My My....

Ok. This is freaky.

I've experienced this not once but twice.

I remembered that a few months ago, i wanted to blog about my frustrations as i have juz quarrelled with my mom. I blogged, i vented my frustrations and clicked publish blog. But guess what, the whole computer hanged on me! I had to restart my comp. But by the time my windows loaded up, i felt that it's a waste of time to reblog again since i've already 'written' out or 'got the frustrations' out of my system. It's like i wasn't meant to blog that entry. Or that entry wasn't meant to be shown. *weird*

Ok..The 2nd time happened 2 days ago. I kinda had a misunderstanding with Robz and er...i wanted to blog about my sadness, anger and blahblahblah. But guess what, i couldn't even load the damn internet explorer. In the end, i couldn't blog at all. I wanted to go microsoft word to actually type it out and save it later then load it up. But...isn't that gonna so troublesome? Since i'm gonna badmouth about someone and myself. Then i thought, what the heck...go and sleep.

Noww......realising this, i think i might either have a guardian angel beside me, so that i won't blog rubbish or blog something about someone that's totally innocent. Prevent me from misunderstanding someone or something... Or maybe God's watching over me so that i won't do something stupid and cause more misunderstandings. Coming to think of it, i wonder what'll happen if i really blogged those 2 entries... About my mum, about my kare. Maybe it'll not make me realise that i was partly to blame for what happened like what i now actually realised. Oh well, if nobody gets what i mean, never mind. What really matters is that nobody gets hurt after any bad entries. Right, Guardian angel?

I've gone mad.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo