It's been awhile~...

Kk...now for the updates~...

1. Chinese New Year.

It was good~, reunion dinner was at Lei Garden. Dinner was great, but didn't had Yu sheng. It was damn weird. Cuz if don't have yu sheng, it's like having normal dinner, not a reunion divver already. Oh well, at least the dinner was good. Went to Yi ma's (Mother's eldest sister, it means 2nd mother in cantonese) house for dinner. Her Yu sheng is always SUPERB! Haha~! Ate about 4 servings. Ate lotsa crispy crackers. Can u imagine, the whole plate of yu sheng was made by her, and the plate damn big lor! It's like 50cm diameter circular plate. Obviously, ate alot of peanuts too, so...my face now...abit jialat. = P

Had 3 yu shengs at 3 diff places. Had another yu sheng at my uncle's house, to make up for the reunion dinner and another yesterday during Ren Re( which means everybody's bday). Didn't go to Malaysia during the 3rd day cuz i had school~! So i didn't get to eat my favourtie milo made by my fifth grand aunt's maid and my favourite wanton mee made by my eight grand aunt. Haiz. Didn't get to eat my kong bah made by my fifth grand aunt too. Saded. But overall, my new year was not bad, cuz i get to spend more time with Robz. Hehheh...~... It's my 1st new year with him too. But i couldn't take ang pow from his family cuz his granddad juz passed away. So he can take ang pow from MY family, but i can't. Oh well, at least my family not that pandan( supoerstitous) and still allow him to come my house. = D

2. Valentine's Day.

It was good~! Haha... Absolutely good. Hehheh...~ With him beside him, everything is definitely good. Wonderful! Hahaa.. Kind of celebrated it on sat cuz he thought he was gonna have softball attachment on Monday until 7.30pm. But when he realised he didn't on friday, we still continued to celebrate on Sat becuz, that way, we can spend more time together and moreover, the restaurant is gonna be damn crowded. So went to his house on sat morning to bai nian to his parents, watched 3 episodes of friends and proceeded to n.y.d.c. for dinner. It was good. I took his 1st time again. Haha... He had lesson on Mon till 5, i ended class at 12. So went to picked up his pressie and went home to Zzz. He got me a rose. He damn cute. Haha~... And he made a pressie himself. So SWEET~! Lolz. Love him lots. Hehheh...~ Went to esplanade for a short while then had to go home cuz got school the next day! *-_-'''*

3. CT results

Inorganic and physical Chem ~~ 78/100 B+

Microbio ~~ 77/100 B+ (suppose to get 83/100 lorz! Bloody Bas****!)

Maths ~~ 84/100 A

Haiz. Whatever.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

!#@#%#$^$%&$%#!#$

I declare that GREGORY CHOW is

1. A bloody a**ho**.
2. A certified ido**.
3. A stupid bas****.
4. The most ridiculous horrendous freaking ass****, bas**** ido** i've ever met.

Come on lar, i can bet with you that he simply doesn't want me to score higher than what i've got. Let me clear this first, it's not a matter of marks that i'm worried about. My score was 77/100. I was quite happy about it. But when i saw that i was being minused off 6 marks for NOTHING, of cuz i got freaking MAD! This was what happened:

I got back my paper, counted my marks, realised i got 77/100. Obviously quite happy but realised that in the true or false section, i had 6 out of 7 questions wrong. I couldn't believe it, so i check my answers with Alicia, realised that he marked wrong. So obviously i was thinking why he marked me wrong. Come on lar, when he mark he never realised de meh?! The thought of marking 6 out of 7 wrong never crossed his mind?! He should have seen why so weird right? But apparantly, he never did. What happened was that instead of circling the correct answer, i cancelled out the wrong answer. Eg. Ans: T, i cancelled F. Then that freaking BAS**** thought that i was ticking F. WHAT THE?! Hello!? It was obviously striking out F lor! FU** man! Then he say, 'No, i have to think about whether to give you the marks anot, becuz normally, people would circle the answer, and obviously i thought you were ticking the answer. So No, i have to think about it. If let's say next time you go exam and do this, the marker may also see the same way as me. And i rather minus the 6 marks off now then you making the same mistake next time. At least you learnt a lesson.' WHAT THE F*** MAN!

RIDICULOUS! HE IS SUCH A SHI**Y BAS****!

Ok. It's all out. I had to tahan this from 9.30am to now. Sorry my dear 1M05 dearies, i cried becuz i was upset with myself for getting upset over him. It's not becuz of my marks. 6 marks not that important. It's the way that bloody A** treats people. Hello?! At 9 in the morning he's already pissing us off lor. What the heck man. Don't you guys agree? I'm sure Belle and Pam and X'tie will agree with me. He likes to piss people off for nothing lor! Seriously! That guy needs to have a try at his own medicine man! Irritating bug!

Thanx for the hugs people, i'm alright now. = P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Happy CNY!~

So sorry for the late greetings ppl!! I didn't forget u guys...= )

Once again~...Happy CNY to one and all... to all my dearies in 1MO5, dao king, celeste, vonnie and airen... To my dearest too.. and whoever stumbles upon my blog..

Hope u guys will get lotsa and lotsa and lotsa100000x ang pows~...= P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

My heart...~

Do i appear cold-hearted? Or do i have trouble expressing myself to others? Do people really know what i felt about them? Do they know that i really appreciate them? Do i appear to take people for granted? Do people know that every single friend i've made means alot to me? EVERY single one of you.

I believe that if i'm fortunate enough to meet you and be friends or maybe become more than friends, it's destiny. We're meant to know each other. We're given a chance to. So i definitely won't let this chance slip away. Every single one of you who appear in my life is so damn important to me. I truely treasure all of you. *hUgz* to all my dear friends...~

Took a quiz, and found out a lil' abt myself...

People of your type are known for being hesitant to give away their most valued possession: their heart. Once you do give your love, you expect that it will be treasured and treated with care.

Am i forgiven? Becuz i'm like that? I admit i rarely gave my heart away......Maybe i'm afraid to.. Maybe i'm afraid that you'll leave me once i gave my heart away... I'm really afraid....

= (

But what to do? I can't take it back anymore, I gave you my heart with outstretched arms... It's up to you to accept, throw it away or do whatever you want with it...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I do 3x!~

Wheeee~~~! CT is finally over! = P But had to wait for him for 2 hours after my IPC to get to meet him, cuz he end at 5? Poor me. But at least my 2 hrs were well-spent. Managed to finish my O Comm speech. Hopefully it's good enough.

Met Andrea jie to pass her her pressie. It's like so overdue! It's like 2 months late? Passed her her bday cum Xmas pressie. Lolz. Poor her, had to come from RP to NP to look for me. = P She gave me a pressie too, a French music CD. It's jazz. Wonder if it's nice....

Met him, went to town for dinner. Something weird happened. Ate pasta mania at Suntec and went over to Burger King for dessert. We didn't order meals, juz a Sundae pie. Then the indian guy over the counter (he's the manager btw) asked us, 'Chilli or Ketchup?' Both of us was stunned for awhile. Then we both looked up at the guy. I think we stared at the guy for like 5 seconds before i said, 'I beg your pardon?' Then the indian guy realised that you can't actually put chilli or ketchup on your sundae pie. Lolz. Then he said sorry. Guess he was real tired. But i couldn't stifle my laughter. So i walked away and tried to hide my laughs? Lolz....

Went to esplanade to spend our time together. And i can't believe i said 1 do3x to him! WTH. It wasn't related to what we were saying lor! It juz came out! It's like somebody posessed me and just said i do3x. When i said it, it juz reminded me of the movie coming out. Lol. He said it was my sub-conscious mind telling him i do3x. So, he said my sub- conscious is already married to him. Unofficially. -_-''' Oh well, but i dun mind being with him foreverrrr.....

Missing him already! What am i gonna bz myself with tomorrow?!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

YeahYeahYeah!

Super jubilant but super sad too... but luckily, the feeling of jubilant overpowers sadness now. Why? Cuz i saw him today!!

*Hugged* him
*Kissed* him

My weekend instantly got better. But couldn't get enough of him still. I need more! Hmm.. suddenly i realise i sound like a beast that just wants to eat him up. *Bleah*

Haha...

Cheerios!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

= (

I miss him like crazy...

It's torturing me!!!

Help!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Borrrriiinnnggg~....

Sianz... Now having study break. Which translates to being stuck at home, no going out, not meeting Robz that often and of cuz...study study study! I'm defying everything! Lolz. I'm not studying, i went out yesterday for dental appointment, and met Robz! Haha~..*evil grin*..

But the dentist did something to my braces which made my upper teeth HURT like A HELL LOT! *Pain pain!* Popped 2 painkillers after i left the clinic, popped 1 when i reached home, popped 1 b4 going to Robyn's grandfather's funeral, and popped 1 b4 going to bed. I caught the flu too... Was sneezing and leaking non stop yesterday. So popped another 2 Febs b4 going to bed. Feeling better now, but my teeth still hurt like hell. Cannot drink cold stuffs, muz be lukewarm. So that means i couldn't brush my teeth in peace yesterday night and this mornng. Had to use lukewarm water to brush and rinse my mouth. Dunno why like tt also... Damn *seng*~...

Yupz... Robz's grandfather passed away 2 days ago. Everything juz reminds me of Popo. How i wish popo was still here. I would have appreciated her presence more. Now missing her like crazy. Oh well, at least for Robz's grandfather, he apparantly died in his sleep. Heard that he was fighting to live on, he's afraid of death. But now, at least he suffers no more. Hopefully, he'll rest in peace and go on to heaven..

Haiz....~...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Bittersweet memories~...

Sudden reminders of loved ones...

Bitter, sweet, happy, sad all rolling in...

No matter you like it anot...

It's haunting me...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

All's well now... I guess~

My anger has really gotten into me. 1st time. Really regretted not to have calmed down before i said anything. Sorry a billion times. I know a billion sorries would not heal the pain i gave u. But i hoped i made things right juz now. Sorryyy...

And realised that alot of ppl cared for me. Thanx to all my darlings...= ) *hUgz* u all...= )

Though i got a scolding from my papa juz now for going out (Cuz CT is around the corner!!). But i really don't mind as long as i made it up to him. Thanx to him too, for giving me the sand thing. It was juz real sweet. Oh well, but i know he doesn't read my blog. But still.... I love him to bits!

Pam~~> Orh orh, orion belt. Cool~ I learnt something new. = ) Thanx. I'm alright now.

Belle~~> *HuggIeS* Thanx! I'm fine already. Still a lil' hurt though.

Alicia darling~~> * HUGZ* Love ya! Dun worry for me, girl. U take lotsa care!~

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

!$#%$#%

I extremely hate it when u do this to me...

I must learn how to reject ppl... Seriously.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Woohoo...

Finally, my internet is working fine. I hope. Been really frustrasted over it cuz me and my bro suspect either that someone is using our internet, or the wireless thingy linksystem is getting too croweded cuz i think like 90% of the ppl in my block is using wireless... Damn~..All copying us.. Lol. Cuz 2 yrs ago, when we got the wiresless thing, only 2 wireless networks were detected, now, there's like 16 - 20 networks detected....Sianz..~

Oh well, a week has past! So fast... Common test starting next week, which means i have to mug. And it also means i can't see him that often...= ( Already missing him already...Haiz..

But at least i got to spend the day with him yesterday. He played tennis with moi family in the morning cuz i couldn't play, due to my hair. I went to rebond my hair on Thursday, dyed it too. The fringe looks a lil' weird. But i guess i have to live with it, since it's already been cut. But in the end, i had to play cuz my mum's leg still wasn't doing too well. So much for me trying to laze around. Lolz. Went to Robz's house later in the day. Watched Hannibal...The show was quite gruesome, with the guy's intestines spilling out and all...Gross. Then had to walk Robz's dogs. I feel damn sad for his dogs, cuz i think we walked like only 100m and back and that's it. Damn short lor! But he says the maid walks the dog 3 times a day. I rather you walk them far far and once a day, than walk short short 3 times a day. At least they get to see around and not get bored. Haiz. Next time my dog will not be allowed to be treated like this! Lolz. = )

Then went to Parkway to get our dinner. Saw Michelle Chong and Chew Chor Meng. Michelle's lower body not nice leh. Like pear-shaped. Abit fleshy, i should say. Chew Chor Meng's skin was like flawless and he looks damn young lor! Like early 20s. Wah..~ Saw Hanz too, Robz's friend. Then went to ECP! To look at the stars! It was damn nice! Saw the 3-in-a-row stars again! and the yellow one. Damn awesome. It was juz breathtaking! I'm definitely going to try to get a house in the east, or at least near to ECP when i'm old enough. = P

Oh well, had a nice day yesterday anyway....It's all becuz he's with me....= )

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Kawaii or Kireii???

Had a nice day yesterday, though at the start of the day was a little weird. Woke up at 10.30am (Damn early right?!), mother's face was still alright. Told her i can't join my father and her for tennis and dinner, and my bro had some other program on, so they have to settle the night by themselves. She's not quite happy cuz both of them quarelled about 3 days ago, so they're having a cold war!!! And she sprained her leg, so can't play tennis. So had to cancel tennis, cuz no one playing with my father. But she was still in the alright mood, cuz her lips weren't drooping. It's true! Whenever she's not happy or anything, her lower lips would pout a little, and they would droop down... like = ( .. Lol.. I kinda forced them to have the night to themselves i guess, which turned out to be a good thing!

So, did some maths hw while eaiting for my father to come back for lunch. He came back quite early, surprisingly. Dunno leh, when my mum saw my dad, her face totally changed to the sad mood. Really! Her face juz turned really black and her lips drooped. Wah...Kowaii~ (scary in japanese). I can literally see the miniature grey clouds with lightnings and thunder above her head. Lolz. Had my lunch, then rushed off to meet Robz. He came to pick me up from MY house to go to HIS house. Sweet huh? He said it was to spend more time with me... Awww~... = )

Watched Shutter at his house. We were freaking out lor... I was more freaked out than him lar, cuz i think he got more freaked out BY ME than BY THE MOVIE. Lolz. Lucky he was beside me. Next movie~~> Ju- on Lolz~. Bought the VCDs on Friday. Anybody wanna borrow let me know k. I bought Shutter, Ju-on The Prequel and Ju-on. I still need to get the last part of the Ju-on series, The Grudge. After show, went to meet his Japanese teacher who stayed across the road from his house. Robz said she damn excited to see me, his kanojo (gf in japanese). She's damn cute lor! Like a little hello kitty! And she's 31 years old already! But she's still like those little japanese girl. Jumpy, enthusiatic, cheerful. I had a fascinated time just by looking at her. Lolz~. Think she can pass off as 16 yr old if she wore a school uniform with those high japanese socks. Robz had to play tennis with her. Roy, Jing Rui, both Robz's ex classmates played too. Like what Roy said, Otsuki-san, the Jap teacher, looks like a hello kitty playing tennis. Damn kawaii. Haha~... Had a fun time just watching her play. Heard from Robz that Roy wanted to see Kanojo-san too.. I wonder what's so great about seeing me? ?_?

Went to Siglap for dinner. Then Robz did the most embarrassing thing. He asked the teacher whether i'm kawaii or kireii (pretty, but more in the sense of beautiful in japanese) !!%^*&%. She said i was kawaii. Wah... *blushing blushing*! Haiyohz! But she outdid Robz by asking us, ' Where do you 2 usually go for dating?' Wah... outright ask like that sia! We both stunned and speechless for about 2 seconds. The whole table went quiet and looked at us. Lol. After dinner, Robz and I left them and got Mac's ice cream. On the way to the bus stop, saw damn alot of stars! Damn nice! Wanted to juz stay there at the park and never go home. *Stars have a special meaning to us* *Sighz* But it was already 1030+, had to get home already. But somehow, the stars 'followed' me home! Was staring at them with my head popped out when my bro came in. He thought i was talking to somebody on the 8th floor!! Haha~... Cuz i was facing upwards, my stomach was facing the ceiling. Haha.. Oh well. Overall had a nice time. What ended my day was even better! My parents made up! Lolz... Damn happy for them! See? My plan worked! All thanks to Robz too... He's moi lucky star!

xoxo Kawaii Ei Leen xoxo (Lolz)

Alicia's meimei, Yoko with the 'dress'. Damn cute. But i'm not really supportive of it though...= P


Another pic... I like the colours of the 'dress'... Damn nice...= )

One of my resolution is....

Had Practical test today... it was alright lar... though our class's answers were a little different from other classes. Guess our lab's water a little different from other labs... but whatever, it's over...

Had a 1pm to 4pm break today. Didn't know what else to do... So followed Alicia and Yan Xia to Holland V to get dog clothes for Alicia's meimei, Yoko. Initially, i didn't like the idea of dressing up pet dogs. Cuz i think most (98%) of the dogs dislike being dressed in cutie cutie dresses, shirts or skirts. I thought of something like 'abusing' the dog in a indirect way. They should be seen naturally 'naked', without clothes. I mean, their body of fur is meant to show off right? Anyway, i think dressing up ur pet dogs is just to please the owner or yourself.

But Alicia still wanted to get clothes for Yoko, said she's shivering, so wanted to keep her warm. Oh well, it's HER dog, not mine. But i went there mainly to see the dogs in the pet shop. But i guess at least i get to choose a nice outfit for Yoko. At least i played a part in making the decision. Lolz. Wanted to get a cheongsam, but in the end didn't cuz it looked weird. So got a green and white 'dress'. It would be perfect if there was a sword and a shield to go with it. Lol. It looks like those taekwondo outfit, except it has a green ribbon, not belt. Hope Alicia took a pic... maybe i can pose on the blog next time. Anyway, Alicia darling said Yoko likes the outfit and was 'showing off' to Webe, her other dog, whom she didn't get any clothes for. Poor thing. Bias owner! Lol~ Jk~!

Anywayz, the dogs at the pet shop was damn cute! There was a lil' princess who was the model for the day. She tried out clothes for us to see the size and to show us how it would look like on a dog. Felt damn poor thing for her... Cuz she looked slightly uncomfortable in it. But the dog really looked like a lil' princess, cuz it's small and a lil' skinny. Damn cute~. forgot to take pic! Argh~! Saw a white terrier there too! Fell in love with it once i saw it! It's only 4 months old and it's damn small and looks damn cuddly! After today, i really really wanna get a pet dog next time. Hopefully, a damn cute terrier or something. A small one. = ) The terrier was damn cute, the ears were up and it's like a rosy pink. Ahhh~! I miss it already! = (

Oh well, had a good time there... Still miss Robz the most.. Gonna meet him tomorrow and spend the day together. = ) Can't wait! *GrinZ*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

>_<

Almost a week has passed and i haven't been updating. Woah... Lotsa things happened over the past one week. Actually, lots of things happened over this semester, i dunno why. I feel that this sem my timetable is as slack as i dunno what, but i'm as 'happening' as ever. Feel as if i've not slept properly for the past few weeks (my definition of proper Zzz ~~> 12hrs deep sleep) or rest properly for once. I need a much needed break!

I guess that's my reason for wanting to stop tennis training for 2 weeks. But as soon as i made this small announcement to Robz, i realised that i was gonna cut short the chances of meeting up with him, which was *thumbz down* for me. Haiz. But we've tried to find means and ways to meet up over the 2 weeks, with the open house thingy, and common test coming up. He and me needs to study! This sem i'm like damn slackish! No good no good! No discipline! *Naughty Ei Leen*! But i guess we have to make do with less get togethers for the next 3 weeks. = ( He can't fail another subject!!!

I guess another reason to stop is to let Robz have time for his back to recover. He tricked me into skipping ' my supposed last training before my break'. *Sneaky* In the end, i had to massage and do some hot therapy for him. But i'm glad he's doing better. But what can a one-time-massage do right? But i can't do it for him every night also mah! I'm not his wife! -_-'''

Had a short day at sch on Monday, but went shopping for my new year clothes with my Mum. Girly-theme this year. Lolz. Bought a flowy white skirt, 1 pink top and 2 white tops. All spaggetti strap. Weird that my mum approves me wearing these kind of stuffs. Or should i say encouraging me to wear these kind of clothes. I'm the one resisting such clothes. Haha...But i have to admit, i look quite good in those clothes. *>_<* Haha...Nah~...I very humble de! ~~>Alicia! It's your cue! Give me that face! Lolz...

Had a stomachful of laughter today. I apologise to those people walking along the streets of Toa Payoh Lor 2 and people who walked pass us at Toa Payoh MRT station. Sorry for laughing out loud. It's not my fault that i'm so blur and so slow! It's Robyn's fault! He made me blur, slow and confused. But it's all in the name of fun. I must be the blurest out of the blurest girl he has ever known. But at least i crack him up! I must be the most lovable gal he's ever known and will ever know. Haha... Geez, what's with me today???? I guess he's the only one who can make me laugh that loud and that happy... *Grinz*~... Oh well...

There's gonna be vball in the morning and i'm gonna attend the attachment tomorrow. I wonder what's gonna happen, heard from Alicia that it's quite tiring. There's practical test on Friday somemore! How?! I dunno~... Tahan lor...

Gonna do my hair next week i think... Do it before the CNY and b4 my cousin's wedding...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Love songs...~

Don't know why i'm infatuated with love songs nowdays... and some are so sad lor.. like the POTO song..

~~Fixing A Broken Heart~~
==Indecent Obession==

There was nothing to say the day you left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain,
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there...

You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can't cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Ever could understand what you're going through
Must be a plan that led me to you
Cause all the hurt just disappears
Every moment you are near
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear

Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's forget the past
'cause here we are at last....

~~Nobody Knows It But Me~~
==Tony Rich Project==

I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closin' more every day
and I'm dying insideand nobody knows it but me
like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
and I'm cryin' inside
and nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearlybut you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely, and the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
and I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
and nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
but like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just howI feel
A million years from now ya know
I'll be lovin' you still

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty roads
Gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and
hope you come back to me

Said when the nights are lonely

~~Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore~~
==Reo Speedwagon==

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I say there is no reason for my fear
'Cuz I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction, you make everything so clear
And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been runnin' round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you girl
'Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find
And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*Happy...*

Nahaha...I finally managed to pyscho him to watch Incredibles with me. Lol. Damn happy right now. Cuz it's a damn good show, and it's made even better with him beside me. The aunty who tore the tix said to us, ' Ni men xian zai cai lai kan ar?' Lolz. I was like...*speechless*, then laughed till i cried. The aunty must have thought i was crazy. Sorry, inside joke...Think only Alicia and Celeste would know. Lolz~. Oh well, it was a good day today...= )

Had vball today, my right forearm bruised with these little red dots...Damn pain, a little swollen too... But i guess it's the price i have to pay... = ( Help! My right hand is getting bigger! Die...

Had training on Tues and Wed. Damn shagged. Today had vball somemore. My body is so shagged up right now. Stan's starting to train me for Intermmediate open. A very scary thought. My father proposing that i start playing with strangers to build up my mental strength. Hmmm...

Anyway, i'm damn tired right now...No mood to blog also... Missing him like crazy though i just saw him like 4 hours ago... = (

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Think of me....

think of me, think of me fondly
when we've said goodbye
remember me, once in a while
please promise me you'll try
when you find, that once again you long
to take your heart back and be free
if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me

we never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me

think of all the things we shared and dreamed
dont think about the things that might have been
think of me, think of me waking
silent and resigned
think of me trying too hard
to put you from my mind

recall those days
think back on all those times
think of the things we'll never do
there will never be a day when I won't think of you

can it be, can it be Christine....
what a change, you're really not a bit
the cockish girlthat once you were
she may not remember me but I remember her...

we never said our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea
but please promise me that sometimes
you will think of me...

It's been a week and this song is still stick in my mind...
Love this song...Damn sad...

2nd day...

Now for all the bad stuffs... Lolz.. I had school on New Year's eve! How sad is that?! 1st time in my life. But i guess i would take it as a blessing on disguise. Cuz if i didn't start school in early december, and started on jan 3, i guess i would have been holidaying in Phuket and met 'Mr Tsunami'. *Shivers*

Sorry people, i can't help but mention that it was a really close shave. I could have been '1 of the 120,000++' dead or missing. I promise to stop after this post. = )

Yupz..Another bad news, which is the tsunami disaster. Feeling damn sad, or remorseful about those victims. But, life must still go on.

Haiz... Of cuz, all the good things has outcount the bad stuffs... Luckily...

Looking forward to tomorrow though...no tutorial and going lunch with Alicia to Lor 7 for our lunch... She said she's gonna recommend some good food for me to eat! Lolz...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

The beginning...

It's the beginning of another year once more.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

End of the year...Beginning of another...

Haiz...2004 is never gonna come back again. Wth am i talking about? It's not as if 2003 is ever gonna come back again....-_-'''. Yar.. Time passes so fast huh? It's another year again... So much things had happened...Good ones and bad ones. Notice that i typed 'much' not 'many', cuz it's uncountable... Really.

Some specially good ones like~~> Robz! Haha~...cheesy, i know. But i'm really extremely happy that he came into my life. Juz like what happened outside Nessie's house. Pam and Alicia said they never heard me laugh so happy before with them. Only with Robz, they heard me laugh until so can4 lan4. Lolz~... I guess Robz really brought me much more joy than anyone could have. Really don't hope to lose him...Don't know what i'll do if i really lose him. ?_?

1MO5 also brought me much happiness Thanx to Alicia darling, Pammie, Yan Xia, Belle, Eunice, Liyana, Hedzlyn dear, Christie darling, Mirza da Man and Nessie... Thanx for the memories. *hUgZ10x* to everyone~!! Happy New year to you guys. Hoped that u had a great year and may more happy memories to come for 2005! = )

Don't wanna mention bad memories... Cuz, obviously, it's suppose to be the last post of the year, so must end on a happy note. >_< Happy New year to eveybody once again~!Will blog next year again...though it sounds so damn far, but it's actually only tomorrow~! = )

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Some dumb quiz..

You are Tweety!You are cute, and everyone loves you.You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty, and calm most of the time. Just keep clear of backstabbers, and you are worry free.

See this 'rock'? Saw this background again in the straitstimes today. There was this woman who had gone missing due to the tsunami after taking a photo of the same background. It's unreal.

Surreal...So damn surreal..

Yar...It's so damn surreal to me. I was there barely a month ago. I could have been swept away from the face of earth. The whole family doesn't believe it too... It could have been us. Us on the new headline~~> Missing family members....My oh my..... i should consider myself lucky to be still alive. A close shave....

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Over E Weekend...

Woah~... Long time since i've blogged. Break record already...= P

~~B4 Xmas Came~~

Had a hurtful week, don't know why we keep saying things to hurt ourselves. And both of us juz don't realise it. But i'm glad it was settled b4 Xmas came.

~~24/12/04, Friday~~

Xmas Eve~! Finally, the weekend is coming. Had school in the morning. 1st time in my life, i had SCHOOL on XMAS EVE! wth. I skipped Maths lect so that i could be home to help pack stuffs for the chalet at ECP. Since korkor has started working, i became the 'slave' of the family, now had to put family in the higher priority. So school ended at 10.30am for me. Headed home, packed all the xmas pressies under the tree, helped carry stuffs, bikes, lotsa of bags to the car. Help! My hands are getting bigger! My right palm is getting bigger than myleft! HOW?! Got any remedies to recommend? Don't say 'dun play tennis', i'll whack u. >_<

Settled all the stuffs at chalet b4 heading to Robz house to pass him his gift. His relatives came for his family gathering, so i had to meet his aunts and uncles. Damn awkward, cuz one of his aunt kept staring at me. She stared damn hard, but she was smiling. It was damn weird.~~~ Anyway, received a gift from him. It was a thoughtful pressie, although he kept saying he didn't know what to get me, but at least his taste was not bad. Lolz. Hoped he liked his gift. Ooo...~ And his mum got me a pressie too, how sweet right? Was damn shocked to receive it. She has good taste too. Guess what? His mum and my mum has the same name(which is Doreen) and same bday too! 4th of march. But diff year. How could it be... Hmmm~~...

~~25/12/04, Saturday~~

Xmas is here~! First thing in the morning, had to give a morning call to my special someone, so that he could be at ECP at 8am. Of cuz, it's for a good reason, that is to meet me and blade with me. = ) Enough for him to get up so early anyways. Haha~... Had breakfast, then he had to go blading with his friends. Met him again b4 BBQ started. He brought his friends along, or rather, the 'Reindeers'! His friends, including him had Xmas hats on, some had the reindeer horns attached. Damn cool. Had a Xmassy feeling after looking at them. Lolz~. BBQ was a success! Ate till damn full and felt damn satisfied. I'm glad it turned out great. It was a blast! Haha... though the drinks were on shortage becuz of someone. *Roll eyes* After dinner, he went back to blading with his friends, then left me alone for awhile. Saded. But oh well, he came back after 1/2hr. Bathed, proceeded on to the beach for some time alone. But then, got interrupted by my bro and had to rush back to the chalet. Watched a lil' tv until about 2+ then he said he was a lil' hungry, walked to Lagoon, korkor said it was 24hrs, but it was not. So proceeded back to chalet again. Legs were damn tired. Slept with him beside me for abt 2 hrs. Damn nice feeling to wake up and find him beside me. >_<

He had to leave around 6+ in the morning cuz he needed to play tennis at Shangri- La with the rich men. His father made him play for 'social' reasons, if you get what i mean. Poor thing, he muz be damn beat.

~~26/12/04, Sunday~~

Came back home around afternoon from the chalet. Had leftover BBQ food for lunch. Mmm... Then proceeded to open pressies. Received quite alot this year, don't know why.

1. 3 shirts
2. A skort
3. A diamond pendent frm parents
4. A pair of slippers
5. Bracelet from Robz mum
6. 2 bags
7. His gift for me
8. Rabbit earrings frm Goldheart

These are the pressies i liked most. Lol. The others~~...don't even mention. Lolz.

Oh yar...Thanx everybody, for your sweet Xmas cards! = )

Had to prepare potato salad for class gathering. Where got time to rest!? Only 5 of us made it in the end, Pam, Alicia, Nessie, Belle, me + Hongwei, Yi Chao and Nessie's special someone. = ) Nessie's mum was damn cool, damn open-minded. Her blueberry cheesecake kicks ass! It simply rawks! The best cheesecake ever eaten! Woohoo~! Gan jue hao xin fu ar! Lolz. Thanx Nessie and ur mum for the great food. = D *Grins*

Headed home about 9, cuz freaking tired already. Had school this morning at 8am. Tahan till 12 noon and headed back home to Zzz... Had a great weekend!

Thanx everybody...For making it a success.

Thanx Robz, for being there for me. Xmas was specially nice becuz of u. = )

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Hmmm...

Fri, we had a misunderstanding. Or not really. I guess both of us juz missed each other too much and everything juz built up and nearly spilled. So i guess everything juz went downwards, and ended the night a little weird. We were only suppose to meet on Sunday, to come over my house for lunch. But guess what? Received a call from him in the late afternoon on Sat saying he wanna blade to my club to see me. At that point of time, i was taking my nap, then obviously after the call i couldn't continue sleeping. So sweet huh? From Big Splash all the way to Changi, that's like 10 to 15km? It's like from Marine Parade to Changi Airport, u get my meaning... Anyway, too excited to sleep already, but at the same time, also don't know how to face him becuz of the night b4. But somehow the meeting went alright, but he cheated! Not suppose to see me until Sun lor. But i also buay tahan lar. Lolz..= ) But i guess everything juz went alright.... Missed him too much liaoz... = (

Anyway, he came over to my house on Sun to meet my parents and aunt for the 1st time. Man...he smells damn nice... Dunno what cologne he use also. Lol. = P Hmmm...i guess he's not used to my family's style of having a meal. He also damn shy lor. Hahaha... But overall , it was ok i guess. As usual, my parents had no comments. When my bro's gf came, they also had no comments. So i guess it's ok bah...Guo4 guan1 le Haha.. The best thing was that my bro wanted to challenge xbox tennis with Robz, cuz he say it's the only time he can beat Robz in. But guess what? I partnered Robz and my bro got the computer to play with him. And Robz and i won. Lol. Even in the virtual world, he cannot even beat Robz...So sad... lol..= ) It's damn funny when i see Robz torture my bro... Running left and right, forward, backward... Haha... I was giving Robz the winks and evil eye grins at the same time. Lol...

Oh well, overall everything was nice. At least i got to see him. Haha... = ) Can't wait for Xmas! 1st Xmas together! So sweet! Lol...

Alicia~~> Thanx babe, for ur concern! Though i dun eat durian pudding, but i appreciate ur kindness and thoughtfulness. *hUgZ* Love ya!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Buffled~

I don't know why.
But i seem to be always saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
Sorry if i did offend anyone or if i did say some things to hurt you.
I'm trying my best to be more tactful. Trying to make it go through my brain before i say anything stupid.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Boring~

Now waiting for IPC lecture to start at 2pm. Sianz. This week got 5 hrs of IPC lect, see that Ong's face so many times also sianz. But IPC quite easy to understand lar, so it's ok. Later going for Band bbq at East Coast, gonna see all my bandsmen again after such a long time, i think about 3 months bah. But tomorrow got school! So cannot stay out too late... But anyway, i never ton there before, and i don't want to! Some band ppl just don't appeal to me... Haha~...

Had tennis training yesterday, quite shiok, but quite slack also. This week's training gonna be at NP. 3 courts are all ours! Yay~! Lolz~... Back to topic, as i was saying, shiok because i won a point from Robz! Lol. Rare ar! 1 point also shiok! Somemore that point i volleyed lor! Volley leh! Lolz. I high already lar! = P We were playing Kings, so Robz partnered Mitchell and i partnered Wei Lin.. !$#*%.. Haha.. Yar, so i hit a nice forehand to Mitchell and Mitchell returned to me, and i VOLLEYED back to Robz, he missed it. WOohoO~! Cheers for me! 1 point from him very hard to get de leh! Haha~... Me this kind of chapalang person vs this damn good player.... Haiyohz.. = ) I'm proud of myself.. *Pats myself on the back*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

the 4 of us...~

Screwed up...

