Finally...

It's been sometime since i've blog. Of course, i have my reasons. Many many reasons. My dear darling Alicia would know. I'm glad to have her, at least i have someone to tell my problems to...= ) *hUgz* Anyway, it's been a real frustrating week. The last week really felt like an eternity. I thought i would never get out of it and recover. But at least now the problem is dissolving and things are getting back to normal once again.

Shouldn't have done what i did. But somehow, i juz couldn't reject it. I juz wanna make everyone happy, but of cuz, not everyone will agree with me... But at that point of time, what choice did i have? I don't know...... But least i know he still cares alot for me. Really stressed last week, my eyes are still red from crying and the half bottle of Optrax is already used up, better ask mummy to buy more.

Enough of all this, my 2 aunts from Canada came back for holiday and at the same time, attend my cousin's wedding on Saturday. Was having mixed feelings the whole day. Don't know whether to feel sad or happy. Happy because my cousin found her happiness but sad because he went to Malacca for tennis tournament. Was feeling lonely the whole weekend. Really missed him alot, just wanna hug him forever and everrrrrr..... somemore with all the complicated issues revolving around us. Haiz.

Will post some pics later on the wedding. It was quite a hectic day, went drinking later in the night too...Which was a total mistake. ARGH~. Anyway, let's forget and forgive. But i'll remember never to do it again. It's gonna be another bz week coming up, with vball things, tests, projects, presentations....Gawd..When will it end? And before i know it, exams will follow up... Haiz.

Love him lots...~

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo