Muahahaha~!

Woohoo~!

I'm finally done with my year one. Though i don't think my 2nd sem's results are gonna be good. I'm just so relieved that it's finally over. Heh heh... Poor Robz.~ Tomorrow still got paper. But it's alright. I'll wait for him. = P

Went around to search for his pressie.. His bday coming! *Bleah* Hope he'll be happy that day. If not, i hope I CAN make him happy. Haha... = P

Then went for buffet with Nic. I'm so going to Suki Sushi next time. It was such a fabulous spread! Better than Sake Sushi's range of food. In Suki Sushi, you get to eat sashimis and all the premium dishes like tempuras, oysters... etc.. things that Sakae sushi do not provide. I definitely had my fill.

Walked back home from central! Haha.. Cuz tomorrow going Sentosa! Cannot be fat! Lolz. Hope tomorrow's weather will be sunny enough for me to get tan! Argh~! Can't stand my pale skin.

*yUcks*

Whoopeeee~! Exams over! I wanna spend more time with him!!!!!~~!!

Yay~!

Haha...Saw him today...

Felt soOoOooo much happier...

Well oh well.... 1 more to go and i'm a free bird! Heh heh...I'll be able to do what i wanna do! He's not going Australia! Haha...Goody! Then we get to spend more time together! Woohoo~....I can't wait for Thurs!

But he end his exams on Fri. Saded. And Sat i have to go Malaysia for qing ming! *Bleah* So fri i have to come home early to Zzz.... I DON'T CARE! I gonna spend time with him. Haha...= P

I'm going for buffet on Thurs with my kor, Nicholas. Can't wait to gorge myself with food. Haha...

Eek~! So fat!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

1 down, 2 more to go...

Ahhh~! He's sOooOo sweet! He surprised me by coming to school early to meet me. Heh heh...~

*Feel like i'm on cloud 9*

Had my exam at 9am to 11am. Damn.. a few careless mistakes here and there, i think, and i threw away 10 marks. Cuz i didn't know how to do that damn qn. But it's alright lar. Switched off my phone during exam... Was actually wondering where's my good luck message from him. But guess what, he sent me the msg at 9.17am cuz he woke up late. Oh well, err.... at least he has the thought of it. Switched on my phone only at 11 plus after exam. That's when i received the message? Haha... But it's alright... Told me to call him after my paper finished. Guess what! He's already in school when i told him yesterday night to better NOT come school early and finish revising his work. I'm like....WHAT THE...

But oh wells....MISSED HIM ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So i couldn't resist the temptation. Haha..Though it's only for 1 hr..But i was SooOOooo GLAD to have met him. Haiz... Hug him until i shuang~... Haha...

Ooo..Thanx everybody for ya concern, my flu is gone but i passed it on to my mum. So....my house is not exactly germ free yet..Haha..= P

Oh well.... Still got 2 more papers to go. Can't wait for the hols man! Peeps! Are we going Sentosa?

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

= (

I'm sick...

Muz be all the studying, missing him alot alot and the stupid haze that causes me to fall sick.

Damn u, stupid flu!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*Sniffz*

Miss u~~...

Cutesy!

Friends for life~

Time passes damn fast!

So many things to say. But don't know where to start.

Exams are here. Juz finished my IPC Practical test today. It's damn !#$%$$&*!, because they used ammonia hydroxide as the base to titrate against H2SO4. Wah lao. The ammonia kind of evaporated in the aircon room? So as u titrate into run 2 and 3, the mean burette reading kinda went higher and higher. So my readings were like 25.2, 25.1, 25.1, 26.5, 27.2? So i heck care and put all 25.1. Haha...= P Anyway, none of my classmates have the same answer as me. Everyone's titre reading ranges from 24.5 to 27++. So.....I really don't know how to teacher's gonna mark the test. Anyway, it's over. Who cares.

Times passes damn fast. After this sem, i'm gonna be year 2!! Ahhh~! So old already! Then my Alicia and yan xia are going to NUH and leave me in this JTC lookalike building alone for another 2 years. Haiz. Saded. But the thought of u guys gonna come back for 1 day each week is a comforting thought. At least i still get to see u guys, provided that u ppl are free. Nessie too! Argh! I'm so gonna miss u guys! *sObz* I'm gonna miss Yan xia's naggings and gentle words, Alicia's cuteness and concern and Nessie 'making fun of me'! Ahhh!! Horrors and more horrors! =' (

Haiz... Exams are here. It also means not seeing Robz for 2 weeks! Argh! Torture ar! I'm so lovesick! Juz like what others say. Hopefully, it'll be for a lifetime. Haha..= P Miss him lots already!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Looks angry huh...? Lolz..

After i said why look so angry... Lolz...

*BIG Smiles*

Yupz. He sent me home. But the thing is: he went to school to specially send me home. -____-'''

But YEAH! At least the bus seat beside me was not empty...heh heh... and his arms around me... Woo hoo~! Lolz...

Saw Reka a.k.a. Reckage at the bus stop, and she asked me why never go back to beatty on fri for the mass bbq. Then she told me Celeste and Von never go also. Haha.... Celeste told me if i didn't go, she might not be going. And i said i didn't go, cuz of exams. Hehheh.... Link the rest of te clues on why celeste and von nv go. = P

Geez, exams are coming~! But holidays are coming too...= ) Really hoping to spend more time with him... But somehow, we both have some upcoming plans.

Me~~>

1. SUFOC GL trial camp & actual camp + meetings and training think gonna be damn busy.
2. Tennis training for Sept IVP + Saturday physical training.
3. Celebrate alot of ppl's bday! Gonna be broke ah!

Him~~>

1. Maybe going USA with his parents for holiday and leave me behind. = ( 100000x
2. Maybe going Australia for tennis tournament = ( 100000x
3. Maybe he gonna work = less time for me
4. Gonna take tennis coach license
5. Tennis trainings

WHYYYYY~!!! Hmpf!

Hao bu rong yi wait for holidays to come....then all these. That's it, if FOC camp is gonna be restricting alot of my movements, i'm so gonna quit it. I wanna spend more time with him ar!

Haiz, gonna be year 2 le. Suddenly feel so old..... = ( Then Alicia and yan xia darling gonna leave me behind and cannot spend time with me... Haiz... dounble sadness.

Ooooooo~! I realise..~~ Alicia ~~> Both our darlings' surname is KOH~! Haha...= P

Love mine lots~!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Aunt Sandra, Mama, Kor, 'Duplication of papa', Aunt Lillian and Daddy~...

Cousin's Wedding. The Leong Family.

Don't wanna lose u...

First of all, thanx to my Pammie, Alicia dear and YanXia darling for all your care and concern. I'm alright already. I shouldn't be so selfish. I mean, how can i be so cruel to make him go home alone when i get to be accompanied home. Not fair right? I mean, sometimes girls shouldn't be so selfish to always wanting her bf to send her home then the bf goes home alone. I mean, then won't guys always feel so damn lonely after sending girls home? We should split the loneliness 50/50 right?

I know some of you may feel that i'm weird. But after giving some thoughts, i guess i pity those guys who need to always send the girls home. Haha.. I think differently lar, k? Lolz. He says i'm not like any kind of girls he met. Reason: Because i like him. Why? Because he says he's weird, therefore, why would any girls like weird guys? So he says i'm different. K. Fine. He's weird, I'm different. We're juz a 'different kind of weird' couple k? Lolz.

Kk..Very lame, i know.

Celeste, Liyana: Sorry, couldn't go for the bbq. Exams are round the corner! U should know y...= P

ARgh!! Exams coming! Haven't prepare anything yet... Sianz...

My aunt from Canada's going back soon. Gonna miss her! Hope to see her in Hawaii or something soon.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Am i?

It was cold... freezing actually, cuz i was wearing sleeveless. I was damn lonely, looking at the empty seat beside me, crying to myself on the stupid bus. Where are his arms? He was suppose to be my jacket, I was not suppose to feel cold again. Am i selfish? Or even demanding? Am i a good gf? What am i feeling like this?

I juz wanted him to send me home. But obviously that didn't happen. I'm always so envious of those couples i see in MRT trains or buses whenever i go home alone. And sitting in front of me were this couple! Bf wrapped his arms around gf to keep her warm and sent her home i guess. Haiz. He couldn't send me home most of the time because it was always getting late. I know i shouldn't be so petty and make a mountain out of a molehill. But sometimes, i juz wanted to feel pampered, i guess. I don't know. The whole journey home (45 mins) today was especially long and tedious. It felt like it was never gonna reach toa payoh or something. I juz wanted to get home and cry. But then, i was so busy with projects that i kinda threw everything to the back of my brain. Until now, when everyone's asleep, i'm awake alone. Forcing myself not to think, but can't. I seriously don't know why. Am i selfish to want him to send me home juz for once? Moreover he promised to send me home yesterday. Though he saw my sad face at the bus stop, he wanted to board the bus with me without his bus pass. But how can that happen? Though i REALLY REALLY REALLY1000000x wanted him to board the bus with me, i pushed him away and tried to pyscho him to go home so that his mum won't scold him for going home late. Am i stupid? Dumb? I really don't know. Or selfish?

But who said love was not selfish?

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

My dear darlings!!!

Hey ppl, we must not dwell on the past! We must look forward to the future for better stuffs! Jia You!

To all my darlings~~~ *hUgz*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Bz week ahead!..= (

Totally missed tennis training last week. So now, i'm feeling so fat! Moreover, i ate so much last week! So guilty! Argh! Missed tennis training due to volleyball inter class competition. Ashoo got into the Thursday's game because we played quite well on Tuesday. Take note that i said quite well because i played. I'm sure if i didn't play, my team would have played even better. Anywayz, had school on Thurs until 12, so went back home to get some rest before heading to school again. Mummy kinda give me the face that i keep coming home late at night, and exams are round the corner! *Bites finger! Nervous ar! Haven't even started studying!!* So i resolve to come home earlier...But somehow, managed to sneak in the house by 9+...*Phew*

Somehow, i made Robz looked like the bad guy because he came to the courts to look for me at 7.35pm when i haven't even started playing because Alicia (Captain) wanted to sub me in only in the 2nd game. So i didn't get to play at all on Thursday since i had to rush home. But it's ok girl, at least u guys won and made me proud to be in the team. I know i'm the weakest player in the team, and u wanted to secure the team to the semi-finals, cuz it was a crash out round and i know u didn't wanna lose. = ) Though a lil' sad that i didn't get to play, it's alright. = ) *hugz* Proud of u guys. So u guys please don't look as if Robz is the bad guy. He's juz concern for me k. Sorry for juz leaving like that. Ooo...thanx Hanz for taking care of Robz for me too. Though i know Hanz would never even pop by my blog. Lolz.

Heard from Yan Xia yesterday that she got in to NUH and Alicia darling too! Congrats to u girls! HAppy for u guys, but i'm soOoOoO gonna miss u guys next year!

Yan xia~~... I know she would make such a great nurse cum lab technician! Heh heh! So Geeenntle!! Lolz. Work hard girl!
Alicia darling~~> I hope going to NUH is really what you wanna do, from that day i spoke to u, u seem unsure. Though i'm glad that u got in, i don't want u to regret on your decision k. = ) Better go explore on your choices. Look for me if u need any help. Maybe we can go look for Mrs Tang together. = )

Haiz..Really gonna miss u guys when in yr 2!! = ( Nessie too! But dunno whether she got in anotz. Should be able to get in larz. Haiz. Having mixed feelings! Ahhh....= (

Anyway, at least Robz will still be there for me... Oooo! He looks damn cute in formal clothes! Haha... Though a little tad lame with the Bart Simpsons tie~. -___-''' Haha...Too bad i couldn't take a photo with him...But should be able to put up some he took with his clsmates. Hehheh~...

Up ahead~! Bzbzbz week! Mon~> IPC test. Tues~> Microbio Prac test. Wed~> SN Maths test.

Exams are in 2 weeks time! Argh~!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Whee~!!

I finally feel as if the skies had cleared and the rainbow is out, everything's well again.

It was an alright week, was left alone in the house becuz papa and mama went Chiang Mai with my 2 aunts. Heard that they had lots of fun! Cool~. I'm home mugging for my tests. Had Maths test today. 10 marks for each qn. There's 10 qns. Ridiculous! Somemore it's 7 multiple choice and 3 open ended. I guess it's a good thing if you got it correct but not a very good if you got it wrong. 10 marks juz flies away. Saded. I scored a 90%. I guess it was alright.

Had a really sweet surprise today! So happy! He messaged me about 1 plus to say he had a surprise for me. Wah~! Anticipating already! Met him at 3 plus after my lesson and guess what! He got me a pink rose! So cute! So sweet! I was reeeeaaallly surprised. Lol. He said it was to cheer me up cuz i didn't look real happy this week. So sweet! But i'm not materialistic k! I really dun wish for him to go spent $$ to make me happy. Doesn't he realise that whenever he's with me, i'm more than contented and so damn happy already? Oh well, but it was really nice of him.

Had vball interclass 'competition' yesterday. We won. And guess what! Leo, my ex- classmate also joined vball! And i had to play against his team. Woohoo~! We won! We're the overall winners for our side, i guess. The other side of the match also had 1 winner. So i think we need to play with them tomorrow. If we play well, we need to play on friday too. -_-''' Anyway, he waited for me till 8 plus. Really didn't wish he did not wait for me, cuz i didn't wait him to waste the 3 hours doing nothing. Christie's comment really kind of affected me. She said, 'It's still during the early beginning of the relationship when you guys still wanna be together almost everyday.' I really hope that he'll still remain as what he is and won't change. As in, he may be very sweet to me now, i don't mind him not doing these stuffs for me in future, but i would still want him to make me feel loved by him and not be forgotten and thrown to one side. And i hope he'll not change his personality becuz of me too.

Love him lots.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo