i need a bf now? Even with my tennis and school schedule, i barely have time for myself and my friends. Let alone a bf. Well, i feel free now, compared to my past relationships. I believe that love will come at the most unexpected moment. Juz let time do its thing lar.

Watching US Open now, Venus Williams is playing. ARGH~! Can't stand the sight of her keep pulling the dress up. For heaven's sake, you don't have the figure and face to pull off that outfit lor. Since it's making you so uncomfortable, DON'T WEAR IT. Irritating larz.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Phew~

Wah~~...I'm finally done with my ITP homework. Stayed up till 4am last night with my father. Watched US Open at the same time while programming this dumb thing, gave up cuz too sleepy. Finally got Alicia to send her sample this afternoon. Aww man, she's like damn good with this kind of things. Haha~..Thanx girl~ Love ya~. Oh man, ever since i attended the first ITP lesson, i dunno what use has it got for me for my course. It's this computer programming thing. Well, the only useful i've learnt was how to program my blog? Haha~. At least now i know how to edit my template.

*Relieved*

Finally got the stupid program to work. Had to program THE program to calculate BMI. Haha~. I kept checking my OWN BMI though. Lol~. Probably obsessed with my weight? Haha~. Stumbled onto a website that calculates your percentage of body fat.

http://health.yahoo.com/centers/fitness/10002

I got this as my result.

Your body fat percentage is approximately 18.3 percent. (It may even be a little lower, since this calculation tends to overestimate the fat percentage of lean individuals)

While lean is generally better than overweight, you need some body fat for insulation, energy and the production of your hormones. Try not to let your body fat percentage drop below 19 percent, as the healthy body fat range for women is between 19 and 24 percent.

Haha~. Dunno whether good or bad. Whatever. Going for tennis soon.......~~~

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

My next tennis racket.

Need Improvement~!!! With immediate effect~

Woke up at 12.30pm today. Switched on my phone. Inbox full. Received dozens of messages. All sent btw 7am tp 10am. How do all these people manage to wake up soOoOo early on a saturday morning?! I thought people would take the weekend to sleep more and wake up late. Oh well, sorry to those people who smsed me eaarly in the morning. And sorry for replying so late. Haha~. Can't be blamed lar. You will never catch me awake in the morning unless it's a public holiday, cuz there's always a morning tennis game with moi family. Hehe~. = P

Today's a great day! Cuz i get to play tennis! Haha~. Wah~...Shiok~. Used my father's racket. Restrung it for him that day at Queensway with Ashaway (did i spell wrongly?) Crossfire 17 60lbs. Wah~. Damn cool man. With the Babolat Pure Drive, the weight is damn balanced. I'm gonna use it for my tournament on mon. *Feeling excited already* = P Hope tt's a good sign.

According to my father, i need improvement.

1. Faster reaction time
2. Move my 'long' legs with microsteps to adjust my position
3. Don't try to hit a winner when not in a good position. Play defensive.
4. Don't kan cheong.
5. Don't show your frustration. Keep calm.
6. Don't tense up. If wanna release tension, try to waste time with walking around, jump jump a little.
7. Don't think of the spectators. Take it as nobody is watching you play.

Ok. I guess tt's it. Even now, at this instant. I'm watching US Open with my father. Analysing the Pros. Lecturing me on my tennis skills. Cool~. I juz hope i remember these points when i play on monday.

Just mentioning how Serena fell down during one of the match. So ungraceful. With her size and big frame. I guess it can't be helped. She fell with her legs apart, like how the ballerina do the spilt. Haha~. Then my father said 'Fall down of cuz ungraceful lar, if graceful, it's not fall down. If can balance that well, she would nv fall down.' Hmmm~...No comment.

Ooo...next match would be Federer against Santoro. I juz wonder how he's gonna take all the fast balls coming his way with double forehand AND backhand. Where got time!? I juz love watching Federer play. He's so calm and cool throughout his matches, except after the match lar. Cuz he will always cry after winning a Grand Slam. Haha~, I WOULD cry if I WON a grand slam. Haha~...Who wouldn't? Not Sharapova. She didn't cry. = P

Look forward to tomorrow too. Gonna play with my bro and my 2 aunts. Yes!! Aunt Lucy( one of my aunt's friend) couldn't play tomorrow. Tt's y my bro is playing. Why am i so happy? Cuz i can finally hit a hard shot back. Haha~.

Cuz with Aunt Lucy there, she would complain that i'm too good to play with them. Well?! I can't help it right? I'm suppose to represent Ngee Ann? She kept saying that my balls are so hard, fast and always so aggressive, cuz i play with the men (namely, my father and brother). Wah...Sore loser. If that's the case, improve ur game lar! Am i suppose to compromise MY game FOR YOU?~ Hello?! Well, i have to admit that i'm the one setting the standards during the games, if u 3 women are not happy with me, improve ur game and beat me lar. Haiyoh~. Ok. Do I have the right to say that? Haha. Come on lar, don't show ur black face to me whenever u lose, that juz confirm my thoughts of u. Sore Loser. But too bad, these are my seniors, they are all older than me. I can't critisize them right in their faces. The only person i can do that to, it's my older brother. Haha~. So ever since, i've been controlling my speed and direction of the ball, specially for her. I guess the good side would be helping myself practise my direction of the ball and controlling the speed. Yupz. Now, i can control where i want my ball to go. Used to suck at that. Thanx? To Aunt Lucy? For helping me? Haha~.

Anyway, gonna use my father's racket tomorrow, so i get used to it on mon. Suppose to bring 2 rackets. Wah. Like pro yar? Haha~...

Having mixed feelings now though. Dunno whether to feel excited? Terrified? Upbeat? Haiyoh~...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Irritated~!

Damn~! The mention of Beatty pisses me off! WHY?! Cuz they kind of 'kicked' me out of the school not once, not twice, not even thrice, but 4 times!! WHY? I SERIOUSLY DUNNO!!

1st time, i went back during the december holidays, wearing home clothes of course. The security guard said ' girl, u muz wear something representing the school then i can let u in.' I was like WHAT? You want me to wear uniform back to school?! What the hell. Fine. Whatever. 2nd time, went back to try my luck again. Wanted to visit my French Horn section. Mr Singh (that asshole), told me that i can't be allowed in becuz of my dyed hair. Cuz the prinicipal don' t like. Freak u, Mr singh. What the hell you want man?! Damn pissed off with Beatty already. If not for my juniors, i would nv want to go back. 3rd time, went back, the damn security guard said to me 'Girl, today the construction workers are moving things around, not safe for me to let you in.' wtf. What's with letting graduated students coming back to Beatty to hang out with their ex schoolmates?! Fine, i nv would wanna step into the school again. If not for collecting my 'O' level cert, i would nv step into that damn building again in my life. So, i went today, a good enough reason to return to school. Went there at 12.30pm, then the FREAKING SECURITY GUARD told us to return at 3pm instead to collect our cert. The opening hours to collect the cert was Mon - Fri 8am to 12nn and 3pm to 4 pm. Sat 8am to 12nn. wtf. How are the graduated students suppose to know?! Obviously, we would wanna come during a time when we are free. What's the appointed time for?! And how were we suppose to know? At least send us a letter to inform us lar!!!!! Freaking dumb man! So i asked whether we could hang out in school until 3pm. He said 'No, you leave the school immediately' wth. I can't believe i got kicked out of my sec school four times!!!! Fine~. Went to Central with Celeste to kill time. Ate lunch at Sakae and returned to the school. Went in safely, but surprised that the school became a ghost town. Come on! It's friday! Where's everybody? Was everybody suppose to go home straight after school or something?! Something's definitely wrong with the school. The rules? Maybe? Weird~. Surprised to see Lydia there. Talked a little. Since there was no reason in staying the school. Proceeded to orchard.

HERE I AM. DECLARING I WOULD NEVER EVER STEP INTO BEATTY SEC AGAIN! YOU HEAR? I'M DAMN PISSED OFF WITH THIS SCHOOL AND I LOATHE YOUR STUPID DUMB RULES!

There. Argh. Spoilt my day.

Lucky that i spent the rest of the day with Celeste and later in the night, Yvonne. At least i got to watch a movie with Celeste. Went cineleisure to watch A Cinderella story. Not a bad chick flick. Kind of touching actually. Haha~. Saw the trailer for Wimbledon. I know Lynette's gonna be damn excited abt this tennis chick flick. Haha~. Intend to watch it with her. Time to catch up after like what? 5 months didn't see each other already. Miss her sense of humour badly. K lar. Miss her. = ( Miss crapping wif her.

Celeste went home after the show, cuz her cousin wanted to show her something at her house. I then left to meet Yvonne at PS. Where we wanted to watch a movie, but decided not to. Went to Pasta Mania to satisfy my hunger. Oooo... it's been a long time since i had pasta. *yUmmy* Then went window shop. A pink skort caught my attention. But quite ex. Decided to bring mummy go next time for her approval. Maybe to supply me the $$. Haha~...i'm so evil. = P But too bad, my pocket money not enough to spend on clothes. Lol.

Felt so sleepy and tired after walking around. Requested to go back early. But it was already going to be 10. Then, Sher Lin called and pester us to GO BACK TO BEATTY AGAIN! To attend the band's graduating students' buffet lunch. I was like NO WAY MAN! I WILL NV STEP INTO THAT DAMN SCHOOL AGAIN. Pestered me and Yvonne for like 30 mins. Well, too bad. She failed to pyscho us back into the school. Moreover, I couldn't stand 60% of the graduating students there. Go back for what?! See their black faces? Endure their bad attitude? No thanx man.

Hmm...Looking forward to tomorrow. Gonna play tennis! Then can vent my anger. Sorry, i know i'm not suppose to abuse the game. But i can't help it. = P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Sucky Day~~

Yucks! Today's a sucky day for me. Why do i always have to end the day badly? Argh~!!

Played badly during training today. =' ( When i reached there and juz started to put my things down, Stan wanted me to play against Wei Lin (she looks a little like Jamie Yeo~). Told us we had 5 mins to warm up. I was like what the?! I usually take 1/2 an hr to get my muscles warmed up lor. Nvm. Didn't warm up enough, played badly. 4 - 1 down. In addition, i think Kallang Tennis Centre juz changed the lightings. WAH!! DAMN BRIGHT! BLINDED me. Couldn't see the balls coming properly, which = played like shit. Well, at least i'm not the only one who complained abt the lightings. The other teammates also commented on the blinding lights. So this = NOT ENTIRELY MY FAULT! Haha~. But still, i realised that i've always been playing with my father and bro, so their balls come damn fast and hard (Which i like and got used to the speed). Then, i started playing with the girls. Their balls quite slow and always end up before the midline, then obviously i hit back, hard. Woooo~~....the ball went flying to the moon~! DAMN~..I really MUZ get used to playing these kind of slow balls before Monday. Shit~! So little time to get mentally prepared too! Then played doubles with Kerri, Sylvia and Rita. We were juz trying how the pairing will work out. It kind of sux though. Haha~. Wonder what will happen on Mon.

School was not that bad. Didn't really have class on today. Becuz of the Biotech Fair. There's 2 talks. The morning one was especially boring. Gave out prizes for the contestants which compromised of mostly pri, sec and jc students. Man~...they don't give face lor. Like 70% of the contestants didn't turn up to receive their prizes. Then the guest of honour was like so embarrassed. Channel 8, channel newsasia and channel U turned up too... I hope i didn't appear on the news!! Ahhh~! The afternoon talk was slightly more interesting. Cuz it's a debate session where the creator of Dolly the clone sheep was there to support cloning. And of cuz there was the oppsition team where it compromised of this ang moh guy and the ex principal of RGS. Each team had 3 ppl. Their debate was interesting i guess, i was too tired to listen. Fell asleep halfway. -_-Zzzz. Can't be blamed. Too tired. But i woke up when they started making cutural jokes. Cuz the dolly creator is from scotland, then this ang moh guy was critisizing his ans by saying he can't blame the creator for thinking this way, cuz he's from a country where men wear skirts. Haha~. Then, the atmosphere started to lighten up. Then there was a questionaire segment. Wah piang~! Only Sec sch and JC BOYS asked questions, where were the girls?! I guess they were all sleeping or juz plain shy. But these BOYS were damn attention seeking lor!!! Argh~. Just the mere thought of them wanna make me puke. I think they juz made a fool out of themselves and became a 'celebrity' overnight. Or 'overafternoon', for that matter. Please! It's a Question and Answer segment. Not an air your view segment. I TRY TO LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST! Haha~. You, these virtual busibodies won't get the joke unless u went to the talk.

Then went for UWAA class to attend the 'Library Amazing Race'. Sux lor! I mean, the whole damn thing was useless to me. What learn how to find resources, periodicals and what nots in the library. I can't believe it's gonna be graded. Crazy.

Then proceeded for tennis training. Took bus with Zester. Talked a little abt the games we played. We agreed we played badly, with him losing to David, and me to Wei Lin. Come on, Girl!!!! You played the ex TJC captain and won! What's Wei Lin man!!?!?!?! ARGH~!! *hUmpf*
Not satisfied!! I will continue to train hard and show you guys man~~~!!!

Came home. Can't believe my mother actually suggested to my father to come watch me played at NUS on mon! WHAT THE~! I was like...SIAO ar?! Haha~. Although i came in runner up in one of the tournaments held at NSSR, it doesn't mean i'm prepared mentally for the IVP. Haiz. Why don't they understand!? I'm extremely terrified at the thought of the competition. Everybody expects me to do well. Argh~...Die. I'm sorry, but i may have to disappoint u guys. Though, i'm trying to psycho myself that I CAN PLAY WELL ON MONDAY!!!!!

I WILL PLAY WELL. I WILL TRY MY BEST!! I WILL PLAY WELL. I WILL TRY MY BEST!!

*Sigh*

I'm tired. But i dun feel like sleeping.

Hope tomolo will be a better day~. Gonna go back to school take 'O' level cert and see my friends again~! I hope they are all well. Gonna have a movie marathon with Celeste and Yvonne~! It's gonna be a girls night! Wee~~!!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Hmmm~...Welcome Myself~!!

Woohoo~!! Welcome myself to my own blog~! Haha..Yar...Welcome...to 'others' (it means virtual busybodies) Hmm..juz wondering why some people like to read other people's blog. Busybodies? Admirers? Okok! I know bloggers are online and they can BE VIEW PUBLICLY. But oh...what the hell...I'm contradicting myself again.

Why did i get a blogger? Hmm... Maybe cuz it's online. It can be done swiftly and i guess now computers are everywhere. More convenient for me, i guess. Rather than using a diary, which i used to keep one (during primary school days~~ still remember my diary would be fille with stupid things like childish friendship problems..Haha) In addition, have to hide it from my elder brother. Haha~. I know he cares abt this stupid idoitic sister, but sometimes i guess you have to give me space~. = P

Hmm.. Now that i have a blogger. I realised that I have some much on my mind and i need to let them out desperately! But I think it will take a few days for me to let them all out! There are just too much!!

Today was an alright day for me, but as the day passes by, it got worst! Last night, Alicia msged me and told that she was probably not coming to school today. Oh well, should let the poor gal rest at home. (She has this senstive nose that keeps disturbing her, had flu for like what? 2 weeks? Time to see a doc girl~!) Dun worry, i'll keep on cursing heaven for giving a stupid sensitive nose for such a sweet girl. Alicia's a sweet girl. Love her to death! She's so kind and sweet. Like a sister to me... Thanx for that banana milkshake girl! Was a really sweet surprise for me. *mUackz to Alicia* Will blog more abt Alicia when i have the time. Ok, so i have spend the day alone without my sweet friend. Which = BORING DAY. Went to the bus stop when my phone vibrated. A msg from a rare person. My previous employer! My Dentist! Haha...He saw me walking to the bus stop. The msg said 'Hey little girl, pretty in red, saw u walking' Haha~...that was a good start for the day. Miss him sia~! Lovely guy!!

Had ITP class in the morning which DrINK was making quirky jokes. Weird but funny. Didn't expect this indian guy to actually crack a joke. But he's damn helpful lar. Better than Mr 'William Hung' anyway. Blog more abt this guy another time. The mention of him makes me puke! Class over. Went to canteen 2 with Christie, Mirza, Yan Xia and Hedzlyn. Oh yar, Thanx Yan Xia for that oreo cheesecake! Damn delicious. That's the 'highlight' of my day! I simply LOVE cheesecakes! Woohoo~! K..Back to the topic. First time i had lunch with Christie~ Damn fun company. Love her quirkiness (if there's such a word).

Proceeded to OBC tutorial. We were late! We had to climb 6 stories of stairs. But it's ok. I climb 7 stories of stairs everyday anyway. It's quite scary that Ms Ng first time asked us why we were late. She doesn't usually does that. And Mirza said his watch spoilt. What a lame reason. Then Ms Ng provided an answer for me. She said 'Then Ei Leen leh? I know. You followed Mirza with his spoilt watch right? Tt's why you were late? Ok. Reason Accepted.' I was like...HUH?? Er...Ok..whatever.. -_-'''

Learnt quite a few things in OBC tutorial today. Quite exceptional. Cuz i normally don't understand what the hell Ms Ng usually talks about. Haha~. Don't like her teaching lar. Can't be blamed~! = P Went to the library to do CBO project with Mirza and Janet. Learnt quite a few home experiments. We were thinking of doing small little experiments for the creative presentation. Sounds quite fun, gonna try it ourselves next week! Yay! Actually, it was not really a project meeting...We were suppose to discuss with only your grp members but haha...Pamela, Eunice, Liyana, Hedzlyn, Christie, Yan Xia, Mirza, Janet, Annabelle were also there. It became like a gathering for the class. But we managed to discuss our project for like 30 mins? Haha~... Quite impressive already! = D

Then left to go Queenstown to collect my father's tennis racquet. Then went home. Bathed. I thought everything was normal whennnnn...... I saw my father sitting in the living room. He suddenly said in an angry tone. 'Girl, where's my shock absorber for the racket (racket or racquet i dunno...anything lar!)?' I was stunned. Then i replied i dunno. Wah~!! Then he exploded for no apparant reason! He shouted at me ' Then why you never check?! You should check before you leave the shop mah!' Wah piang~. Stunned. How was i suppose to know the guy who restring for you nv put back the shock absorber?! Normally, the guy will return the shock absorber mah! I only checked whether i did take the correct racket anot and not whether the shock absorber was there anot! Obviously, all customers WILL EXPECT the guy to put back the shock absorber what! I mean, he keep it for what right!?! Argh! Do you need to shout at me?! For a shock absorber!? What the!! Hey..the day was going great until this happened!

Oh man...After this incident, the mood at the dining table was WEIRD~. Maybe cuz i juz woke up, feeling a little grouchy. And my ulcers hurt like siao. Not 1, not 2, but THREE! Argh! They hurt! See lar....Muz be 'little argument' that provoked my ulcers to hurt like siao. Then......my mother had to cook long beans with sambal! Wah...shiok...but it made my ulcer hurt even more! Ahhh~!!! Help~!!! Faster heal lar!! It's been there are 1 week already!!! =' (