This family has changed.
Kinda screwed up, i should say.
Can't even plan a simple thing properly.
It breaks my heart to see it turn into this kind of s***.
Changed alot during the 2 years.
WHY?

But had an ok day today. Went to 'celebrate' Lynette's bday. Went to this thai restaurant at Novena Square and had tomyam cum chicken soup steamboat. It's not bad, though the tomyan was a little tad hot, so had to mix some chicken soup into it. Burnt my tongue like a thousand times! Cuz too hungry, so juz put food into my mouth. What to do, we started eating like about 3.30pm? It was suppose to be lunch! Haiz...the 4 of us.... Damn nice to be together.... Sighz....

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Can't resist!~

Geez....i couldn't stand that i can't see him till tuesday. I guess all the emotions just built up on friday night, the weather was cold, raining cats and dogs, runny nose, sprouted nonsense to him, made him quite pissed, then he msged me an apologitic sms and everything just started pouring out. Haiz. Couldn't meet him on Sat cuz he suppose to go urban blading at Orchard again. So, i suggested meeting him in the afternoon. 3hrs only, but also good lor. Couldn't resist it. Lol. But i had to pay a price for meeting him~> i had to meet his parents. Wah...Scary....But it turned out ok, i guess. Cuz his mum said 'ok' after i left. Lol~. Happy that i guo4 kuan1 le...= P She's happy that at least i eat sweet potatoes, cuz Robz doesn't eat sweet potatoes. She said he's spoilt. To me. Imagine saying your own son's bad points to his gf. Weird huh? Lol~. She offered sweet potatoes for dessert mah, so i ate lor. It's rude to reject... must give good 1st impression mah. Lol. What's wrong with sweet potatoes? Nice what...~~

Yar lar, so my weekend became better instantly when i saw Robz. I guess his too. Haha~...

Xmas is coming! Planning for the chalet is a headache! But i hope everyone will enjoy that special day! = )

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Cold~!!!!! *Sad*

Haiz.... Why does it always rain during December? And why must it always be so cold? I need my 'jacket' badly! Where are u?! I'm missing you like crazy. Haiz.~

Today's Alicia's 18th Bday! Happy Bday, girl! *mUackz* Though the morning was a little bad, but i hoped u had enjoy ur evening with ur darling! = ) Don't worry girl, the buddy thingy is over already. And it's not really your fault. He didn't listen properly to instructions and so stubborn, don't wanna follow the teacher's emphasis on dangers and safety in the lab.

Oh yar, thanx Pam for the POA stuffs. Though it's REALLY damn heavy, thanx for lugging it to school for me. Hope it will be useful for him. = )

1st week of school is damn boring. Maths lecture sux BIG TIME. The teacher sux too. Don't know what the heck she talking also.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Sianz ar~!

School started already. 1st day of school was waaaayyyy boring! Thank god there's Robz who waited for me for an hour to accompany me for lunch. Had lunch at Canteen 4, where i had my most missed beverage ~ banana milkshake~! Haha~, Mmmm~...it tasted damn good, but Robz didn't enjoy it... = P Nevermind, i like can liao...= D Then he sent me back to Tp. Met Dao King aka Wilson at Tp. He was waiting for a friend. Wah~...Damn long since i last saw him. Robz said he look damn young. Wilson said Robz look damn young too. Weird~...99.99% people said Robz look damn old, Wilson's da first to say he looks young. Oh well, anyway, really glad to see Dao King after such a long time. He said i looked damn dark... Finally~! Someone commented on my tanned skin. Haha~!

This semester's module kinda suck. I dunno why, but i just don't like it. Maybe i just have to get used to it. There's Microbio, Inorganic Chem and MATHS! *YUCK* And of all, it's not E maths, it's A maths! wth man. For the first tutorial and lecture, i'm already getting frustrated with Maths. First, i had to REFRESH my memory (getting old already). Second, the teacher sux. She talks so damn fast, i bet those who didn't take A maths must be struggling already! There's so much homework too! Sianz ar. Mr Gregory Chow is not bad, i think he's like the Mrs Tang type. Haha... Cool guy. Loves his tutorials. Haha...i bet he almost couldn't stand us during tutorial today. But it was so damn fun. Can't blame us, we're just so crazy! 'Stupid gang' of 1MO5 rawks my a**!!! Haha~!

There's these buddy system going on in school of LSCT only i think. Anyway, Pam, Alicia and a few others had joined the program and had these 2 guys who just finished their 'o' levels to come explore NP. Wah... Stress ar! We, i mean Pam, Alicia and all of us gotta take care of them. Make sure they don't get lost, have lunch etcetc. Wah~.. both of them embarrassed me and Alicia sia. 2nd day, we went to canteen 3 for lunch. We immediately went to the fish soup noodle to order. So this blur guy called Wesly, i think, he bought his fish soup noodle and he forgot to take his spoon. I offered to carry the tray with the bowl on top for him then he go take his spoon, but i guess he quite shy so he refused. And guess what, when he turned around to reach for the spoon, the whole tray slanted to one side and the bowl went flying down! Lol. Thank gawd Alicia screamed and he took noticed, the bowl just caught the end of the tray and didn't come crashing down. But some soup spilled and i think it spilled a little on a girl's jeans. See lar! Stubborn! Don't wanna listen to me and let me carry for him! Stubborn~!

Another incident happened today but it didn't involve me cuz i was still on the way to school. Alicia's buddy, Jeremy went to get bubble tea from the library. Guess what, he used the blunt end of the straw to try to poke the plastic through, and then, guess what? The whole plastic broke, according to Alicia and the whole drink spilled. According to Alicia, she was damn embarrassed and had to get the stall owner to mop the drink up. And then, guess what?! He got another drink FREE! wth! Next time i also spill drink lar! Then i get another drink free~....Wah lao.

Today was a fun day lar. Robz had 1hr lecture only. Our timetable is so damn wrong. It just so wrong. Either i start lesson, or he end lesson. Damn sad. So no choice, either one of us have to sacrifice, but this week, most of this week, he was the one making the sacrifice. = P I started lesson at 10am, he ended at 10am. So he waited for me for 2hrs, to have lunch with me and then, lol~, i suggested a crazy idea that he crash my IPC lecture. Lol. Haiyah, i wanna spend more time with him mah, cuz today's a special day for us. = ) But lucky lor, i had a good time with him today. *= )*

Haiz, not gonna see him till next tues. That's about 4 and 1/2 days. = ( There's no training tomorrow cuz Stan has to go somewhere to play tournament, i think. Haiz! Gonna miss him like crazy.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Updating~!

Woah~...Long time since i blogged. Really busy this week cuz it's the last week of holidays!! *sObZ* Must enjoy it before it ends! Haiz~! 5 weeks gone, juz like *snapz finger* that. Time passes so damn fast! How can?!

So, what did i do from tues to sun? Hmm~... Wed went out with Sher Lin to get Andrea jie's bday cum xmas pressie. We got something real special for her, i guess. It may not be special to her, but i think if i were to receive from somebody it's very special lor. Haha... Nono... i'm not hinting or anything. It's a jigsaw puzzle that has a photoframe attached in the centre. So we decided to put me and Sher Lin's photo and frame it up for her. Cool huh? At least it's a personalised gift.

Thurs went for training then went for Dental. Dentists these days are earning alot man! My appointment was 4pm, i only got to see the dentist at 5pm. Before me there were already 3 patients waiting... And during the first 6 months of 2004, working in the nearby dentist clinic also confirm my thoughts of Singapore's lack of dentists. Everyday also fully booked lor! Really busy!

Fri was the last weekday of holiday! Sad! So decided to hang out with Robz the whole day. And i really meant the whole day lor! Woke up at 7.30am! Morning leh! Met him at about 8 plus to go blading. Then hang out in his house to about 10 plus. Literally the whole day lor! But dunno why, i like can't get enough of him. Lol.

Sat was a busy day too. Tiring too. Had to play tennis with my bro's colleage. Wah lao! He faked me lor! He say suppose to have only 3 players, include me is 4. So i went and guess what!? Got 5 players including me! Shit him lar! Idiot. But anyway, i played like shit. Not gonna comment anymore. So met Robz again at night for dinner. He went urban blading! Cool huh?! It's so cool to blade in the city! Imagine all the ppl looking at ya! Woah~.... Yar, he bladed from tanglin to city hall, esplanade. So met him at city hall lorz... Still can't get enough of him. Lol..~

It's Sunday today already! So fast! But the good thing is to be able to see all my friends again. I miss ya, Alicia!!!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Tired tired~...

