Super jubilant but super sad too... but luckily, the feeling of jubilant overpowers sadness now. Why? Cuz i saw him today!!
*Hugged* him
*Kissed* him
My weekend instantly got better. But couldn't get enough of him still. I need more! Hmm.. suddenly i realise i sound like a beast that just wants to eat him up. *Bleah*
Haha...
Cheerios!
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Friday, January 28, 2005
Thursday, January 27, 2005
Borrrriiinnnggg~....
Sianz... Now having study break. Which translates to being stuck at home, no going out, not meeting Robz that often and of cuz...study study study! I'm defying everything! Lolz. I'm not studying, i went out yesterday for dental appointment, and met Robz! Haha~..*evil grin*..
But the dentist did something to my braces which made my upper teeth HURT like A HELL LOT! *Pain pain!* Popped 2 painkillers after i left the clinic, popped 1 when i reached home, popped 1 b4 going to Robyn's grandfather's funeral, and popped 1 b4 going to bed. I caught the flu too... Was sneezing and leaking non stop yesterday. So popped another 2 Febs b4 going to bed. Feeling better now, but my teeth still hurt like hell. Cannot drink cold stuffs, muz be lukewarm. So that means i couldn't brush my teeth in peace yesterday night and this mornng. Had to use lukewarm water to brush and rinse my mouth. Dunno why like tt also... Damn *seng*~...
Yupz... Robz's grandfather passed away 2 days ago. Everything juz reminds me of Popo. How i wish popo was still here. I would have appreciated her presence more. Now missing her like crazy. Oh well, at least for Robz's grandfather, he apparantly died in his sleep. Heard that he was fighting to live on, he's afraid of death. But now, at least he suffers no more. Hopefully, he'll rest in peace and go on to heaven..
Haiz....~...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
But the dentist did something to my braces which made my upper teeth HURT like A HELL LOT! *Pain pain!* Popped 2 painkillers after i left the clinic, popped 1 when i reached home, popped 1 b4 going to Robyn's grandfather's funeral, and popped 1 b4 going to bed. I caught the flu too... Was sneezing and leaking non stop yesterday. So popped another 2 Febs b4 going to bed. Feeling better now, but my teeth still hurt like hell. Cannot drink cold stuffs, muz be lukewarm. So that means i couldn't brush my teeth in peace yesterday night and this mornng. Had to use lukewarm water to brush and rinse my mouth. Dunno why like tt also... Damn *seng*~...
Yupz... Robz's grandfather passed away 2 days ago. Everything juz reminds me of Popo. How i wish popo was still here. I would have appreciated her presence more. Now missing her like crazy. Oh well, at least for Robz's grandfather, he apparantly died in his sleep. Heard that he was fighting to live on, he's afraid of death. But now, at least he suffers no more. Hopefully, he'll rest in peace and go on to heaven..
Haiz....~...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Bittersweet memories~...
Sudden reminders of loved ones...
Bitter, sweet, happy, sad all rolling in...
No matter you like it anot...
It's haunting me...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Bitter, sweet, happy, sad all rolling in...
No matter you like it anot...
It's haunting me...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Sunday, January 23, 2005
All's well now... I guess~
My anger has really gotten into me. 1st time. Really regretted not to have calmed down before i said anything. Sorry a billion times. I know a billion sorries would not heal the pain i gave u. But i hoped i made things right juz now. Sorryyy...
And realised that alot of ppl cared for me. Thanx to all my darlings...= ) *hUgz* u all...= )
Though i got a scolding from my papa juz now for going out (Cuz CT is around the corner!!). But i really don't mind as long as i made it up to him. Thanx to him too, for giving me the sand thing. It was juz real sweet. Oh well, but i know he doesn't read my blog. But still.... I love him to bits!
And realised that alot of ppl cared for me. Thanx to all my darlings...= ) *hUgz* u all...= )
Though i got a scolding from my papa juz now for going out (Cuz CT is around the corner!!). But i really don't mind as long as i made it up to him. Thanx to him too, for giving me the sand thing. It was juz real sweet. Oh well, but i know he doesn't read my blog. But still.... I love him to bits!
Pam~~> Orh orh, orion belt. Cool~ I learnt something new. = ) Thanx. I'm alright now.
Belle~~> *HuggIeS* Thanx! I'm fine already. Still a lil' hurt though.
