He's so cute~! Muahaha~!!

My eye!!!

Yes!!! My eye! My left eye! It's damn red... Only Alicia darling and he knows why. But it's alright my 2 darlings... I'm fine. Juz a lil' irritating that's all. I promise if it doesn't get well by monday, i'll go see doctor k...= )

I miss u loads! I wanna hug u forever and never let go... I want u here right now, this instant. But... it's impossible.

=' (

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Finally...

It's been sometime since i've blog. Of course, i have my reasons. Many many reasons. My dear darling Alicia would know. I'm glad to have her, at least i have someone to tell my problems to...= ) *hUgz* Anyway, it's been a real frustrating week. The last week really felt like an eternity. I thought i would never get out of it and recover. But at least now the problem is dissolving and things are getting back to normal once again.

Shouldn't have done what i did. But somehow, i juz couldn't reject it. I juz wanna make everyone happy, but of cuz, not everyone will agree with me... But at that point of time, what choice did i have? I don't know...... But least i know he still cares alot for me. Really stressed last week, my eyes are still red from crying and the half bottle of Optrax is already used up, better ask mummy to buy more.

Enough of all this, my 2 aunts from Canada came back for holiday and at the same time, attend my cousin's wedding on Saturday. Was having mixed feelings the whole day. Don't know whether to feel sad or happy. Happy because my cousin found her happiness but sad because he went to Malacca for tennis tournament. Was feeling lonely the whole weekend. Really missed him alot, just wanna hug him forever and everrrrrr..... somemore with all the complicated issues revolving around us. Haiz.

Will post some pics later on the wedding. It was quite a hectic day, went drinking later in the night too...Which was a total mistake. ARGH~. Anyway, let's forget and forgive. But i'll remember never to do it again. It's gonna be another bz week coming up, with vball things, tests, projects, presentations....Gawd..When will it end? And before i know it, exams will follow up... Haiz.

Love him lots...~

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

It's been awhile~...

Kk...now for the updates~...

1. Chinese New Year.

It was good~, reunion dinner was at Lei Garden. Dinner was great, but didn't had Yu sheng. It was damn weird. Cuz if don't have yu sheng, it's like having normal dinner, not a reunion divver already. Oh well, at least the dinner was good. Went to Yi ma's (Mother's eldest sister, it means 2nd mother in cantonese) house for dinner. Her Yu sheng is always SUPERB! Haha~! Ate about 4 servings. Ate lotsa crispy crackers. Can u imagine, the whole plate of yu sheng was made by her, and the plate damn big lor! It's like 50cm diameter circular plate. Obviously, ate alot of peanuts too, so...my face now...abit jialat. = P

Had 3 yu shengs at 3 diff places. Had another yu sheng at my uncle's house, to make up for the reunion dinner and another yesterday during Ren Re( which means everybody's bday). Didn't go to Malaysia during the 3rd day cuz i had school~! So i didn't get to eat my favourtie milo made by my fifth grand aunt's maid and my favourite wanton mee made by my eight grand aunt. Haiz. Didn't get to eat my kong bah made by my fifth grand aunt too. Saded. But overall, my new year was not bad, cuz i get to spend more time with Robz. Hehheh...~... It's my 1st new year with him too. But i couldn't take ang pow from his family cuz his granddad juz passed away. So he can take ang pow from MY family, but i can't. Oh well, at least my family not that pandan( supoerstitous) and still allow him to come my house. = D

2. Valentine's Day.

It was good~! Haha... Absolutely good. Hehheh...~ With him beside him, everything is definitely good. Wonderful! Hahaa.. Kind of celebrated it on sat cuz he thought he was gonna have softball attachment on Monday until 7.30pm. But when he realised he didn't on friday, we still continued to celebrate on Sat becuz, that way, we can spend more time together and moreover, the restaurant is gonna be damn crowded. So went to his house on sat morning to bai nian to his parents, watched 3 episodes of friends and proceeded to n.y.d.c. for dinner. It was good. I took his 1st time again. Haha... He had lesson on Mon till 5, i ended class at 12. So went to picked up his pressie and went home to Zzz. He got me a rose. He damn cute. Haha~... And he made a pressie himself. So SWEET~! Lolz. Love him lots. Hehheh...~ Went to esplanade for a short while then had to go home cuz got school the next day! *-_-'''*

3. CT results

Inorganic and physical Chem ~~ 78/100 B+

Microbio ~~ 77/100 B+ (suppose to get 83/100 lorz! Bloody Bas****!)

Maths ~~ 84/100 A

Haiz. Whatever.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

!#@#%#$^$%&$%#!#$

I declare that GREGORY CHOW is

1. A bloody a**ho**.
2. A certified ido**.
3. A stupid bas****.
4. The most ridiculous horrendous freaking ass****, bas**** ido** i've ever met.

Come on lar, i can bet with you that he simply doesn't want me to score higher than what i've got. Let me clear this first, it's not a matter of marks that i'm worried about. My score was 77/100. I was quite happy about it. But when i saw that i was being minused off 6 marks for NOTHING, of cuz i got freaking MAD! This was what happened:

I got back my paper, counted my marks, realised i got 77/100. Obviously quite happy but realised that in the true or false section, i had 6 out of 7 questions wrong. I couldn't believe it, so i check my answers with Alicia, realised that he marked wrong. So obviously i was thinking why he marked me wrong. Come on lar, when he mark he never realised de meh?! The thought of marking 6 out of 7 wrong never crossed his mind?! He should have seen why so weird right? But apparantly, he never did. What happened was that instead of circling the correct answer, i cancelled out the wrong answer. Eg. Ans: T, i cancelled F. Then that freaking BAS**** thought that i was ticking F. WHAT THE?! Hello!? It was obviously striking out F lor! FU** man! Then he say, 'No, i have to think about whether to give you the marks anot, becuz normally, people would circle the answer, and obviously i thought you were ticking the answer. So No, i have to think about it. If let's say next time you go exam and do this, the marker may also see the same way as me. And i rather minus the 6 marks off now then you making the same mistake next time. At least you learnt a lesson.' WHAT THE F*** MAN!

RIDICULOUS! HE IS SUCH A SHI**Y BAS****!

Ok. It's all out. I had to tahan this from 9.30am to now. Sorry my dear 1M05 dearies, i cried becuz i was upset with myself for getting upset over him. It's not becuz of my marks. 6 marks not that important. It's the way that bloody A** treats people. Hello?! At 9 in the morning he's already pissing us off lor. What the heck man. Don't you guys agree? I'm sure Belle and Pam and X'tie will agree with me. He likes to piss people off for nothing lor! Seriously! That guy needs to have a try at his own medicine man! Irritating bug!

Thanx for the hugs people, i'm alright now. = P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Happy CNY!~

So sorry for the late greetings ppl!! I didn't forget u guys...= )

Once again~...Happy CNY to one and all... to all my dearies in 1MO5, dao king, celeste, vonnie and airen... To my dearest too.. and whoever stumbles upon my blog..

Hope u guys will get lotsa and lotsa and lotsa100000x ang pows~...= P

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

My heart...~

Do i appear cold-hearted? Or do i have trouble expressing myself to others? Do people really know what i felt about them? Do they know that i really appreciate them? Do i appear to take people for granted? Do people know that every single friend i've made means alot to me? EVERY single one of you.

I believe that if i'm fortunate enough to meet you and be friends or maybe become more than friends, it's destiny. We're meant to know each other. We're given a chance to. So i definitely won't let this chance slip away. Every single one of you who appear in my life is so damn important to me. I truely treasure all of you. *hUgz* to all my dear friends...~

Took a quiz, and found out a lil' abt myself...

People of your type are known for being hesitant to give away their most valued possession: their heart. Once you do give your love, you expect that it will be treasured and treated with care.

Am i forgiven? Becuz i'm like that? I admit i rarely gave my heart away......Maybe i'm afraid to.. Maybe i'm afraid that you'll leave me once i gave my heart away... I'm really afraid....

= (

But what to do? I can't take it back anymore, I gave you my heart with outstretched arms... It's up to you to accept, throw it away or do whatever you want with it...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I do 3x!~

Wheeee~~~! CT is finally over! = P But had to wait for him for 2 hours after my IPC to get to meet him, cuz he end at 5? Poor me. But at least my 2 hrs were well-spent. Managed to finish my O Comm speech. Hopefully it's good enough.

Met Andrea jie to pass her her pressie. It's like so overdue! It's like 2 months late? Passed her her bday cum Xmas pressie. Lolz. Poor her, had to come from RP to NP to look for me. = P She gave me a pressie too, a French music CD. It's jazz. Wonder if it's nice....

Met him, went to town for dinner. Something weird happened. Ate pasta mania at Suntec and went over to Burger King for dessert. We didn't order meals, juz a Sundae pie. Then the indian guy over the counter (he's the manager btw) asked us, 'Chilli or Ketchup?' Both of us was stunned for awhile. Then we both looked up at the guy. I think we stared at the guy for like 5 seconds before i said, 'I beg your pardon?' Then the indian guy realised that you can't actually put chilli or ketchup on your sundae pie. Lolz. Then he said sorry. Guess he was real tired. But i couldn't stifle my laughter. So i walked away and tried to hide my laughs? Lolz....

Went to esplanade to spend our time together. And i can't believe i said 1 do3x to him! WTH. It wasn't related to what we were saying lor! It juz came out! It's like somebody posessed me and just said i do3x. When i said it, it juz reminded me of the movie coming out. Lol. He said it was my sub-conscious mind telling him i do3x. So, he said my sub- conscious is already married to him. Unofficially. -_-''' Oh well, but i dun mind being with him foreverrrr.....

Missing him already! What am i gonna bz myself with tomorrow?!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo