What will i expect?

Whee... Juz came back from Turkey on Monday night. The trip took a toll on my body. Was really tiring and i fell sick. Had stomach flu, vomitted and had diarrhoea on the 4th night. But by the time the trip ended, i recovered and managed to enjoy the last few days. But passed on the virus to my bro, so he didn't get to enjoy the last few days. *Feeling really guilty* The trip was really good. The sightseeing part was an eye opener, but the road trip was killing all of us. On average, we spent each day on the bus for about 6 hours in total just to get from one city to another. We clocked 12 hours once. Woah, this is the 1st trip i actually managed to lose weight. Usually i gain about 2 kg before i come back home. Lol~....

May post pics some other time for Alicia and Yx's sake. = )

Parents and bro are away. Parents went Bankok, bro went Cameron Highland to climb Mt Ophir. So staying with my aunt for the time being. I always enjoy spending time with her. = )

Going to church on Sunday with Robz. Having mixed feelings about it. Kind of excited at the same time, cuz i dunno what i'll learn. But abit doubtful and scared cuz i dunno whether that 1 hour of mass will change my whole lifetime and belief anotz. *Confused*

Well well, schhool juz started. Met Stacy, Gong Rei. They're in NP too. *Surprised* Imagine my look of surprise when i saw Gong Rei. omg. Lol... But he's actually quite a nice guy lar. Lol~... Argh!! The only thing that keeps me going to school is to complete my another 2 years and to see Robz. The class sux lor. Got transferred to level 2.1. *Cries* Together with Liyana, Jas, Pam, Mirza and Belle. Though i'm glad we have them, but i kinda feel lost without 1M05. Haiz. What to do? Life has to go on. I especially miss Yx and Alicia!!! *Hugz to them* It's not the people that i don't like. It's just that i hate to be taken out of my comfort zone. Though i'm trying hard to settle in, it seems so hard!... But i'll continue trying.

I miss 1M05. Mrs Tang!!! Help me!!!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I've understood...

Wow..thanx girl... I think i kinda jue2 wu4 le...

Got my answer... On why did God put the tree there...

He wanted to test if Adam & Eve, would trusts n obey him.

*yes, they had a choice as what u said, you have a choice too*

Even as christians, God put each & everyone of his children through test & trails. This is to show whether if, his/her faith in the Lord is strong enough to avoid all temptations. However, we're weak...and often unable to resist temptations, thats' why... we need to pray to him constantly for wisdom & strength. The Bible, which is also called the word is the tool for christian to fight against temptations by satan..

Okeeee.... Pardon me for my direct question. But why must we listen to him?? Er... What's so great about him? Juz because he 'created' us?...... Ermz...

Sorry if i do offend anyone. I'm just trying to find answers....

Was reading newspaper today and there was an article about interracial relationships. I think that it's not the colour that matters the most. It's the religion and language issues that are the core problems. Juz take a Muslim and a Christian as an example. They each believe that they'll go to different 'heavens'. So one of them must be able to compromise willingly to convert to either one's religion. But, doesn't it mean losing your own faith? Doesn't it take time like months or even years to actually believe that your own God actually exist? I mean, you don't just believe just for the sake of believing eg, when your parents told you to do so?

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo