Formal clothings

Glow sticks!!!~

Glowsticks make me happy.... Maybe because it's bright and cheery, that's why i like it so much? It's like telling me there's light in every darkness. So don't feel lost, cuz there's hope. Of cuz, it also depends on the person who gives them to me. *Bleah* = P

I have about 5 glowsticks and 1 star given by a special someone... Pink, orange, green, yellow, blue.... How come it seems like he has an unlimited supply of glowsticks? Hmm.... Anyway, it has been a turbulent week... lots of ups and downs.... Hope things will go smoothly!! I'm gonna explode if things doesn't go my way somehow this week.... my mind is really going bonkers! There's just so much to do, so much to think about and so little time to complete all of them. Moreover, i have to think whether the decision i made or chose is alright anot, will it hurt someone, will it be beneficial to others or me or..... i don't know... just feeling so.... compact. So full. But the thing is.... i don't really know it's full of what.... there's just so many things that i don't really know what important anymore.... don't know what's my priority anymore...

Sorry ppl, if i may zone out sometimes......

Argh! I really need to relax... just for 1 day...recharge my batteries and get rejuvenated. Help me!!!

I don't like year 2... I just wish i could turn back time then stop it when i'm in 1M05.... I really miss them alot.. the happy times... *Sigh*

Robz played in the Advance Open today... Won 6-1 6-2... Love his forehand top spins, impressed by it. Wonder how he spin until like that... *there's no word to describe it* ... Whereas MY forehand suck to the core... Argh~. Papa bought me a tennis skirt today, with a white shirt to go along. He said he couldn't imagine me in skirt, playing tennis when he bought it. But when i tried it on at home, he was surprised that i actually looked quite good. Lolz... Papa's funny....

Weird.. i'm updating like twice in a day... Something's wrong with moi.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Updating....

Kk... Somebody is complaining for the lack of updates and disappointing my loyal readers. - _____-'''

Well well well, have been really busy as you can see and blogging and going online to surf the net has really taken a backseat. With projects, catching up with lectures and getting everything done at the same time, it's really sucking up all my time and brain juices. Weekends are not as enjoyable when i know i have to burn midnight oil to finish up my online tutorials and maths homework. Tiring ar... i so need Rob's hugs now.

Ohoh!!! Saw Alfian kor yesterday at Toa payoh interchange while having snacks with Robz. He looks quite good now... Lolz...Must have looked weird sitting there munching bread with Robz. But it's these simple things like spending time together doing simple things that keeps me sane. But still, miss him lotz... = )

Hmmm.... Last 2 weeks was quite emotional. Resolved everything in the house. I'm ok with my mum already. I'm glad i told her what i'm not happy about and i told her to not bottle up stuffs anymore. Yupz.. hope that things will go smoother now. *Hugz to mummy* Well, i did try to update my blog about 5 days ago, when i was super angry over my mum, but somehow.....when i wanted to post the entry up, the internet failed me. Maybe it's like what Pammie said. It's meant to be deleted. I remember one of the 10 commandments God said - ' Honour your father and mother'.

That aside.... GSS is gonna be over soon! I wanna buy my white sports shirts!!! Argh! Common test is coming soon. Oh my! It's like week 6 already! Time really passes super fast! Somehow i'm still not comfortable in the year 2 life. It's just so stressed up, tedious..... i don't know. Is it just me or are my classmates super weird? I mean, as time passes by, i got to know them better and stuffs...but somehow, i still don't feel as if i belong there..... And sometimes, i feel so....out of place.. so lonely... so...... foreign.

Hmmm.... i don't know.... just hope i'll do well this semester...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

CSI..~

I hate growing up!!

*Ahhhh* Finally i have like half an hour to seat in front of my comp and do some online stuffs. Realised that i haven't been on the net for sometime and haven't blog for a Looooonnngggg time. I feel so damn tired and stressed out. Stressed out not by studies but by everything going super fast around me. Everything's happening super fast, there's no time for me to digest everything.

Met Yx and Alicia darling today, gonna meet them tomorrow again tho. Happy 19th Birthday Yx!! Lao le... Lol... Miss them lots... especially 1M05. I hate being in year 2!! I feel so lonely..School's not fun anymore for me. Tho sometimes it's alright, cuz Robz is there for me... But sometimes, it really sux. Why must i go year 2!? Why can't i stay in year 1 and stay in 1Mo5? Why must everyone grow up? Love the teenage years.... Dread the adult life where i have to leave my comfort zones... Haiz.