Finally!...After probably 7 months, i saw Lynette again. Really missed her sia. Missed her making me fun of me, saying me slow and blur and me poking her and calling her stupid girl... And oh yar, the static thingy. Lol~. Haiz... The times~... Watched The Incredibles with her and Celeste. It's a damn good show! It's now one of my favourite cartoon movies, along with Finding Nemo and Shrek 1.

To U~~> I'm sorry i didn't watch the show with you. It's all an misunderstanding. My fault, i didn't clarify things with ya. Told you i didn't have the gift of the gab already! Why does things always have to end up this way??? Why does it always have to be because i didn't know how to explain everything to u? Argh~!

To myself~~> Stop getting so emotional! You think crying can solve everything?! Get a grip! Don't embarrass yourself on da bus or mrt again! Argh~!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I wonder~...

Damn exhausted yesterday, but still, i slept at 1.40am. Managed to wake up before my father came back with lunch at 12.45pm. By the time i finish wrapping the remaning xmas presents, it was already 2.45pm. Slept again until 4.45pm and got ready for tennis. Lol...Piggy eh? Played 2 games with my father and bro. Won my father but lost to my bro. Scoreline was 3-2(7-5) and 1 -3. I gotta beat my bro the next time! But my bro lost 2 games to my father leh! 2-3(5-7) and 2-3(5-7). How can i not beat my bro! *hUmpF*

Met Robz after tennis. He's damn sweet lor! He bladed all the way from East Coast Mac to Changi just to meet me. In under 20 mins. Cool~! My father was quite surprised that he actually bladed that far. Lol~!

Nono~... Both of them are not suppose to meet like that. Cuz Robz foot was hurting, with the unbalanced wheels and yar, he bladed from such a faraway place, so i offered to ask my father to fetch him back to the Lagoon hawker centre. My father was quite friendly...Lol. But he always is lar...Haha~! Don't know how to describe the situation also lar... But it was alright, just fetching him from Changi to Lagoon only....it lasted less than 15mins. But i wonder what's papa's first impression of Robz was...Hmmm~...

Liang Yi Wen~~> Serves you right for having ulcers! All the bacteria attacking you! See lar! Kou na me chou~!!! *yUck*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Exhausted~

It's not suppose to rain today!!! But why is heaven so cruel yet kind at the same time?! Lol...~ Haiyah, i'm suppose to go blading today, but why did it have to rain? Rain the whole day somemore. But it's alright, though i stayed indoors the whole time, had an enjoyable day today... I'm really exhausted right now, think i'm gonna sleep early. Now waiting for korkor to come back and tell me whether tennis still on tomorrow anotz. I really want a break from tennis, real tired. But what Robz said was true too, i'm too nice. Afraid that they're not gonna find enough players, afraid that they need to find players at the last minute. Hmmm... Don't know lar, see how first lor. Really cannot tahan then take a break... But i'm on the edge already...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*Ouch*

Oh man~...i got sunburnt again! It's weird huh? I didn't get sunburnt when i went Phuket for 4 days, but i got burnt today when i went for a 2hr training at Kallang from 11am to 1pm. Wah! Today weather damn hot lor! But it's quite fun and refreshing, as i haven't played tennis under such hot condition for a long time. Haha...i must be crazy huh? Lol~. But today's training was like hard core intensive training! Wah...run here and there, hit crosscourts, down the line...everything. Woah~....damn tired. I managed to escape physical! Haha~...i bet the guys were jealous of me! Lol...~...

Situation with my mum: Still kinda considered cold war. But i think she's trying to find opportunity to talk to me, but i just ignore her. Lol. Must have a taste of her own medicine! No lar, i'm not that petty. But if she talks to me, i'll reply. Don't know leh, she kinda like wanna talk to me during dinner, but i was too cranky to talk to anyone. Cuz i just woke up from nap mah! Can't blame me. = P

Belle~~> Love ya~! *hUgZ*

Christie~~> Haha~, thanx for your advice. I'll probably wait for the RIGHT moment to tell her bah. But yar lorz, not all moms are that open minded. I'm not sure about mine. = ) Love ya! *hUgz* Hope everything's well with him yar! Must keep having the tian tian de gan jue! = )

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Nahaha!~

YEAH!!! 3 cheers for me!! I won my bro in tennis!! Woohoo~!!! Score is a little weird cuz there was no time to finish the game properly. Score was real close. We played till 5 - 5. I was leading 1 - 4 lor! Then don't know why i let him play me till 5 all. Think my mind was distracted liaoz. But anyway, cuz we were late to meet my uncle already so my father suggested playing a tie break. I won 7 - 5. Woohoo~! Real close eh? But yar....i won...Hehe..~! Clap for me!!! Haha...

The situation between me and my mom: Still cold war.

K...i'm gonna catch up on my missed shows, the champion and holland v.

Annabelle~~> Hey, i found out from my bro that 'Belle' in French means pretty girl! = ) Should call u Belle more often! Thanx for the hug! *mUackz*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

What the shit sia....~

Argh~! Had another arguement with my mom again. Yes! Again! Just last week she got angry with me for god-knows-what reason, and now, she's angry with me over some photos. Woke up at 9 today, and suppose to go out at 11am, so I requested to eat lunch early. Then when she was making the food hot halfway, she grumble that she got stomachache and wanna go toilet. Then obviously i say, 'go lar. I make hot the food myself.' Then she like don't believe i can do it myself. Wah lao, i'm 17 already! But i think she buay tahan the pain, so she went.

Next, think she quite pissed off that i keep going out. But i stay home she also find trouble with me, go out also find trouble, so might as well go out and not see her black face right? That's one reason why i keep going out. The less i see her, the less conflicts. Anyway, before i went out, i burnt the phuket photos into the CD for developing, then my mom reminded me about the malaysia wedding pictures. So i rushed a little in order not to be late lor, cuz it's like already 11+. So i burnt the photos consisting of 2nd uncle's and 10th uncle's tea ceremony photos too, since they didn't bring camera that day. So i thought i was being nice and wanted to develop the photos for them too, but in the end, my mom scolded me and said why i so kpo, go develop for them also?! Then she screamed, ' Ever since you all got the digital camera, you all very selfish and not let me see the photos!' Wah lao, i chua dio lor! What the heck sia. Take note that she said, 'YOU ALL.' That includes Korkor too!!! But it's never korkor's fault cuz he's never the one who loads the photos into the computer. I'm always the one doing it. So, it becomes MY fault. See? Korkor is working and is never around, that's why he doesn't get blame for anything that goes wrong. See how it works?! See her less, less conflicts. WTF sia.

Then just now, papa came to talk to me and asked me what actually happened. He say in order to earn my freedom, i have to tell her my whereabouts. But i do tell her! I always say where i go, but she's always poking into details, she never does that to korkor! Eg, when i say i go my friend's house, she would say, ' why always go your friend's house? Girl or boy? Np or beatty? What you eat? What u do at your friend's house?' Errr....Righttt..... I know she suspects something, so might as well just ask me that question that's been bugging you lar! Papa say i must learn how to communicate with her. But why must i always accomodate to her? Why am i always the one in the wrong? She can be in the wrong too, you know? Like tell me what the hell i did wrong and tell me god-knows-what reason why is she angry with me. I don't have pyschi powers, ya know? I need to GUESS what the hell have i done wrong and the most important thing, have i really done anything wrong?! And sometimes, nobody knows what have i done wrong too, just ask Aunt Claries! She finds mummy small gas too! Freak sia! For heaven's sake, i can't read minds!!!

Argh! Thank god for blogs, i really need to vent this out. It's pissing me off! WAY OFF!

xoxoEi Leen xoxo

Look at the sand and water! Damn nice lor!~

Suntanning on the sun deck on the yatch...

Out on the raft to go James Bond Island~

Fat already lor~! 1st day whack ice cream already! Lol~..

I'm Back!~

Sa-Wa-De-Kar~! Haha...Yupz. I'm finally back. The 1st thing i did when i came home was to message him (haha~), and found out that he has gastric. Haiyoh~, i not around only, he fall sick. Poor thing. Oh well, missed him the most. You tell me how not to miss him when everything during the trip reminded me about him.

The weird cravings for pineapples (it was damn sweet and err crispy?), the sudden comment from me that the steamed fish is nice( my father was shocked to see that i wanted more steamed fish, Lol~, but the fish was damn fresh and damn sweet lor!), the lizards pasted on the bathroom windows, and the iguana comment from Aunt Claries when we were using our imaginations to see the limestones, to see what animals can be interpreted (she thought iguanas were snakes?!). Borrowed a comic book from him to read when i'm bored, so read it b4 i slept every night. So, eating, b4 i sleep, bathing, morning (dreaming abt him, obviously), at the yatch, how not to think about him, you tell me?!

Haiz~, but i'm back! The trip was fun, but not THAT exciting. I didn't get to do any water activities! Damn it! Why?! Cuz the man driving the yatch said it was too windy, not good for doing water sports. So, i didn't get to go Phi Phi Island, or Koh Phi Phi in Thai. I didn't get to do parasailing, jet ski or snokling! SADED~!!! But oh well, i got Papa's permission to go sun and sea places with my friends in the future to make up for this missed opportunity! Lol~. Not bad yar? Now, i can jio my friends to go!! Lol. Anyone interested? Haha... But i finally got my tanned skin, i was not sun burnt! Miracle leh~! Uncle Charles said that i was crazy to go to the sun deck on the yatch to suntan. Lol. I admit, abit crazy lar! Cuz it was damn sunny, clear sky eh! The weather was damn nice at Phuket. Real lucky~. Oh well, overall, it was nice.

Shopping was a letdown! Didn't get much except for my levi's jeans. Lol. It's quite cheap! Only S$70. Quite a good buy eh? Hmm..wanted to get Dvds. But it was a sad case for me. Only managed to get 3 dvds. Was flipping through at another store when some commotion happened. Think the people there received some news that 'somebody' is coming and suddenly, in about 10 secs, all the dvd shops were closed. They were shouting to the tourists, 'Get out! Get out!' and then, the shutters came down. Suddenly, Patong beach was so quiet, no more music and shows showing on Tvs. Woah~, i really don't know what happened. Since the shops were closed, nothing else to buy liao. So went back to the penthouse(villa). Passed by the shops. Woah~, really all the Dvd shops were closed lor and so quiet, only can hear the hustling of vehicles and shoppers' mumblings....Saded~! Just as i was about to buy!!!!!! Haiz...Never mind, korkor's going bangkok soon~~...Haha~!! GEt him to get levi's for me again! Lol~!

Damn tired today! Went for training somemore. Came back from airport at about 12. Slept until 5+ then went for training. Training was bad today! Was training crosscourt shots, cannot make it sia. Lol. Then played singles with Zester, lost to him 4 - 6. Not bad...but i will try again!!! Stanley and Zester both said i improved! Lol. Thanks alot! I guess my improvement must be quite tremendous in order for so many people to comment on it. Hehe~! = ) *Pats myself on the back* Lol~!

Gonna sleep now. Buay tahan already.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Bittersweet separation~...

Haiz...~

I'm going for my holiday to Phuket soon. Gonna wake up later at 5am to catch the 7.30am flight. Haiz...Don't know leh... i'm suppose to be happy that i'm going on a holiday, but somehow, kinda sad cuz no contact with him for 3 days. Lol. Like drugs sia.... But i'll try to enjoy myself lar, obviously. Too bad Korkor is not going, otherwise it would be so much more fun!

Oh well, i'll be back on thurs! Gonna miss all of u guys, chatting online and stuffs. Of cuz, i'm gonna miss him the most. *sObz*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Exam results...

Woohoo~! I passed the 1.2 module with flying colours! Lol. *Phew* ~ A huge sigh of relief. I really thought i needed to repeat OBC module. But yar, i got a B, surprisingly! I think Miss Ng quite fed up with us anyway. I bet she burnt all our papers already or something. Overall, i think my results are quite good lar. I kinda expected my core modules like Cell Bio and Physio to get an A. So here are my results:

• CBO - A
• OBC - B
• PS - A+
• WAA - B
• CATS - B+
• ITA - B+
• ITP - B+

Hmmm... so, not bad lar. Considering how much i slack during the study break. Lol. Too bad for Robz, he needs to retake POA. Hmm..Don't know who got the textbook or notes or whatever also. Who have? Can i borrow?! Thanx!

Ahh...~ I'm leaving for Phuket on Monday and i haven't even started packing. Time passes so fast! Why?! It's like middle of Nov liao! Holidays are gonna be over soon! Haiz...gonna miss him when i'm in Phuket. Geez, i'm already missing him at this moment. = (

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Ahh~~..my Long hair! Took this yesterday....With mr Incredibles behind..

Ahhh!!! My twin! Nah~...it's juz a special feature from Celeste's camera...

3 best of friends~... *sObZ*...my long hairrrrrrrrrr....Ahhhh..~

Omg...

Ahhh~!! I finally went to cut my hair! Now it's like damn short! Celeste~~> It's like your hair length now! Lol. It's just below my shoulders... Omg...~ I don't know why, but i'm quite happy with it, though i was making noise about Yvonne's short crop yesterday. Lol. Now, it's my turn. But quite sad just now when i saw how much the woman cut....Wanted to paste them all back... But obviously, i can't, it's gone, now i can only wait for it to grow back.

Finally, i stayed home today. I guess i must have been spending too much time outside until my mum is pissed off with me. But hello? It's moi holidays! It's not for spending it at home! I'm suppose to like hang out with my friends!? Hmm... Don't know what's wrong with her lar. She's ignoring me for the past 24 hrs for god knows what reason. According to aunt claries, she said that it's because i never spend my holidays at home and she's very bored? Hello?! I go school and come back in the late evening also what! And we just went out last wednesday and friday?! Remember?! You spend like $500 bucks on clothes? Remember?! Haiyohz...I really don't know what's going on. Whatever larz! Then she complain to my aunt that my room is messy?! Huh?! It's only my lappi, pencil box and display things on the table? What's there to tidy up!? (-_-''')

So, went out with Von and Celeste yesterday. Went for a mini movie marathon. Watched Princess Diaries and Shark Tales. Princess was quite a meaningful show, it's like implying to us that small little things and make a big difference to others, like what Mia did to the little girl who's an orphanage. Shark Tales was quite a disappointment, not as impressive as i thought it would be. But saw the Incredibles trailer, the animation looks damn nice and quite funny too... Probably will catch it with Robz or Celeste bah... After watching 2 movies, my eyes were damn tired. Then met Robz at Heeren to go Kallang for training. Was lugging my tennis racket around orchard lor. Celeste and Von saw Robz for the 1st time. Warned them that he's quite short compared to them before they expected anything. Lol. So Celeste's first comment to me when i went online yesterday was,' he's quite short leh.' Lol~. I just knew it. Hey Celeste, is you tall lor! Lol. Robz is 1.72m, though quite short for a guy, but just nice for me. *Winkz* Met Von today to go cut hair, she said the same thing, i said the same thing back to her too.. Lol. Yvonne~~> And what coincedence! Both are Aries!! Can you believe it!? Both taurus and aries?! Wah...God is playing around with us! Lol.

Had a bad training yesterday, though quite happy that i hit a cone, it flew away this time. Lol. I was damn tired lar... Played singles and kings. Wah~..Shagged. Then when i won a point, Stan suddenly said to me, ' Eh Ei Leen, now you've improved alot ar! You happy anot?' Lol. I chua dio lor! I responded with a lame answer, ' Ok lar.' Lol. I was really shocked lor. He sounded quite sarcastic, but his face was damn weird. I don't know how to react. When i told Robz, he was like laughing......-_-... But he was happy for me, cause i'm improving! Woohoo~!! Yesterday's training was like Robz's day! Finally! He got to play singles with Stan! Woohoo! *hUgz him* He placed a bet with Stan, that if he won all singles matches with Basil, Hong Kai and Rudy, Stan must play a singles match with him. I was impressed lor! He won all 3 sets leh! In less than 2 hours! Wah lao! So he got to play tie break with Stan. He lost, but it was a damn impressive set. 6 - 8. Wah...I'm so proud of him. Love his return serves, wah...all down the line, Stan's serve is like powerful lor! And Robz can just hit it down the line, even Stan was struggling to win the tie break. Yesterday was DA day for Robz man. He was like damn happy, after training. Finally. = P Happy for him too... Lalala...~

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Great day! Damn shiok...

My hands are damn pain!!! Lol. I went blading and i'm suppose to say my legs are aching but no. My hands are the ones that are aching. Why? Because must carry the blades mah! Wah piang... My palms are like in pain...Touch warm water also cannot! Bathe until so xin ku (difficult)! But yes, i did manage to bathe... I'm clean!~

So, spent the day with him. It's our 1st month anniversary! Woohoo... And i just found out that he skipped the morning tennis training so that he could spend the day with me. Haiyoh, then he had to lie to Zester, Basil and Hong Kah...! Lol. Tomorrow still got training...So, never mind i guess. But he kinda don't like to go for trainings because he's like already damn good. I also dunno he go training for what... He should be playing opens and matches lor. Haiz. Feel sad for him cuz he's like paying the $300 for nothing. Then he say go for trainings because of me only. Lol. = P See how first lor.... trying to solve this problem together....

Went blading at East Coast... He really treasured the letter i gave him sia. Don't know how many times he said thank you already... Lol. = ) But he's damn sweet lar... Haiz. Gonna miss him... though it's like i'm gonna see him tomorrow again. Lol. = P

K...Finally von, celeste and me are going out tomorrow. We're going for movie marathon~! Lol. We girls are really siao already. But quite happy we're finally spending time together after god knows how long. = )

Yan Xia~~> Help me get rid of it! Ahhh...Lol

HedZ~~> Miss ya! *hUgz*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Hmmm...

Slept so well last night...Woke up at 12.30pm. Like what he said, i became normal again. Cuz i was so crazy to actually wake up at 7am, due to the stupid nightmares, to message him. So, yar, he kinda shocked that me, a pig who usually wakes up at 12+ would message him at 7am. Haiz. What to do...... Nightmare scares the shit out of me man....= (

Play tennis today. Partnered Aunt Shirley, won 6 - 1. Good game, had a few long rallies, saved alot of points by running over to aunt shirley's side to cover. My corns on left foot was killing me! How to get rid of them?! Help? Somebody?! I have like 5 corns on my feet. All in 1 leg. Damn pain lor!

Ahh...busy week up ahead again. Going out with vonnie and celeste! Finally. Tomorrow going out with Robz. Again. I know. What to do...miss him mah...= P Then still got trainings in the nights. Then still gotta find time to go cut hair, it's like damn heavy lor. With the split ends and all the damaging done due to the dyed hair, it's like all crappy and Robz still can say, ' No?! I think it's quite soft and silky leh.' I think there's something wrong with his hands. Lol. Anyway, gotta plan with vonnie ar...She lar, like so busy like that...What's up man?

Tired already....gonna sleep...back to 'normal' mode again..Lol..~

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Fading~...Faded...I hope...

Wow...Had the 1st disagreement, not those joking ones, it's serious matter. Scary. I really freaked out for the past 2 days. It made me realise that we still don't know each other well enough to tackle a problem together. But, i'm glad it's over now, it's (the problem) fading away... Met him today to talk it out. Cuz we didn't say much on Thursday when we separated. Glad that we're back to normal. = )

Really freaked out by the nightmares i had for the past 2 days. Slept late and woke up damn early, slept like about 3am, cuz i'm stoning about him, obviously, regretting on my actions... Woke up cuz of the stupid dreams, like 7am. Lotsa pimples coming out man! Now that it's almost solved, i hope i can sleep well. I don't know why, but when i told him about the nightmares i had about him, he told me he had it too! Wah...freaky man. And almost the same things happened lor! Wah~...Really scary man. GeeZ, you 'virtual bzbodies' wouldn't want to know what the nightmares are, it probably don't mean much to you people, but it really really freaked me out. I hope it will never happen again. Damn it~.

Finally went to buy the camera on Friday. Got the Canon Powershot S60 for my brother. Got it at Sim Lim Square. Let me recommend you guys a shop that sells cheap pricing but genuinue shop to buy camera. It's called Alan Photo Shop, 1st level. Wah, the salesman damn nice and the price is like $200++ cheaper than at normal departmental shops. Original price of S60 is $999. The guy quoted me $820 for the camera, + 1 batt, 1 512mb memory card and cuz Canon don't give camera case, must buy separate (it's quite dumb, but that's how Canon works. My mom said she's gonna write to Canon about this, Lol. She too bo liao at home already lar.) So got everything for $920. Bargained from $940 to $920. $20 also shiok lar. Lol. Before we went to this recommended shop by korkor, my mom insisted we go to her 'friend's' shop to ask for price. So went there and guess what. When i asked finish the prices, i asked what are the previews like for both cameras, (i was looking at the Panasonic Lumix FX- 7 too), the salesman gave a bu shuang face and said, 'Nah, i give you the brochure, you go home and read then come back and buy.' WTH. Don't want my business then forget it. What kind of 'friend' shop is that!? Shit u lor. At least the Alan Photo shop gave me good advice, he tells me so much, at least he lets me know what kind of camera issit, like issit point and shoot or a camera that has an overwrite menu that allows me to do stuffs, or is the camera proven to be a good camera blahblahblah. That. Is a good salesman! I'm impressed~. Go to hell with that 'friend' man. Shit you. Even my father is pissed off by him lor.

Came home to watch tv then went Orchard in the night about 10+ to go for supper. We went to the Somerset place there with all the best hawker food stalls there. The food not that bad, but it's not that good either. VERY expensive yar? The sting ray was good man. Damn sweetttt...= P
Ahh...Getting fatter liao.. Must try to control already...

Played tennis today, finally korkor joined us for a game of tennis. Cuz he missed so many times because of work. But guess what, papa and i were leading 4 - 1, then 5 - 2 and then we managed to lose my bro and mom by 6 - 7. Damn it lor. I was playing quite good leh! Papa was making all the mistakes at crucial points. Wah lao...Sianz~! (-_-''')

Went to pick up my goods today! So happy that it turned out quite well. Hope these 3 special people will like it. = P But nearly kana exposed again, cuz he was there with me. But *heng* ar, i managed to change topic. Haha...~~

Btw, how u guys like my new template? Haha...It's like all love theme lor, i don't know but it's quite sweet right? = P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*sObZ*

Sad...Sad...Why does it have to end this way....I really regret it...Sorry....

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

GeeZ...~

Wah piang....My plan almost kana exposed today...Lol. *Heng* that i controlled myself. Nearly, nearly...*Phew*.... Really damn close lor..... *Wipe brows~*

So, went out with Robz today... Nearly watched a scary movie, the doll master. But we both freaking ourselves out what will happen after we watched the movie. We imagined ourselves calling each other at 2am in the morning telling each other how freaked out we'll be, and next time we'll have doll phobia...blahblahblah...so we decided not to watch the show. We're stupid and crazy right? Lol.

Yar, but had an enjoyable day today though we were caught in the rain...Saded. Tomorrow gonna go Sakae, again. This time not with Nic but with Christie and gang. I just went on Monday with Nic lor. Haiyoh~...But i don't think i'll be eating that much because there's gonna be tennis training later at 7pm. Wahaha...Robz told me Stan told him on Tuesday training how much i have improved! Woohoo~!! Everyone? Please clap for me!!! *Pats myself* Good work, Ei Leen! Jia you!!~~ Lol...Sorry lar...must encourage myself mah....Lol...= P

It's ok..i'm so happy...Haha...= P

Ze Ting~~> I link u k..= ) Btw...i miss ya!!~

Celeste~~> Ahh...Okok! Will be waiting for uuuuuuu....= P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Sianz sianz sianz~!!

Haiyohz....feeling damn sianz today. Why? Because of my stupid nose and stupid throat?! More than 2 weeks like still haven't recover! Why?! You bloody nose and throat! Then make me cannot play tennis properly, kept wheezing and coughing like some old woman. Bloody hell. Haiyoh...since when i've become so vulgur. Die...Must stop it must stop it! See lar, it's all Robz fault. Lol. He 'influenced' me to swear and smash racket. Lol. But i'm trying not to! Haha...Nah...it's not him lar......

Today was late for training...25 mins late. Muahaha~. Why? Cause the bloody driver was sitting at the staircase eating his stupid kueh! Bloody hell. I saw this bus driver eating damn slowly at the staircase, then i never would have thought he's the bus driver for bus 31 lor. Somemore it's the bus i'm taking!! Wah lao. The queue was like daaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmnnnnnnn long lor...stretch until don't know where liao then he took his last bite and shooed us to the bus. So what if it's a double decked bus?! Must wait until the queue dammmnnn long liao to fill up the whole bus then start driving meh?! Bloody hell. Make me late for tennis...Sianz.

So, my mood is like damn bad when i reached the tennis courts. Then Robz was damn sianz also. Don't know why. Then just now he say i looked damn sianz then he also feel sianz. Lol. But the mood was slightly better just before we went home. Haiyah...sorry lor...not my fault what...lol..= P

Maybe it's also because last night kinda quarrelled with my bro over what camera to buy. Haiz. Sianz. Talk about camera i already sianz half. The thing is, i really really don't have so much money lor! Stop saying i'm the richest! I'm like so damn poor!~~ Somemore i already invest what...$400++ on the past camera..somemore still owe him $40 for the SD card. Wah lao....Since you like the Lumix then we get the Lumix lar. Or u want me to say get the Powershot S60 issit? Then fine lor...Whatever. Tell me when you have decided. Want me to make decision then i say Lumix then u not happy...what u want sia?! Sianz...

See lar! It's not my fault that my mood is bad!!......(-_-''')

Hope tomorrow's better...Gonna go out with him....yay~!...= P I hope it's not to watch scary movie! Ahhhhh.....i'm gonna scream man....Don't think i can sleep well tonight....= (

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo