Monday, April 11, 2005

SoOoOoooo not my day today.... Saded...

The day didn't happened what i wanted it to be...

First of all, the day before, i wanted to have Robz mom's permission to come over early in the morning, guess she understood cuz it's his bday today. She said, 'why not?' I was like... Okee!! Hoped and prayed hard that things will go as planned. But guess what!? It definitely went the opposite direction! Juz thinking about it makes me feel embarrassed and wanna dig a hole and hide there forever and ever~~...

First, he has a tournament going on and had been going to matches about 3 days in a row already. So i assumed he'll wake up at 11am as usual so i thought i popped by at 10.30am to surprise him. But guess what, his maid thought he got no match today and woke him up at 10! ARgh! I was late! So when i sneaked up to his house...... BOY! Was i SO EMBARRASSED! And he juz finished his breakfast! ARGH!!!!! NO MORE SURPRISE! Haiz..... SO SAD.....

Gave him the slice of cake-- Didn't want him to get fat and indigestion-- later cannot play match properly. And guess what! The slice of cake toppled down!! So had to poke the stupid candle in the middle of the cake while the cake was lying down on the side! ARGH!!!!! Things had to go wrong at that point of time! It was damn weird k.... And i started tearing cuz everything didn't go as i planned!!! *Screams in horror* I'm so worried that he'll not be happy, i mean?? Hello!!! 1st no surprise?? Then the cake collasped?!........ but he said he was VERY HAPPY.... But.. wth.... unfortunately, things didn't go MY way! WHYYYYY100000000x?!?!?!!?~~!?!?!

Had lunch at home... went to ECP for a walk... Nice day for walking! Cuz it was after rain... breezy and not sunny. I thought the day was gonna get better... u know? Like bad start in the morning....then as the day goes on... things get better? But apparantly... IT DID NOT! Horrors and horrors!

Went to McDonald's to get ice creams.... I had vanilla cone and he had mcflurry. Took 2 bites of mine and turned around to get out of the place. But guess what!? The cone flew out of my hand!!!! OH GAWD! The scene was like a little kid's cone flew and the whole ice cream was juz ruined? You know? Like the top of the ice cream was flat down on the floor? Haiz!!!!!...... Damn demoralised!~~~ WHY?!?! Why has it got to be this way?! Decided to get a seat in Mac to calm my nerves... But got restless.. so walked out. But on the way out, saw the Mac staff mopping the floor.... and HE HAD TO POINT TO ME THE 'WET FLOOR, PLEASE BE CAREFUL' SIGN!!! ARGH!!!!.... I was on the verge of crying already!!! But didn't want people to think i was crying because of a ruined ice cream...It was lunchtime hour, so it was quite crowded... HAIZ! TAHAN!

I was getting SO DAMNED DEMORALISED! But he said i was damn cute....the way i reacted in those stupid situations. WTH! CUTE! I WAS SO SAD! But wanted him to be happy today cuz it's his day....So.....kept everything to myself... and kept my cool...~

I was lucky that the day went by smoothly without glitches.....*PHEW*.... And he won! So he's gonna play with the no. 2 seed tomorrow... Wish him luck and hope everything goes well.... Hope he'll play well.... and not be too tired tomorrow....

*Sighz* I'm so damn tired! To and fro his house for don't know how many days.... Exhausting man.... Really touched by what he said to his mom in the car today. Was going back to his house after the match and i was resting.. closing eyes cuz i was literally DRAINED OUT... But i was still conscious. His mum saw me 'sleeping' and conversation went like this,

M: Wow, really tired huh?
R: Yar, probably.
M: Want me to send her to MRT now?
R: Nah, she got her stuff in the house.
M: Oh, but still can drop her off if she's too tired.
R: Nah, the most i carry her back home. (Everybody please *Awwww*)
M: Wah... so da4 fang1( gracious) ar? First time leh... (Please *AWWWWW* even louder!! Haha..)
R: Really meh? *Chuckles*

Haha...so sweet huh... i was tearing at the back of the car... Haha....yah... but i know he's damn tired today. Considering he played 5 matches in 4 days, today played 3 sets somemore... So yar, feel kinda guilty whenever he walked me to bus stop cuz he still have to squeeze energy out to walk the 1.5km route to the bus stop. He kinda worried for me cuz my eyes were red today...due to...tearing and tiredness... But it was all worth it... It's for him...

The sky was nice today... Lotsa stars to admire! Very lovely... Nice ending to this day....

Love him lots... Hope he enjoyed his day though...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

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