I hate growing up!!

*Ahhhh* Finally i have like half an hour to seat in front of my comp and do some online stuffs. Realised that i haven't been on the net for sometime and haven't blog for a Looooonnngggg time. I feel so damn tired and stressed out. Stressed out not by studies but by everything going super fast around me. Everything's happening super fast, there's no time for me to digest everything.

Met Yx and Alicia darling today, gonna meet them tomorrow again tho. Happy 19th Birthday Yx!! Lao le... Lol... Miss them lots... especially 1M05. I hate being in year 2!! I feel so lonely..School's not fun anymore for me. Tho sometimes it's alright, cuz Robz is there for me... But sometimes, it really sux. Why must i go year 2!? Why can't i stay in year 1 and stay in 1Mo5? Why must everyone grow up? Love the teenage years.... Dread the adult life where i have to leave my comfort zones... Haiz.

So much happened over the week. Oh... The mum thingy? It's still cold war. It's not my fault and i'm not gonna back down. Oh yar! Dissected a mice. May post up the photo.. if i have the time. I didn't have the courage to pull the tail cuz it's like still actively running around instead of feeling drowsy due to the injected liquid. It's hyperactive lor! In the end the teacher had to pull the tail for us. But it's really quite interesting lar. I feel really sorry for them cuz we're like breeding them to dissect them. Get what i mean? But then, we're like kind of studying them also lar. So it's not that bad i guess. Today for HGD prac, we had to kill fruitfly larvaes...Gross lor... Think Jasmine pulled like 15++ larvaes. I pulled about 3 to get the salivary glands out. Now my eyes are like damn tired cuz we must dissect the larva under the microscope and view the chromosomes under compound microscope. My gawd....my eyes!!! There's 2 practicals today too! 8 to 5 with 1 hour break. Wahh.....tiring lor! Thank God my microbio lab work still quite successful.

Phew...That was longggg...

It's week 4 already...!!! My! Time passes really fast! In a blink of an eye, it's probably common test already. Argh......Why must there be time?! Why can't everything just stop at some time of life where everyone's happy and stay happy forever?.... Argh....

I hate being alone.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo