What the shit sia....~

Argh~! Had another arguement with my mom again. Yes! Again! Just last week she got angry with me for god-knows-what reason, and now, she's angry with me over some photos. Woke up at 9 today, and suppose to go out at 11am, so I requested to eat lunch early. Then when she was making the food hot halfway, she grumble that she got stomachache and wanna go toilet. Then obviously i say, 'go lar. I make hot the food myself.' Then she like don't believe i can do it myself. Wah lao, i'm 17 already! But i think she buay tahan the pain, so she went.

Next, think she quite pissed off that i keep going out. But i stay home she also find trouble with me, go out also find trouble, so might as well go out and not see her black face right? That's one reason why i keep going out. The less i see her, the less conflicts. Anyway, before i went out, i burnt the phuket photos into the CD for developing, then my mom reminded me about the malaysia wedding pictures. So i rushed a little in order not to be late lor, cuz it's like already 11+. So i burnt the photos consisting of 2nd uncle's and 10th uncle's tea ceremony photos too, since they didn't bring camera that day. So i thought i was being nice and wanted to develop the photos for them too, but in the end, my mom scolded me and said why i so kpo, go develop for them also?! Then she screamed, ' Ever since you all got the digital camera, you all very selfish and not let me see the photos!' Wah lao, i chua dio lor! What the heck sia. Take note that she said, 'YOU ALL.' That includes Korkor too!!! But it's never korkor's fault cuz he's never the one who loads the photos into the computer. I'm always the one doing it. So, it becomes MY fault. See? Korkor is working and is never around, that's why he doesn't get blame for anything that goes wrong. See how it works?! See her less, less conflicts. WTF sia.

Then just now, papa came to talk to me and asked me what actually happened. He say in order to earn my freedom, i have to tell her my whereabouts. But i do tell her! I always say where i go, but she's always poking into details, she never does that to korkor! Eg, when i say i go my friend's house, she would say, ' why always go your friend's house? Girl or boy? Np or beatty? What you eat? What u do at your friend's house?' Errr....Righttt..... I know she suspects something, so might as well just ask me that question that's been bugging you lar! Papa say i must learn how to communicate with her. But why must i always accomodate to her? Why am i always the one in the wrong? She can be in the wrong too, you know? Like tell me what the hell i did wrong and tell me god-knows-what reason why is she angry with me. I don't have pyschi powers, ya know? I need to GUESS what the hell have i done wrong and the most important thing, have i really done anything wrong?! And sometimes, nobody knows what have i done wrong too, just ask Aunt Claries! She finds mummy small gas too! Freak sia! For heaven's sake, i can't read minds!!!

Argh! Thank god for blogs, i really need to vent this out. It's pissing me off! WAY OFF!

xoxoEi Leen xoxo