Alicia darling~~> * HUGZ* Love ya! Dun worry for me, girl. U take lotsa care!~
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
!$#%$#%
I extremely hate it when u do this to me...
I must learn how to reject ppl... Seriously.
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
I must learn how to reject ppl... Seriously.
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Woohoo...
Finally, my internet is working fine. I hope. Been really frustrasted over it cuz me and my bro suspect either that someone is using our internet, or the wireless thingy linksystem is getting too croweded cuz i think like 90% of the ppl in my block is using wireless... Damn~..All copying us.. Lol. Cuz 2 yrs ago, when we got the wiresless thing, only 2 wireless networks were detected, now, there's like 16 - 20 networks detected....Sianz..~
Oh well, a week has past! So fast... Common test starting next week, which means i have to mug. And it also means i can't see him that often...= ( Already missing him already...Haiz..
But at least i got to spend the day with him yesterday. He played tennis with moi family in the morning cuz i couldn't play, due to my hair. I went to rebond my hair on Thursday, dyed it too. The fringe looks a lil' weird. But i guess i have to live with it, since it's already been cut. But in the end, i had to play cuz my mum's leg still wasn't doing too well. So much for me trying to laze around. Lolz. Went to Robz's house later in the day. Watched Hannibal...The show was quite gruesome, with the guy's intestines spilling out and all...Gross. Then had to walk Robz's dogs. I feel damn sad for his dogs, cuz i think we walked like only 100m and back and that's it. Damn short lor! But he says the maid walks the dog 3 times a day. I rather you walk them far far and once a day, than walk short short 3 times a day. At least they get to see around and not get bored. Haiz. Next time my dog will not be allowed to be treated like this! Lolz. = )
Then went to Parkway to get our dinner. Saw Michelle Chong and Chew Chor Meng. Michelle's lower body not nice leh. Like pear-shaped. Abit fleshy, i should say. Chew Chor Meng's skin was like flawless and he looks damn young lor! Like early 20s. Wah..~ Saw Hanz too, Robz's friend. Then went to ECP! To look at the stars! It was damn nice! Saw the 3-in-a-row stars again! and the yellow one. Damn awesome. It was juz breathtaking! I'm definitely going to try to get a house in the east, or at least near to ECP when i'm old enough. = P
Oh well, had a nice day yesterday anyway....It's all becuz he's with me....= )
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Oh well, a week has past! So fast... Common test starting next week, which means i have to mug. And it also means i can't see him that often...= ( Already missing him already...Haiz..
But at least i got to spend the day with him yesterday. He played tennis with moi family in the morning cuz i couldn't play, due to my hair. I went to rebond my hair on Thursday, dyed it too. The fringe looks a lil' weird. But i guess i have to live with it, since it's already been cut. But in the end, i had to play cuz my mum's leg still wasn't doing too well. So much for me trying to laze around. Lolz. Went to Robz's house later in the day. Watched Hannibal...The show was quite gruesome, with the guy's intestines spilling out and all...Gross. Then had to walk Robz's dogs. I feel damn sad for his dogs, cuz i think we walked like only 100m and back and that's it. Damn short lor! But he says the maid walks the dog 3 times a day. I rather you walk them far far and once a day, than walk short short 3 times a day. At least they get to see around and not get bored. Haiz. Next time my dog will not be allowed to be treated like this! Lolz. = )
Then went to Parkway to get our dinner. Saw Michelle Chong and Chew Chor Meng. Michelle's lower body not nice leh. Like pear-shaped. Abit fleshy, i should say. Chew Chor Meng's skin was like flawless and he looks damn young lor! Like early 20s. Wah..~ Saw Hanz too, Robz's friend. Then went to ECP! To look at the stars! It was damn nice! Saw the 3-in-a-row stars again! and the yellow one. Damn awesome. It was juz breathtaking! I'm definitely going to try to get a house in the east, or at least near to ECP when i'm old enough. = P
Oh well, had a nice day yesterday anyway....It's all becuz he's with me....= )
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Kawaii or Kireii???
Had a nice day yesterday, though at the start of the day was a little weird. Woke up at 10.30am (Damn early right?!), mother's face was still alright. Told her i can't join my father and her for tennis and dinner, and my bro had some other program on, so they have to settle the night by themselves. She's not quite happy cuz both of them quarelled about 3 days ago, so they're having a cold war!!! And she sprained her leg, so can't play tennis. So had to cancel tennis, cuz no one playing with my father. But she was still in the alright mood, cuz her lips weren't drooping. It's true! Whenever she's not happy or anything, her lower lips would pout a little, and they would droop down... like = ( .. Lol.. I kinda forced them to have the night to themselves i guess, which turned out to be a good thing!