So much happened over the week. Oh... The mum thingy? It's still cold war. It's not my fault and i'm not gonna back down. Oh yar! Dissected a mice. May post up the photo.. if i have the time. I didn't have the courage to pull the tail cuz it's like still actively running around instead of feeling drowsy due to the injected liquid. It's hyperactive lor! In the end the teacher had to pull the tail for us. But it's really quite interesting lar. I feel really sorry for them cuz we're like breeding them to dissect them. Get what i mean? But then, we're like kind of studying them also lar. So it's not that bad i guess. Today for HGD prac, we had to kill fruitfly larvaes...Gross lor... Think Jasmine pulled like 15++ larvaes. I pulled about 3 to get the salivary glands out. Now my eyes are like damn tired cuz we must dissect the larva under the microscope and view the chromosomes under compound microscope. My gawd....my eyes!!! There's 2 practicals today too! 8 to 5 with 1 hour break. Wahh.....tiring lor! Thank God my microbio lab work still quite successful.

Phew...That was longggg...

It's week 4 already...!!! My! Time passes really fast! In a blink of an eye, it's probably common test already. Argh......Why must there be time?! Why can't everything just stop at some time of life where everyone's happy and stay happy forever?.... Argh....

I hate being alone.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I'm not guilty

I'm not guilty of anything. I swear i asked her alot of times whether the photos need to be developed. It's her fault. All of it.

I'm not guilty of anything, i've done no wrong. You may think it's my fault. But one day, u'll realise and regret all your actions.

I'm giving in to you because of papa only. Don't always think u're always right.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*Sigh*

Lots of stuffs happened over the weekend and during the week.... I'm feeling damn exhausted. Feel like i've only been sleeping 3 hours a day and still don't have enough time for everything. Sorry people, if i kinda zone out sometimes and may seem to have forgotten you. But i'm really damn tired.

Parents came back from Bangkok not long ago. They went away for the weekend. They told me that the Tuktuk man cheated them.
Belle~! Please be careful! Don't kana cheated by them too.. They'll bring you to some ulu places and ask you to buy stuffs from their friends... Please take care when you're having fun..don't let your guard down k...= )

Went church on Sunday with Robz. Wah~! Eye-opening experience. The people there were so friendly! I'm surprised. But even more shocking is that they're not really forcing you to believe, or practising evangelism strongly even though it was the 'Search for 'newcomers' Day'. They were like, 'Please, only when you're ready to believe and finish asking your doubts then think about being a Christian.' I'm surprised. The sermon was extremely good that day. It really struck something in me. It answered my questions about life, death and afterlife. It didn't really relate much to religion stuff, that's my point of view. It kind of justify how life and death really means. And i was just discussing with Robz about life and death the other day. That was really a coincedence! Of cuz, it was not only these stuffs that just happened to happen, there were a few other things that made me wonder.... Is it my time?

But i've made a decision. I'll wait for about 2 years before i really go into Christianity. I think i'm still not ready though Elder Chin has decided to help me. In the mean time, i'll just keep bugging Robz with questions.. If he can't answer, maybe when he goes to church, Elder Chin can help us... = )

Phew~... That was a relief, finally managed to pour them out. School's a little tiring. Every wed, there's 6 hours of practicals! Argh! 3 hours Applied Microbio and 3 hours Human Genetics. Tiring ar! 2M01 is still separated into 4/5 and 1/5. Lolz.. The 4 of us still don't really mix well with them. But there's progress... Communicating with a few of them. We're forced to do so cuz everyday, 2 of us needs to go check on the class mice... So....Yupz.... Sometimes, some things need to be done.

Having club tournament this weekend. Abit nervous cuz Stefanie Tan's gonna play too.. But sadly, there'e only like 6 players including me. ...... - ______-''' Anyway, hope i can win some cash though, there's my ulterior motive. Lolz. But the matches are gonna be through round robins, which i hate and it's using a tiebreaker score lor! It's not fair.... But i'll try my best. = )
*Biting nails*

This is a longgggg entry.....better get going..

Pammie: I'm fine already.. thanx for the *hugz*!! Kisses to u! See ya on Mon. = )

Hedz: Thanx... See ya on mon at the buz stop!

Alicia and Yx: Girls!!!! I miss u 2!! = P *Big hugz* Hope you'll like the photos... = ) Take care gals! Don't be too stress yar?

Celeste: Glad u like the pressie... say hi to Von for me... Update me on ur blog k.. = ) *Hugz*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Looks familiar? Yup..The amazing race team came here...rmb?

Lunch...It's some huge baked potato...

Blue Mosque

Agassi spotted!!~~

Cappadocia skyline..

Again...

These are volcano leftovers...the bottom are eroded by sun, wind and rain...

Cappadocia..

Like snow huh? But it's actually calcium deposits...

Cotton castle..

Library of Celcius

House of Virgin Mary

Ephesus

Pergamon again...

Pergamon

City of Troy

Trojan horse frm movie set

Istanbul