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My blog has been hibernating since..... i dunno when. Lolz.

Here's some updates. Exams next week. Am mugging night and day for it. Causing me to have breakouts. Losing quite alot of hair due to hairpulling when stressed and not meeting my Kare.. =` ( Miss u lots, Kare!

My poor kare! His wallet got stolen in the bus on the way for his dental appointment with me. In the end, no dental appointment and no wallet. He had exam in the afternoon too...That means he entered the exam hall without any form of identity (John Doe??). Lucky he was still able to do his exam which i dunno how he managed to identify himself. But hope he'll take it as a lesson learnt. DON'T LEAVE YOUR VALUABLES UNATTENTED OR CREATE AN OPPORTUNITY FOR OTHERS TO STEAL.

It reminded me of how i lost my beloved samsung handphone. Haiz. I guess i create an opportunity for others to steal. Kind of like presented a temptation for them. But now, i've learnt my lesson. Hope the person who stole my handphone or kare's wallet will soon regret, be remorseful and realise his/her own mistake before he/she makes another bigger mistake like robbing or shoplifting.

Talking about my old phone. My old phone was the purple/metallic version of Samsung E530C. Now it's the pink/white version of it cuz when i got the replacement phone, the purple one has sold out. Just thinking about this makes my blood boil. When i still had my purple phone, this 'classmate' of mine was commenting on how SHE had wanted to get the same phone but she loved the pink/white version better and said the purple looked like a very odd colour. Then i made a comment on how ugly the white looked cuz the purple version had purple metallic shell rather than the white shell. Lolz. Then unfortunately, i had to lose my beloved phone and had to settle with the pink/white. Guess what!!!!! On the last week of school, she walked into lecture hall and showed off her new samsung purple/metallic phone!! ARGH!!! That really infuriated me!!!! And one of my classmates looked at her phone and commented, 'Isn't this like Ei Leen's phone?' I was just sitting 2 rows behind her....I was fuming!!!!! She replied that she was aiming the E530c for a very long time. Ok...Whatever. Quoting from her, 'Zhe ge purple hen qi kuai leh', which literally means, the purple was quite a weird colour. Damn you. -_______-

Well, that was not the only incident that proves that she's a little..... irritating. Lolz. To those of you who knew me for quite awhile, you would have noticed that i would wear this red/green/black beads thing on my wrist. Suppose to be a necklace but i preferred them on my wrist, so i kinda twist it around my wrist which made it looked like a bundle of bracelets. Wore it quite often to school and out. Well, well, well, NO prizes for guessing!!!! She!!! That same girl who got the purple/metallic phone! She copied me!! She did the same thing as me!! She got a pink beaded necklace and twisted it around her wrist!! ARGH!!!!!! She wears it almost everyday.. wonder if she actually took it off when she bathes cuz it looked like she twisted the beads around her wrist too many times and looked stuck on her wrists forever. But... it's not like i care. Will she just stop following my fashion style?! It's not like i have a good fashion sense...but hello!! Stop copying me..... Please... have your own sense of style lar. Somehow at the start of joining this class, she was ok... but after a while...the more i see her, the more i don't like her. Argh!... Such a irritating girl. I know lots of people is starting not to like her cuz of her personality, character..whatever. Hope she realises why one day.... Somehow i hope she stumbles upon this site to read up alittle about herself here..but somehow, i wish she wouldn't... cuz i'm badmouthing her. But.... Aiyah.. whatever, i'm just spitting out my annoyance. It IS.. afterall, MY blog. = )

Good luck to those who'll be stuck with her in the same class or attachement...or whatever in the future. Damn.. hope i'm not the one.

Attachment starting soon. 6 March. Right after exams end. I have only a weekend to enjoy myself. = ( So bloody short. Argh... my supervisor is another problem! Pammie~! We're gonna suffer under her hands! =' ( Hope nothing goes wrong.

Started my driving lessons. Learning manual. Driving's fun! Surprisingly, the instructors were not that bad. Not like some people who described them as DOM (Dirty Old Man). They were actually quite friendly and my lessons had been going smoothly except for this malay guy who kept dozing off during my 7th lesson. I wondered if my ride was so smooth until he manages to doze off. *scratches head*

Whee! Has a blast yesterday. Met up with my bunch of closest friends fom secondary school. Finally! We managed to gather as 5 of us again! Like what.. after 2+ years! Had a great time. Felt really good to see them again. Lynette!! Liyana! Missed you guys alot! Was really very reluctant to leave..but i had to mug for exams. Nette! Muz remember our backpacking trip yar? Heh heh... = ) We'll go exotic places! Lolz. Once again, thanx guys..... for the happy moments. Will load up the photos once i get from Von.

K. Back to mugging again. OHOH!! Thanx Mirza..for the mortal kombat games. Had a fun time playing it! Heh heh... really addictive. I LOVE Fatality! Lolz...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

At my aunt's house for dinner

muack muack!

dun push me!

In malaysia

The 5 of us~!

We've done it!

Our fondue stall was okay.... it's alright lar...

Though i fell sick on the day itself and that night itself. = (

Now to welcome the new year, i'm sick. = (

Robz just had a surgery on his right calf...Now he has a size of 50 cent coin hole on his calf. His right leg is slightly smaller than his left now. My poor KARE!!! Tears flowed when i left him on monday night to go home when he was scheduled for emergency surgery at the stroke of midnight. He had to undergo general anesthetic. Poor thing!! = (

But glad it was over and he was discharged the next day. Now he has to clean his wound everyday, which hurts like hell.....

Haiz!! Poor thingy....

Will load up my fondue stall photo...

Enjoy the new year ppl... Enjoy the goodies~!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Tired!~!!!

I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep...... I wanna sleep......

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Man... i'm so tired i keep collasping in the bus on the way home from school. Bus ride in the morning is not that bad...but when coming home, i'm struggling to keep my eyes open.....- ___-

I guess it's not as bad as my bro whom goes to work at 8 and comes home at 6.30am. Lol. Now that's bad! Guess the CNY is around the corner, lots of companies struggling to audit their accounts. Poor thing.

Lots of stuffs going on. 2 projects due next week, PLS people!! Come support me at my Choco fondue stall. = ) Promise it'll be delicious!!! Cuz i'll be the one preparing the chocolate! = P *Yumz* Another project due after CNY, 2 common tests after CNY. Wah piang. How to enjoy my new year?!

Sorry dear friends!! Really no time to go out with u guys... I'll try to make time soon k. Lol...= )

Dear friends... enjoy the coming CNY celebrations!! *Ooo! My fringe has grown longer.. haha.. not as weird as b4. Lol.

Take care Licia, Yx and Pammie darlings...= )

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Err...

I went to do my hair today. I looked like a barbie doll with shoulder length hair! Lolz. Er.... Don'tthink everyone can accept my new look...haha.. Not even me. = P

But hope i'll grow to like and eventually love it..since it's er... my hair...

Hope it gets better when CNY approaches.

Tomorrow starting school again...!!! = (

Miss my Kare lots..

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*BIG Smiles*

Hellllll ya!!!!....I'm definitely feeling better these days. Maybe i'm just trying to take things easier. No hard feelings whatever.... No holding on to grudges or whatsoever. Life seems to be much easier. It's especially nice to meet and hug Kare after such a stressful period. Yay! I'm going blading tomorrow with him and his cousin. Went blading last friday too. Had so much fun suaning his cousin cuz he doesn't know how to blade. Taught his gf too. Both of them so cute lorz. His cousin is 30yrs old btw. Haha... Zhen shi huo dao lao xue dao lao.. Heh heh...

Whee...just finished my common test today. I seriously dislike this semester. Hello?! Every module is a memorising thing. DNA, machines and cell culture medium sterile techniques are fixed. So what's left to LEARN? Nothing. It's fixed, nothing else to be discovered anymore. Just memorise and vomit all out during exams. = )

Since it's over, time to enjoy! And it's time to embrace another coming holiday! Chinese New Year! Wah!! Imagine all the bak kuas, pineapple tarts and all the new year goodies i get to enjoy! Heh heh... Sure put on weight la. Nvm. I need to alter my new year dress. Tried it on the other day and argh!!! I looked pregnant! There's so much extra cloth around my waist. Need to go alter to a smaller size. = P

Wooo! Saw Dao king today. He really lived up to his nickname. *rolls eyes* I was sitting barely 1 metre away from him on the bus and i was invisible to him until i poked him hard on the arm. Haha~! He deserved it. Always so dao. *Hmpf* But glad to see him after such a long time. Wonder what's he doing now for studies....Hmm..

Oh dear...i miss Kare sooooooooooooo much..... *hugz Kare tightly*

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Wheee.......

Okee...i hoped that everyone had enjoyed their holiday! More to come yar.. juz 5 more days and it'll be the begining of another new year! Time passes soOooOo fast yar?

For the poly people~..Please rmb to study k! Lolz.

For those still having hols.. enjoy while u can! = P

Take care everyone...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

The sweetest friendship picture...= )

My My....

Ok. This is freaky.

I've experienced this not once but twice.

I remembered that a few months ago, i wanted to blog about my frustrations as i have juz quarrelled with my mom. I blogged, i vented my frustrations and clicked publish blog. But guess what, the whole computer hanged on me! I had to restart my comp. But by the time my windows loaded up, i felt that it's a waste of time to reblog again since i've already 'written' out or 'got the frustrations' out of my system. It's like i wasn't meant to blog that entry. Or that entry wasn't meant to be shown. *weird*

Ok..The 2nd time happened 2 days ago. I kinda had a misunderstanding with Robz and er...i wanted to blog about my sadness, anger and blahblahblah. But guess what, i couldn't even load the damn internet explorer. In the end, i couldn't blog at all. I wanted to go microsoft word to actually type it out and save it later then load it up. But...isn't that gonna so troublesome? Since i'm gonna badmouth about someone and myself. Then i thought, what the heck...go and sleep.

Noww......realising this, i think i might either have a guardian angel beside me, so that i won't blog rubbish or blog something about someone that's totally innocent. Prevent me from misunderstanding someone or something... Or maybe God's watching over me so that i won't do something stupid and cause more misunderstandings. Coming to think of it, i wonder what'll happen if i really blogged those 2 entries... About my mum, about my kare. Maybe it'll not make me realise that i was partly to blame for what happened like what i now actually realised. Oh well, if nobody gets what i mean, never mind. What really matters is that nobody gets hurt after any bad entries. Right, Guardian angel?

I've gone mad.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

That damn IDIOTA!

Where's INTEGRITY when i need it the most?!

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

I'm back... Heh heh

Okee..After weeks of being MIA. I'm back! Juz came back from Malacca on Sunday. Went for a weekend break at my uncle's resort. Unfortunately, i was kinda having a flu on friday. And on Sat, it flared up and erm... i kinda suffered there. Using up boxes of tissues and got my nose really swollen. = P

Was really busy for the past weeks cuz of Tennis IVP. Yay! We won! Heh heh. But next year, Rita will be gone and DIE! I'm the only year 3 for the girls team. Jia lat. But hope that new members will come in from the year 1s. = )

Both guys and girls won. Yeaaaa!!~ Haha... = )

My FYP is a lil' screwed up. Trying to do some damage control so...... I apologize if my behaviour is a little erratic or unforgivable for the next 2 weeks. Sorry. I ask for everybody's understanding.

PAM!!! We'll get through this yar? *Prays* ....Real hard...

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

*Sigh

Nono... Saying that all unchanging things are boring is not true. Sometimes things or people need to retain a little bit ( or maybe alot) of the old flavour in order to identify that it is still itself. I mean, you can expect people to change 100% just because you think he or she doesn't excite or appeal to you now right?

Haiyah...don't know lar.

I hate to adapt to new environments.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Changes

Changes are inevitable.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

!@#$%^**(*^#

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to vent my anger. I just can't stand it.
ARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

#!$@%@#^%&^%$%&^#^&$%^#$$%^Y$%^%^%$%~!$$%#^&^%

Why does it seem like he doesn't understand me anymore?! He made me more angry by asking me WHY!! ARGH! Idiota!!

WHY WHY WHY?! I want to know why i'm feeling this way too!..............

Maybe i hate changes. But why must things change?! Why can't it be the same all the time?! Why do people have to change? Why do some people have to go back on their words?! Why can't i just remain 17 all the time?!

WHY!?

I hate change.

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo

Sheesh.....!

I broke down in Kallang Tennis court today. I sound like a crybaby. But i couldn't help it. Was psychoing myself not to let emotions take over me but... the tears just spilled. The guys were bullying me. Thought i was used to it after 1 1/2 years...but still, it took an effect plus i wasn't playing that well today.... So.... Yea.... Haiz....

The girls team is pathetic. There's only 2 girls.

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Anyway... The ride home was horrendous!*Horrors and horrors!!* So many lightnings! And i mean ..... Damn scary lightnings. Can even see the streaks!... Horrors! There were so many of them. Don't even feel safe in the interchange..... Thunders were damn loud too... Argh.. Where is he when i need him?

.........

xoxo Ei Leen xoxo