So, did some maths hw while eaiting for my father to come back for lunch. He came back quite early, surprisingly. Dunno leh, when my mum saw my dad, her face totally changed to the sad mood. Really! Her face juz turned really black and her lips drooped. Wah...Kowaii~ (scary in japanese). I can literally see the miniature grey clouds with lightnings and thunder above her head. Lolz. Had my lunch, then rushed off to meet Robz. He came to pick me up from MY house to go to HIS house. Sweet huh? He said it was to spend more time with me... Awww~... = )
Watched Shutter at his house. We were freaking out lor... I was more freaked out than him lar, cuz i think he got more freaked out BY ME than BY THE MOVIE. Lolz. Lucky he was beside me. Next movie~~> Ju- on Lolz~. Bought the VCDs on Friday. Anybody wanna borrow let me know k. I bought Shutter, Ju-on The Prequel and Ju-on. I still need to get the last part of the Ju-on series, The Grudge. After show, went to meet his Japanese teacher who stayed across the road from his house. Robz said she damn excited to see me, his kanojo (gf in japanese). She's damn cute lor! Like a little hello kitty! And she's 31 years old already! But she's still like those little japanese girl. Jumpy, enthusiatic, cheerful. I had a fascinated time just by looking at her. Lolz~. Think she can pass off as 16 yr old if she wore a school uniform with those high japanese socks. Robz had to play tennis with her. Roy, Jing Rui, both Robz's ex classmates played too. Like what Roy said, Otsuki-san, the Jap teacher, looks like a hello kitty playing tennis. Damn kawaii. Haha~... Had a fun time just watching her play. Heard from Robz that Roy wanted to see Kanojo-san too.. I wonder what's so great about seeing me? ?_?
Went to Siglap for dinner. Then Robz did the most embarrassing thing. He asked the teacher whether i'm kawaii or kireii (pretty, but more in the sense of beautiful in japanese) !!%^*&%. She said i was kawaii. Wah... *blushing blushing*! Haiyohz! But she outdid Robz by asking us, ' Where do you 2 usually go for dating?' Wah... outright ask like that sia! We both stunned and speechless for about 2 seconds. The whole table went quiet and looked at us. Lol. After dinner, Robz and I left them and got Mac's ice cream. On the way to the bus stop, saw damn alot of stars! Damn nice! Wanted to juz stay there at the park and never go home. *Stars have a special meaning to us* *Sighz* But it was already 1030+, had to get home already. But somehow, the stars 'followed' me home! Was staring at them with my head popped out when my bro came in. He thought i was talking to somebody on the 8th floor!! Haha~... Cuz i was facing upwards, my stomach was facing the ceiling. Haha.. Oh well. Overall had a nice time. What ended my day was even better! My parents made up! Lolz... Damn happy for them! See? My plan worked! All thanks to Robz too... He's moi lucky star!
xoxo Kawaii Ei Leen xoxo (Lolz)
So, did some maths hw while eaiting for my father to come back for lunch. He came back quite early, surprisingly. Dunno leh, when my mum saw my dad, her face totally changed to the sad mood. Really! Her face juz turned really black and her lips drooped. Wah...Kowaii~ (scary in japanese). I can literally see the miniature grey clouds with lightnings and thunder above her head. Lolz. Had my lunch, then rushed off to meet Robz. He came to pick me up from MY house to go to HIS house. Sweet huh? He said it was to spend more time with me... Awww~... = )
Watched Shutter at his house. We were freaking out lor... I was more freaked out than him lar, cuz i think he got more freaked out BY ME than BY THE MOVIE. Lolz. Lucky he was beside me. Next movie~~> Ju- on Lolz~. Bought the VCDs on Friday. Anybody wanna borrow let me know k. I bought Shutter, Ju-on The Prequel and Ju-on. I still need to get the last part of the Ju-on series, The Grudge. After show, went to meet his Japanese teacher who stayed across the road from his house. Robz said she damn excited to see me, his kanojo (gf in japanese). She's damn cute lor! Like a little hello kitty! And she's 31 years old already! But she's still like those little japanese girl. Jumpy, enthusiatic, cheerful. I had a fascinated time just by looking at her. Lolz~. Think she can pass off as 16 yr old if she wore a school uniform with those high japanese socks. Robz had to play tennis with her. Roy, Jing Rui, both Robz's ex classmates played too. Like what Roy said, Otsuki-san, the Jap teacher, looks like a hello kitty playing tennis. Damn kawaii. Haha~... Had a fun time just watching her play. Heard from Robz that Roy wanted to see Kanojo-san too.. I wonder what's so great about seeing me? ?_?
Went to Siglap for dinner. Then Robz did the most embarrassing thing. He asked the teacher whether i'm kawaii or kireii (pretty, but more in the sense of beautiful in japanese) !!%^*&%. She said i was kawaii. Wah... *blushing blushing*! Haiyohz! But she outdid Robz by asking us, ' Where do you 2 usually go for dating?' Wah... outright ask like that sia! We both stunned and speechless for about 2 seconds. The whole table went quiet and looked at us. Lol. After dinner, Robz and I left them and got Mac's ice cream. On the way to the bus stop, saw damn alot of stars! Damn nice! Wanted to juz stay there at the park and never go home. *Stars have a special meaning to us* *Sighz* But it was already 1030+, had to get home already. But somehow, the stars 'followed' me home! Was staring at them with my head popped out when my bro came in. He thought i was talking to somebody on the 8th floor!! Haha~... Cuz i was facing upwards, my stomach was facing the ceiling. Haha.. Oh well. Overall had a nice time. What ended my day was even better! My parents made up! Lolz... Damn happy for them! See? My plan worked! All thanks to Robz too... He's moi lucky star!
xoxo Kawaii Ei Leen xoxo (Lolz)
Friday, January 14, 2005
One of my resolution is....
Had Practical test today... it was alright lar... though our class's answers were a little different from other classes. Guess our lab's water a little different from other labs... but whatever, it's over...
Had a 1pm to 4pm break today. Didn't know what else to do... So followed Alicia and Yan Xia to Holland V to get dog clothes for Alicia's meimei, Yoko. Initially, i didn't like the idea of dressing up pet dogs. Cuz i think most (98%) of the dogs dislike being dressed in cutie cutie dresses, shirts or skirts. I thought of something like 'abusing' the dog in a indirect way. They should be seen naturally 'naked', without clothes. I mean, their body of fur is meant to show off right? Anyway, i think dressing up ur pet dogs is just to please the owner or yourself.
But Alicia still wanted to get clothes for Yoko, said she's shivering, so wanted to keep her warm. Oh well, it's HER dog, not mine. But i went there mainly to see the dogs in the pet shop. But i guess at least i get to choose a nice outfit for Yoko. At least i played a part in making the decision. Lolz. Wanted to get a cheongsam, but in the end didn't cuz it looked weird. So got a green and white 'dress'. It would be perfect if there was a sword and a shield to go with it. Lol. It looks like those taekwondo outfit, except it has a green ribbon, not belt. Hope Alicia took a pic... maybe i can pose on the blog next time. Anyway, Alicia darling said Yoko likes the outfit and was 'showing off' to Webe, her other dog, whom she didn't get any clothes for. Poor thing. Bias owner! Lol~ Jk~!
Anywayz, the dogs at the pet shop was damn cute! There was a lil' princess who was the model for the day. She tried out clothes for us to see the size and to show us how it would look like on a dog. Felt damn poor thing for her... Cuz she looked slightly uncomfortable in it. But the dog really looked like a lil' princess, cuz it's small and a lil' skinny. Damn cute~. forgot to take pic! Argh~! Saw a white terrier there too! Fell in love with it once i saw it! It's only 4 months old and it's damn small and looks damn cuddly! After today, i really really wanna get a pet dog next time. Hopefully, a damn cute terrier or something. A small one. = ) The terrier was damn cute, the ears were up and it's like a rosy pink. Ahhh~! I miss it already! = (
Oh well, had a good time there... Still miss Robz the most.. Gonna meet him tomorrow and spend the day together. = ) Can't wait! *GrinZ*
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Had a 1pm to 4pm break today. Didn't know what else to do... So followed Alicia and Yan Xia to Holland V to get dog clothes for Alicia's meimei, Yoko. Initially, i didn't like the idea of dressing up pet dogs. Cuz i think most (98%) of the dogs dislike being dressed in cutie cutie dresses, shirts or skirts. I thought of something like 'abusing' the dog in a indirect way. They should be seen naturally 'naked', without clothes. I mean, their body of fur is meant to show off right? Anyway, i think dressing up ur pet dogs is just to please the owner or yourself.
But Alicia still wanted to get clothes for Yoko, said she's shivering, so wanted to keep her warm. Oh well, it's HER dog, not mine. But i went there mainly to see the dogs in the pet shop. But i guess at least i get to choose a nice outfit for Yoko. At least i played a part in making the decision. Lolz. Wanted to get a cheongsam, but in the end didn't cuz it looked weird. So got a green and white 'dress'. It would be perfect if there was a sword and a shield to go with it. Lol. It looks like those taekwondo outfit, except it has a green ribbon, not belt. Hope Alicia took a pic... maybe i can pose on the blog next time. Anyway, Alicia darling said Yoko likes the outfit and was 'showing off' to Webe, her other dog, whom she didn't get any clothes for. Poor thing. Bias owner! Lol~ Jk~!
Anywayz, the dogs at the pet shop was damn cute! There was a lil' princess who was the model for the day. She tried out clothes for us to see the size and to show us how it would look like on a dog. Felt damn poor thing for her... Cuz she looked slightly uncomfortable in it. But the dog really looked like a lil' princess, cuz it's small and a lil' skinny. Damn cute~. forgot to take pic! Argh~! Saw a white terrier there too! Fell in love with it once i saw it! It's only 4 months old and it's damn small and looks damn cuddly! After today, i really really wanna get a pet dog next time. Hopefully, a damn cute terrier or something. A small one. = ) The terrier was damn cute, the ears were up and it's like a rosy pink. Ahhh~! I miss it already! = (
Oh well, had a good time there... Still miss Robz the most.. Gonna meet him tomorrow and spend the day together. = ) Can't wait! *GrinZ*
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
>_<
Almost a week has passed and i haven't been updating. Woah... Lotsa things happened over the past one week. Actually, lots of things happened over this semester, i dunno why. I feel that this sem my timetable is as slack as i dunno what, but i'm as 'happening' as ever. Feel as if i've not slept properly for the past few weeks (my definition of proper Zzz ~~> 12hrs deep sleep) or rest properly for once. I need a much needed break!
I guess that's my reason for wanting to stop tennis training for 2 weeks. But as soon as i made this small announcement to Robz, i realised that i was gonna cut short the chances of meeting up with him, which was *thumbz down* for me. Haiz. But we've tried to find means and ways to meet up over the 2 weeks, with the open house thingy, and common test coming up. He and me needs to study! This sem i'm like damn slackish! No good no good! No discipline! *Naughty Ei Leen*! But i guess we have to make do with less get togethers for the next 3 weeks. = ( He can't fail another subject!!!
I guess another reason to stop is to let Robz have time for his back to recover. He tricked me into skipping ' my supposed last training before my break'. *Sneaky* In the end, i had to massage and do some hot therapy for him. But i'm glad he's doing better. But what can a one-time-massage do right? But i can't do it for him every night also mah! I'm not his wife! -_-'''
Had a short day at sch on Monday, but went shopping for my new year clothes with my Mum. Girly-theme this year. Lolz. Bought a flowy white skirt, 1 pink top and 2 white tops. All spaggetti strap. Weird that my mum approves me wearing these kind of stuffs. Or should i say encouraging me to wear these kind of clothes. I'm the one resisting such clothes. Haha...But i have to admit, i look quite good in those clothes. *>_<* Haha...Nah~...I very humble de! ~~>Alicia! It's your cue! Give me that face! Lolz...
Had a stomachful of laughter today. I apologise to those people walking along the streets of Toa Payoh Lor 2 and people who walked pass us at Toa Payoh MRT station. Sorry for laughing out loud. It's not my fault that i'm so blur and so slow! It's Robyn's fault! He made me blur, slow and confused. But it's all in the name of fun. I must be the blurest out of the blurest girl he has ever known. But at least i crack him up! I must be the most lovable gal he's ever known and will ever know. Haha... Geez, what's with me today???? I guess he's the only one who can make me laugh that loud and that happy... *Grinz*~... Oh well...
There's gonna be vball in the morning and i'm gonna attend the attachment tomorrow. I wonder what's gonna happen, heard from Alicia that it's quite tiring. There's practical test on Friday somemore! How?! I dunno~... Tahan lor...
Gonna do my hair next week i think... Do it before the CNY and b4 my cousin's wedding...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
I guess that's my reason for wanting to stop tennis training for 2 weeks. But as soon as i made this small announcement to Robz, i realised that i was gonna cut short the chances of meeting up with him, which was *thumbz down* for me. Haiz. But we've tried to find means and ways to meet up over the 2 weeks, with the open house thingy, and common test coming up. He and me needs to study! This sem i'm like damn slackish! No good no good! No discipline! *Naughty Ei Leen*! But i guess we have to make do with less get togethers for the next 3 weeks. = ( He can't fail another subject!!!
I guess another reason to stop is to let Robz have time for his back to recover. He tricked me into skipping ' my supposed last training before my break'. *Sneaky* In the end, i had to massage and do some hot therapy for him. But i'm glad he's doing better. But what can a one-time-massage do right? But i can't do it for him every night also mah! I'm not his wife! -_-'''
Had a short day at sch on Monday, but went shopping for my new year clothes with my Mum. Girly-theme this year. Lolz. Bought a flowy white skirt, 1 pink top and 2 white tops. All spaggetti strap. Weird that my mum approves me wearing these kind of stuffs. Or should i say encouraging me to wear these kind of clothes. I'm the one resisting such clothes. Haha...But i have to admit, i look quite good in those clothes. *>_<* Haha...Nah~...I very humble de! ~~>Alicia! It's your cue! Give me that face! Lolz...
Had a stomachful of laughter today. I apologise to those people walking along the streets of Toa Payoh Lor 2 and people who walked pass us at Toa Payoh MRT station. Sorry for laughing out loud. It's not my fault that i'm so blur and so slow! It's Robyn's fault! He made me blur, slow and confused. But it's all in the name of fun. I must be the blurest out of the blurest girl he has ever known. But at least i crack him up! I must be the most lovable gal he's ever known and will ever know. Haha... Geez, what's with me today???? I guess he's the only one who can make me laugh that loud and that happy... *Grinz*~... Oh well...
There's gonna be vball in the morning and i'm gonna attend the attachment tomorrow. I wonder what's gonna happen, heard from Alicia that it's quite tiring. There's practical test on Friday somemore! How?! I dunno~... Tahan lor...
Gonna do my hair next week i think... Do it before the CNY and b4 my cousin's wedding...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Thursday, January 06, 2005
Love songs...~
Don't know why i'm infatuated with love songs nowdays... and some are so sad lor.. like the POTO song..
~~Fixing A Broken Heart~~
==Indecent Obession==
There was nothing to say the day you left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain,
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there...
You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can't cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
Ever could understand what you're going through
Must be a plan that led me to you
Cause all the hurt just disappears
Every moment you are near
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's forget the past
'cause here we are at last....
~~Nobody Knows It But Me~~
==Tony Rich Project==
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closin' more every day
and I'm dying insideand nobody knows it but me
like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
and I'm cryin' inside
and nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearlybut you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, and the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
and I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
but like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just howI feel
A million years from now ya know
I'll be lovin' you still
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty roads
Gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and
hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely
~~Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore~~
==Reo Speedwagon==
I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I say there is no reason for my fear
'Cuz I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction, you make everything so clear
And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been runnin' round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you girl
'Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find
And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
~~Fixing A Broken Heart~~
==Indecent Obession==
There was nothing to say the day you left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain,
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there...
You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can't cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
Ever could understand what you're going through
Must be a plan that led me to you
Cause all the hurt just disappears
Every moment you are near
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's forget the past
'cause here we are at last....
~~Nobody Knows It But Me~~
==Tony Rich Project==
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls are closin' more every day
and I'm dying insideand nobody knows it but me
like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
and I'm cryin' inside
and nobody knows it but me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearlybut you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, and the days are so sad
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had
and I'm missin' you
and nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
and I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night as if I thought
you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
and nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
but like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just howI feel
A million years from now ya know
I'll be lovin' you still
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty roads
Gonna find you where ever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and
hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely
~~Can't Fight This Feeling Anymore~~
==Reo Speedwagon==
I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I say there is no reason for my fear
'Cuz I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction, you make everything so clear
And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been runnin' round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you girl
'Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find
And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever
'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I've started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor come crashing through your door
Baby I can't fight this feeling anymore
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
*Happy...*
Nahaha...I finally managed to pyscho him to watch Incredibles with me. Lol. Damn happy right now. Cuz it's a damn good show, and it's made even better with him beside me. The aunty who tore the tix said to us, ' Ni men xian zai cai lai kan ar?' Lolz. I was like...*speechless*, then laughed till i cried. The aunty must have thought i was crazy. Sorry, inside joke...Think only Alicia and Celeste would know. Lolz~. Oh well, it was a good day today...= )
Had vball today, my right forearm bruised with these little red dots...Damn pain, a little swollen too... But i guess it's the price i have to pay... = ( Help! My right hand is getting bigger! Die...
Had training on Tues and Wed. Damn shagged. Today had vball somemore. My body is so shagged up right now. Stan's starting to train me for Intermmediate open. A very scary thought. My father proposing that i start playing with strangers to build up my mental strength. Hmmm...
Anyway, i'm damn tired right now...No mood to blog also... Missing him like crazy though i just saw him like 4 hours ago... = (
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Had vball today, my right forearm bruised with these little red dots...Damn pain, a little swollen too... But i guess it's the price i have to pay... = ( Help! My right hand is getting bigger! Die...
Had training on Tues and Wed. Damn shagged. Today had vball somemore. My body is so shagged up right now. Stan's starting to train me for Intermmediate open. A very scary thought. My father proposing that i start playing with strangers to build up my mental strength. Hmmm...
Anyway, i'm damn tired right now...No mood to blog also... Missing him like crazy though i just saw him like 4 hours ago... = (
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Think of me....
think of me, think of me fondly
when we've said goodbye
remember me, once in a while
please promise me you'll try
when you find, that once again you long
to take your heart back and be free
if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me
we never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me
think of all the things we shared and dreamed
dont think about the things that might have been
think of me, think of me waking
silent and resigned
think of me trying too hard
to put you from my mind
recall those days
think back on all those times
think of the things we'll never do
there will never be a day when I won't think of you
can it be, can it be Christine....
what a change, you're really not a bit
the cockish girlthat once you were
she may not remember me but I remember her...
we never said our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea
but please promise me that sometimes
you will think of me...
It's been a week and this song is still stick in my mind...
Love this song...Damn sad...
when we've said goodbye
remember me, once in a while
please promise me you'll try
when you find, that once again you long
to take your heart back and be free
if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me
we never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me
think of all the things we shared and dreamed
dont think about the things that might have been
think of me, think of me waking
silent and resigned
think of me trying too hard
to put you from my mind
recall those days
think back on all those times
think of the things we'll never do
there will never be a day when I won't think of you
can it be, can it be Christine....
what a change, you're really not a bit
the cockish girlthat once you were
she may not remember me but I remember her...
we never said our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea
but please promise me that sometimes
you will think of me...
It's been a week and this song is still stick in my mind...
Love this song...Damn sad...
Sunday, January 02, 2005
2nd day...
Now for all the bad stuffs... Lolz.. I had school on New Year's eve! How sad is that?! 1st time in my life. But i guess i would take it as a blessing on disguise. Cuz if i didn't start school in early december, and started on jan 3, i guess i would have been holidaying in Phuket and met 'Mr Tsunami'. *Shivers*
Sorry people, i can't help but mention that it was a really close shave. I could have been '1 of the 120,000++' dead or missing. I promise to stop after this post. = )
Yupz..Another bad news, which is the tsunami disaster. Feeling damn sad, or remorseful about those victims. But, life must still go on.
Haiz... Of cuz, all the good things has outcount the bad stuffs... Luckily...
Looking forward to tomorrow though...no tutorial and going lunch with Alicia to Lor 7 for our lunch... She said she's gonna recommend some good food for me to eat! Lolz...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Sorry people, i can't help but mention that it was a really close shave. I could have been '1 of the 120,000++' dead or missing. I promise to stop after this post. = )
Yupz..Another bad news, which is the tsunami disaster. Feeling damn sad, or remorseful about those victims. But, life must still go on.
Haiz... Of cuz, all the good things has outcount the bad stuffs... Luckily...
Looking forward to tomorrow though...no tutorial and going lunch with Alicia to Lor 7 for our lunch... She said she's gonna recommend some good food for me to eat! Lolz...
xoxo Ei Leen xoxo
Saturday, January 01, 2005
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