Lots of people asked, 'So? Now it's your turn to wait?' And my reply is, 'No, it's my turn to earn money.'
Yes, technically, I'm waiting. And I've to admit that it's not a short period of waiting. 3 YEARS! 3 freaking years. Eeks... The thought of it makes me feel old. 3 years later, I'm going to be 26. That's old. Will he still want me after seeing that I've grown older/more wrinkles, especially not seeing me for a year? and the year after that? And the year after that?
The uncertainty of it really scares me.
And of course, missing his presence, his physical presence. The real physical hug which never fails to comforts me.
I think if I really miss his hugz, I would head to his house and look for Ranger. We would understand each other as we have a common person which we miss the most.
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
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