Help...

I'm on the verge of giving up. I've never thought getting a degree is so damn difficult! I'm enjoying what i'm doing, but i hate the time factor (deadlines to meet). Why can't i just continue doing research and never have to do assignments, writing a thesis (yea, i want to write one to show the world my results, but i hate writing) and studying for exams?

Why can't i just learn? Why must i be tested on my knowledge? ......

I can feel my brain diminishing.... due to the overload of glucocorticoids attacking my brain cells... (i think i'm getting too scientific here, but i'm just applying what i learnt in school to reality)

I think i lost the drive to go on... I need something to spur me on..

Help...someone... God... are you there???

I pray for strength, the drive and the determination to hold on...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo